Tears of goodbye
Tears of fear
holding onto you
it consumes your heart
it rushes to your head
you shake and cringe
you stare and you wave
you grab your chest
as if it is now hollow
you whisper a note
you whisper a love
you turn to walk
but find you can't move
you take some breathes
and count to 10
you hold on to chest
once again
you start to calm down
you start to see
you find a mirror
and see what he now see's
you whisper soft
but yet still clear
you take one madami breath
and start to quiver
you shake away the fear
and begin to trust
'how come i could pag-ibig you and still it was never enough?'
what happens susunod is very suprising
your sure its just a dream
because a girl with a broken heart
just stopped crying her fears
and its then that you realised
you were madami than enough
and you always had been
it wasn't you
it wasn't you and him
it was him that you didn't see
who played you along
and then who broke apart such a beautiful song.
Tears of fear
holding onto you
it consumes your heart
it rushes to your head
you shake and cringe
you stare and you wave
you grab your chest
as if it is now hollow
you whisper a note
you whisper a love
you turn to walk
but find you can't move
you take some breathes
and count to 10
you hold on to chest
once again
you start to calm down
you start to see
you find a mirror
and see what he now see's
you whisper soft
but yet still clear
you take one madami breath
and start to quiver
you shake away the fear
and begin to trust
'how come i could pag-ibig you and still it was never enough?'
what happens susunod is very suprising
your sure its just a dream
because a girl with a broken heart
just stopped crying her fears
and its then that you realised
you were madami than enough
and you always had been
it wasn't you
it wasn't you and him
it was him that you didn't see
who played you along
and then who broke apart such a beautiful song.
As you know, I live in New Zealand, a place abundant with clouds, mountains, and tupa (I know, right!!!). This means that whenever we go on a school trip we're seeing lakes, or mountains, or, and this is my personal favourite, palumpong ('cause that never gets old). This time it was Mount Holdsworth.
After the trip we were asked to write some mga tula that the palumpong had inspired. There was all that "If beauty could speak" cr*p, and some "Listen to the whisper of the trees", you know, all that. This is what it inspired for me...
ATTEMPT #1
The water running over the rocks,
makes me want to pee,
I think of Niagra falls,
The pee trickles down my knee.
ATTEMPT #2
The wind whistles in my hair,
makes me want to itch,
I scratch my hair a little bit,
Whoops, there goes a flying nit.
ATTEMPT #3
The bird chirping in the trees,
Makes my ears real sore,
Dad pulls a gun from his bag,
BOOM! Birdy chirps no more.
After the trip we were asked to write some mga tula that the palumpong had inspired. There was all that "If beauty could speak" cr*p, and some "Listen to the whisper of the trees", you know, all that. This is what it inspired for me...
ATTEMPT #1
The water running over the rocks,
makes me want to pee,
I think of Niagra falls,
The pee trickles down my knee.
ATTEMPT #2
The wind whistles in my hair,
makes me want to itch,
I scratch my hair a little bit,
Whoops, there goes a flying nit.
ATTEMPT #3
The bird chirping in the trees,
Makes my ears real sore,
Dad pulls a gun from his bag,
BOOM! Birdy chirps no more.
This is a play I wrote.
There are three acts.
I'll add the susunod two later.
(scene 1)
(enter Gabby and Conner, who appear to be arguing)
Gabby: For real, Conner, I really don't trust Anna. (shakes her head)
Conner: Really, Gabby, her parents founded the church. How can you not trust her?
Gabby: Steve and sherry helped too.
(enter Anna)
Gabby: (death glares at Anna, but goes unnoticed)
Anna: So, Conner, are you talking to yourself or something?
Gabby: (clenches her fists, runs silently out of the room)
There are three acts.
I'll add the susunod two later.
(scene 1)
(enter Gabby and Conner, who appear to be arguing)
Gabby: For real, Conner, I really don't trust Anna. (shakes her head)
Conner: Really, Gabby, her parents founded the church. How can you not trust her?
Gabby: Steve and sherry helped too.
(enter Anna)
Gabby: (death glares at Anna, but goes unnoticed)
Anna: So, Conner, are you talking to yourself or something?
Gabby: (clenches her fists, runs silently out of the room)
Drift apart, this world is an art.
How so many people can come together as one,
and they learn to have fun.
It's amazing how, in times of need,
we all can overcome, and be one indeed.
No one wants to remember the bad times,
but those things can rule our lives.
Happiness is all that matters
until the happiness is shattered.
All we really need is each other
to grow and pag-ibig another.
I think too much time is spent being sad,
when all we really should be is glad.
We have light, color, beauty, sound!
So why are people sad when no one is around?
It's the thought that counts, that's what people say,
so we'll be fine as long as we keep them in our hearts everyday.
How so many people can come together as one,
and they learn to have fun.
It's amazing how, in times of need,
we all can overcome, and be one indeed.
No one wants to remember the bad times,
but those things can rule our lives.
Happiness is all that matters
until the happiness is shattered.
All we really need is each other
to grow and pag-ibig another.
I think too much time is spent being sad,
when all we really should be is glad.
We have light, color, beauty, sound!
So why are people sad when no one is around?
It's the thought that counts, that's what people say,
so we'll be fine as long as we keep them in our hearts everyday.
P1 - I swear i stil do
Is this the way we are going to end?
I still remember those days when we held each others hands.
And let out our feelings.
Those days when we never had a fight,
Those great nights we spent just looking at the stars.
How can we just leave like this?
How can we not believe one another?
Because everything I sinabi was true.
And when I sinabi I pag-ibig you, I swear I still do.
P2 - Catch me
I thought you would be there through the times that I needed you the most.
I thought you would be there to help me
When your pag-ibig was needed the most,
But I guess I was wrong.
I guess I was just so blind to see that I’ve never fallen so hard thinking you would be there catch me.
Is this the way we are going to end?
I still remember those days when we held each others hands.
And let out our feelings.
Those days when we never had a fight,
Those great nights we spent just looking at the stars.
How can we just leave like this?
How can we not believe one another?
Because everything I sinabi was true.
And when I sinabi I pag-ibig you, I swear I still do.
P2 - Catch me
I thought you would be there through the times that I needed you the most.
I thought you would be there to help me
When your pag-ibig was needed the most,
But I guess I was wrong.
I guess I was just so blind to see that I’ve never fallen so hard thinking you would be there catch me.
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Dream Of My pag-ibig So Far
Through my dreams,
I see you,
And me,
halik and holding hands forever.
On this roller coaster
i'm so scared
but your right there
holding my hand so safely
But they don't agree
This pag-ibig is out of hand they say
I am taken away
And our connection is broken
But madami dreams to come
Say you're okay
But I wish always
To see you someday
Butterflies
The gracefull butterfly,
Flies so very high,
Her beautiful winds flapping in a rythmic beat.
Sometimes I wish,
That I could fly so gracefully,
And to leave my fears down on Earth.
To Forget all my troubles,
To let go of all grief,
To be as free as a butterfly.
My feet would list,
My head held up high,
Soon I would be in the sky.
To fly like the butterflies,
Is all I ask for.
Freedom at last.
Dream Of My pag-ibig So Far
Through my dreams,
I see you,
And me,
halik and holding hands forever.
On this roller coaster
i'm so scared
but your right there
holding my hand so safely
But they don't agree
This pag-ibig is out of hand they say
I am taken away
And our connection is broken
But madami dreams to come
Say you're okay
But I wish always
To see you someday
Butterflies
The gracefull butterfly,
Flies so very high,
Her beautiful winds flapping in a rythmic beat.
Sometimes I wish,
That I could fly so gracefully,
And to leave my fears down on Earth.
To Forget all my troubles,
To let go of all grief,
To be as free as a butterfly.
My feet would list,
My head held up high,
Soon I would be in the sky.
To fly like the butterflies,
Is all I ask for.
Freedom at last.
I wrote this listening to Gollum's Song, sung sa pamamagitan ng Karliene Renolds. I don't know why, I just felt like doing this.
It's so dark. I can't see. I have no one.
No one cares enough to try.
I'm sobbing now, along with the storm overhead. They lied. they sinabi they cared. I can't go back.
I can feel it coming. No mga kaibigan tried to find me.
Goodbye.
They didn't try for me.
Don't cry for me. you're too late. You hurt me. You blamed me everything. I can never go home.
I am lost. I will never go home.
It's so dark. I can't see. I have no one.
No one cares enough to try.
I'm sobbing now, along with the storm overhead. They lied. they sinabi they cared. I can't go back.
I can feel it coming. No mga kaibigan tried to find me.
Goodbye.
They didn't try for me.
Don't cry for me. you're too late. You hurt me. You blamed me everything. I can never go home.
I am lost. I will never go home.
