Hey, everyone. I'm going to start this off sa pamamagitan ng saying that I am okay. I'm just having a hard time, and I need to get it off my chest to help me feel better. Here it goes.
The other day, my dad was watching the news, and as I was
eating hapunan with my mom, he told us, "One of the Monkees died." I was in shock and said, "What?!" He told me again. I asked him, "Which one?" He told me, "I believe it was Tork." I said, "Peter Tork?" My dad said, "Yeah." I am deeply saddened sa pamamagitan ng this. Peter was my favorite. He was so funny. He got really into it while playing bass. I cannot listen to the Monkees now. I'm afraid it'll make me feel worse. I'm honestly scared for Paul and Ringo now. I wish there was a way to make them immortal.
Since I have stubbed my toe, I am doing better. I wish I could say I was doing better otherwise. I can't stop thinking about my friend who was killed in a hunting accident in 2010. I wish I could turn back time and save him, but we can't go back. We can only ilipat forward. The only bright side of his death is I learned not to take friendship for granted, and I became a better friend to my remaining friends.
I also keep thinking about how much I miss having a dog around. I keep going to my grandmother's house to pet Benji. The only problem is Benji isn't a very active dog. I would pag-ibig having an exercise companion.
Finally, I haven't been having dreams about Paul, the guy I had been dreaming about, lately. I'm beginning to feel that maybe those dreams are giving me false hope. I know I don't need a romantic partner to complete me, but I like the idea of of having that special someone. I guess that kind of pag-ibig isn't for me. I might as well accept it and give up the ghost of romantic love.
The other day, my dad was watching the news, and as I was
eating hapunan with my mom, he told us, "One of the Monkees died." I was in shock and said, "What?!" He told me again. I asked him, "Which one?" He told me, "I believe it was Tork." I said, "Peter Tork?" My dad said, "Yeah." I am deeply saddened sa pamamagitan ng this. Peter was my favorite. He was so funny. He got really into it while playing bass. I cannot listen to the Monkees now. I'm afraid it'll make me feel worse. I'm honestly scared for Paul and Ringo now. I wish there was a way to make them immortal.
Since I have stubbed my toe, I am doing better. I wish I could say I was doing better otherwise. I can't stop thinking about my friend who was killed in a hunting accident in 2010. I wish I could turn back time and save him, but we can't go back. We can only ilipat forward. The only bright side of his death is I learned not to take friendship for granted, and I became a better friend to my remaining friends.
I also keep thinking about how much I miss having a dog around. I keep going to my grandmother's house to pet Benji. The only problem is Benji isn't a very active dog. I would pag-ibig having an exercise companion.
Finally, I haven't been having dreams about Paul, the guy I had been dreaming about, lately. I'm beginning to feel that maybe those dreams are giving me false hope. I know I don't need a romantic partner to complete me, but I like the idea of of having that special someone. I guess that kind of pag-ibig isn't for me. I might as well accept it and give up the ghost of romantic love.
I know you think
You're someone I forgot.
But I haven't forgotten.
I could never forget you.
I'll never forget your smile.
I never saw you without it.
I still miss you every day.
I'm sorry I took you for granted.
I hope you can forgive me.
If I could do it all again,
I wouldn't have taken you for granted.
I wouldn't have overlooked you.
I would've been a better friend.
I blamed your parents for their negligence,
But blaming them won't bring you back.
The reason I hate mga baril is your demise.
The reason I never take mga kaibigan for granted,
That's also the loss of you.
You're someone I forgot.
But I haven't forgotten.
I could never forget you.
I'll never forget your smile.
I never saw you without it.
I still miss you every day.
I'm sorry I took you for granted.
I hope you can forgive me.
If I could do it all again,
I wouldn't have taken you for granted.
I wouldn't have overlooked you.
I would've been a better friend.
I blamed your parents for their negligence,
But blaming them won't bring you back.
The reason I hate mga baril is your demise.
The reason I never take mga kaibigan for granted,
That's also the loss of you.
This artikulo is a special request from Kayla. So, here I go.
I know you've been feeling down recently, and that this Valentine's araw is going to be madami painful for you. Your life hasn't always been easy, and I'm really sorry for everything you've been through.
However, I just would like to remind you that you are never alone. The mga kaibigan that you've made here care deeply about you, and we're always ready to support you. If the clouds get dark, I'm here to help you find the silver lining.
I admire that, despite all of the bad things that happened, you never became bitter. No matter what other people say, you are wonderful just the way you are. Remember that you are loved forever!
Also, remember the lyrics to one of my all-time paborito Beatles songs: "Any time at all, all you gotta do is call, and I'll be there."
Peace and love
~Kelly 🌟🌟🌟
I know you've been feeling down recently, and that this Valentine's araw is going to be madami painful for you. Your life hasn't always been easy, and I'm really sorry for everything you've been through.
However, I just would like to remind you that you are never alone. The mga kaibigan that you've made here care deeply about you, and we're always ready to support you. If the clouds get dark, I'm here to help you find the silver lining.
I admire that, despite all of the bad things that happened, you never became bitter. No matter what other people say, you are wonderful just the way you are. Remember that you are loved forever!
Also, remember the lyrics to one of my all-time paborito Beatles songs: "Any time at all, all you gotta do is call, and I'll be there."
Peace and love
~Kelly 🌟🌟🌟