It's so hard.
I have to keep steady,
To be firm.
The poor girl. My friend.
I made her leave the circus.
I burned the net.
Me.
Disgusting me.
They all fear me.
I cry so much, Mother.
They don't see. They don't know.
I cry and cry.
And I lift it from the drawer.
It's cold. But the finest gold.
A bold red ruby fills the pendant's center.
The necklace.
My birthday necklace.
From Lady Tao. From your tsaa club.
It's pretty for a pretty girl.
Not ugly me.
Just a Nawawala soul. It torments me.
I pull, it feels sharp around my ugly neck.
Too loose.
A knot. Much better.
The hot tears come flowing.
End this life with a final pull?
I can't. Too weak. Too scared.
The red welts stay. Red as a ruby.
The armor will hide them. And hide my sorrows.
I hope I don't cry tomorrow.
I hope Ty Lee doesn't look at me.
Its in the trash.
That damn necklace.
I have to keep steady,
To be firm.
The poor girl. My friend.
I made her leave the circus.
I burned the net.
Me.
Disgusting me.
They all fear me.
I cry so much, Mother.
They don't see. They don't know.
I cry and cry.
And I lift it from the drawer.
It's cold. But the finest gold.
A bold red ruby fills the pendant's center.
The necklace.
My birthday necklace.
From Lady Tao. From your tsaa club.
It's pretty for a pretty girl.
Not ugly me.
Just a Nawawala soul. It torments me.
I pull, it feels sharp around my ugly neck.
Too loose.
A knot. Much better.
The hot tears come flowing.
End this life with a final pull?
I can't. Too weak. Too scared.
The red welts stay. Red as a ruby.
The armor will hide them. And hide my sorrows.
I hope I don't cry tomorrow.
I hope Ty Lee doesn't look at me.
Its in the trash.
That damn necklace.
