Hi, everyone. I'm feeling the need to vent again. I'm feeling sad and broken. It doesn't help that we're still in March.
March is not a good buwan for me. A lot of tragedies happened in March, including the death of my paternal grandfather and almost losing my mom to myocarditis. There was only one good thing that came out of March. That was my dog, mani Butter.
mani mantikilya was my four-legged best friend. It's been nine months, and I still miss him every day. He was the only good thing that came out of March. He was born on March 17, 2004. He passed away during the early morning hours of May 7, 2018 at the age of fourteen. He would be turning fifteen on Sunday if he had lived. If he was still alive, Sunday would actually be worth getting out of bed. I hate Sunday with a passion. That's because it's church day. The only reason I go is to keep my brainwashed grandmother off my back. I do pag-ibig her, but sometimes she drives me crazy with her religious crap.
I also kind of got my feelings hurt. My sister and I were talking about me getting a German Shepherd. I told her that I didn't want to go to some backyard breeder. She said, "Bingo came from a backyard breeder, and he lived longer than mani Butter. I'm just saying." I didn't have the puso to tell her, "You got lucky." It's true that Bingo came from a backyard breeder. It's also true that he lived longer than mani Butter, but HOW DARE SHE SAY THAT TO ME!!! I do pag-ibig my sister, but sometimes I wish I didn't have any siblings. Antonia, you are so lucky to be an only child. You are, too, Paul.
March is not a good buwan for me. A lot of tragedies happened in March, including the death of my paternal grandfather and almost losing my mom to myocarditis. There was only one good thing that came out of March. That was my dog, mani Butter.
mani mantikilya was my four-legged best friend. It's been nine months, and I still miss him every day. He was the only good thing that came out of March. He was born on March 17, 2004. He passed away during the early morning hours of May 7, 2018 at the age of fourteen. He would be turning fifteen on Sunday if he had lived. If he was still alive, Sunday would actually be worth getting out of bed. I hate Sunday with a passion. That's because it's church day. The only reason I go is to keep my brainwashed grandmother off my back. I do pag-ibig her, but sometimes she drives me crazy with her religious crap.
I also kind of got my feelings hurt. My sister and I were talking about me getting a German Shepherd. I told her that I didn't want to go to some backyard breeder. She said, "Bingo came from a backyard breeder, and he lived longer than mani Butter. I'm just saying." I didn't have the puso to tell her, "You got lucky." It's true that Bingo came from a backyard breeder. It's also true that he lived longer than mani Butter, but HOW DARE SHE SAY THAT TO ME!!! I do pag-ibig my sister, but sometimes I wish I didn't have any siblings. Antonia, you are so lucky to be an only child. You are, too, Paul.
I know you think
You're someone I forgot.
But I haven't forgotten.
I could never forget you.
I'll never forget your smile.
I never saw you without it.
I still miss you every day.
I'm sorry I took you for granted.
I hope you can forgive me.
If I could do it all again,
I wouldn't have taken you for granted.
I wouldn't have overlooked you.
I would've been a better friend.
I blamed your parents for their negligence,
But blaming them won't bring you back.
The reason I hate mga baril is your demise.
The reason I never take mga kaibigan for granted,
That's also the loss of you.
You're someone I forgot.
But I haven't forgotten.
I could never forget you.
I'll never forget your smile.
I never saw you without it.
I still miss you every day.
I'm sorry I took you for granted.
I hope you can forgive me.
If I could do it all again,
I wouldn't have taken you for granted.
I wouldn't have overlooked you.
I would've been a better friend.
I blamed your parents for their negligence,
But blaming them won't bring you back.
The reason I hate mga baril is your demise.
The reason I never take mga kaibigan for granted,
That's also the loss of you.
This artikulo is a special request from Kayla. So, here I go.
I know you've been feeling down recently, and that this Valentine's araw is going to be madami painful for you. Your life hasn't always been easy, and I'm really sorry for everything you've been through.
However, I just would like to remind you that you are never alone. The mga kaibigan that you've made here care deeply about you, and we're always ready to support you. If the clouds get dark, I'm here to help you find the silver lining.
I admire that, despite all of the bad things that happened, you never became bitter. No matter what other people say, you are wonderful just the way you are. Remember that you are loved forever!
Also, remember the lyrics to one of my all-time paborito Beatles songs: "Any time at all, all you gotta do is call, and I'll be there."
Peace and love
~Kelly 🌟🌟🌟
I know you've been feeling down recently, and that this Valentine's araw is going to be madami painful for you. Your life hasn't always been easy, and I'm really sorry for everything you've been through.
However, I just would like to remind you that you are never alone. The mga kaibigan that you've made here care deeply about you, and we're always ready to support you. If the clouds get dark, I'm here to help you find the silver lining.
I admire that, despite all of the bad things that happened, you never became bitter. No matter what other people say, you are wonderful just the way you are. Remember that you are loved forever!
Also, remember the lyrics to one of my all-time paborito Beatles songs: "Any time at all, all you gotta do is call, and I'll be there."
Peace and love
~Kelly 🌟🌟🌟