Story: "Don’t leave me behind"
Author: edwestwick (Ana)
Disclaimer: I don’t own Gossip girl or used songs.
Summary: Chuck is going to leave New York for good after he saw Blair with Nate. Will Blair see who she really has mga paru-paro for and what if it’s too late?
Here is new chapter, hope you’ll like it. I started new fic which is series of oneshots and it’s called Sparks so please check it out too. Ok end of the rant.
"Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
Over my head
With eight segundos left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on your mind”
"Over My Head” The Fray
I woke up to light shining on my face and strange feeling of peace. What the hell I didn't feel this way since I came here. Than I opened my eyes and saw her sprawled on my kama susunod to me. Naked. And then all came back to me. Blair on my doorstep, Blair saying she loves me, Blair walking away, me going after her, us making pag-ibig and me saying her that I pag-ibig her too. It really happened. It wasn't just one of my dreams or how I would call them back then nightmares. I looked at her again and saw she had turned so she's now facing me when I was Nawawala in my thoughts.
She's really most beautiful girl in the world. Sexiest, smartest and just perfect... and I'm whipped. God what she had done with me? And I can't even say I regret it. This time in Monaco proved I don't want to go back to my asshole self. Not that I'm not an asno anymore. But I want to be better for her. If only my father heard that. Even he would laugh and he never does it. Doesn't smile and most certainly doesn't laugh.
I feel so good I can't even brig myself to think about all the things I'm sure I will do to screw it up. I mean come on I am Chuck Bass, check screw up in dictionary and you'll get my name. I don't want to think about it now. I don't want to think about what will Nate, my father, her mother, all this stupid minions (not that what they think mean something for me but I know for Blair it does) will say. They will be angry for sure, maybe disappointment that such a great young lady with possibilities to become Mrs. Archibald in the future is dating Chuck bass from all of people. That's ridiculous even for me but I'm going to let her go that easy again now that she's really my. Yep still can't believe it.
I ilipat closer to her and place my arm around her slim waist. Her hair tickles my face and I can smell her vanilla shampoo again. I could lay like that with her for hours just taking her all in. She starts to ilipat slightly and her eyelids flutter. I smile when she finally opens her eyes and I can see their deep brown colour only little lighter than my. She gives me a shy smile too and I can't wait anymore so I halik her. I didn't have time to think about it last night when I was halik her frantically but now I can taste it again. Her lips taste just like I remembered. Cherry. I so don't want a presa ever again.
When we pull away to take a breath she places her hands around my neck and whispers 'Good Morning'. And it is. It's best morning in my life if you want to know.
'Morning. Slept well?' I ask because I want to know she had at least half that good sleep like I.
'Mmm... amazing.' I can't help it but smile and pull her tighter and halik her nose playfully.
'That's good princess. Hungry?' I know we both secretly pag-ibig it when I call her that even when she sometimes pretend to be mad about it.
'Starving.' She ang sumagot and rolls us over so she's straddling me. 'But not for food.' She adds with a smirk and places her lips on my again.
I thought how really happy I am as we lay in each other arms segundo time this morning. I would never believe someone last of all Chuck bass can make you fell so good. I seriously don't want it to ever end and it won't. I got Chuck to be a boyfriend! After that nothing is impossible for me. I felt my stomach rumbling and I remembered I ate last time before I went to catch a plan which was yesterday afternoon. I took my head from his chest and set up to find Chuck looking at me with a smile. I never saw him smiling so much and I pag-ibig it that I make him that happy. He pulled up too and started halik my neck and I had to use a lot of strength to pull away.
'I'm hungry.' I sinabi and he smirked this sexy smirk of his I missed when we were apart.
'That soon? You want to kill me.' He answered at the same time running his hands over my thighs.
'For pagkain Basshole.' I sinabi smacking his shoulder.
'Mmm too bad than.' My boyfriend replied and gave me a peck on the lips. I shook my head and got up quickly before he had a chance to catch me.
'Call room service.' I told him before I went to take a shower.
I stood under hot water when I heard his voice as he was most likely doing as I told him. I've just end washing my hair when I felt his arm around my waist and he pulled me to him from behind.
'Did you order a breakfast?'
'Yes but it won't be here for susunod fifteen minutes.' He mumbled between kisses he was placing on my nape.
'Than I guess we could use it to other activities.' I sinabi and turned around. I brought his lips to my and forgot anything about being hungry for susunod half and oras we spent in the paliguan not caring a bit about knocking room service.
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After we ate our pancakes, which Chuck ordered, we ended up in the bad again this time watching one of my favourities - Roman Holiday. I put my head on his chest and he played with my hair. I was thinking if now that we're ok, even better than ok, he will come back to New York. I pag-ibig just being with him here and not really doing anything all araw but I know we can't just stay here forever. Well maybe he can but I have to finish school and do it great to get into Yale. I'm not even sure he wants to go to college. I could end a taon online too if it was our last but I in no way can do the susunod this way too if I think of going to any good college not mentioning Yale. I can just hope he would be madami willing to go back now.
‘Chuck?' I started placing my chin on his chest to see his face.
'Yes princess?' He asked turning his eyes on me from screen.
'I was thinking...' I couldn't bring myself to say it when it could mess everything up again.
'Come on Blair you know you can tell me anything.' He sinabi and gave me an encouraging smile.
'I know. I want to talk with you because... youknowIcan'tstayhereforever.' I spilled out on one breath.
'Calm down baby and just tell me what's wrong.' My puso melted when I heard him. I pag-ibig when he's sweet with me.
'Listen Chuck. I pag-ibig you and I want to be with you but you know I can't just stay here with you forever. I would really pag-ibig to but I have to come back and finish school and besides my mother would never let me.' While I was taking he sat with unreadable expression on his face.
'Ok.' I stared at him and waited but he didn't say anything else. Finally I couldn't take it anymore.
'Ok? That means you will come back with me?'
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Sorry I couldn't stop myself :) I'll try to update soon. Please review.