I'm in crisis what should I do???????????????

First, you could at least tell us whats bothering you. No can help unless you tell us.

Pray.
General advice, but when you believe it helps, it really does. What also helps is to be in presence of people you love, people charging you with positive energy. And to give you something madami specific, I'd need too know more.

stay strong, and keep the faith. continue to read the bible. and remember that no matter how bad things get, every ulap has a silver lining.