In the beginning, that's the word everyone feels whenever they think of someone special.
pag-ibig is the word that brings people happiness.
It gives them life, meaning, hope and faith because one man and one woman, thinks that they're always going to be together.
But in the end, pag-ibig is nothing. Nothing compared to hatred or hurt. pag-ibig only causes pain to those who want to be loved.
pag-ibig is breaking someone's puso whenever you hear that person say, "I don't pag-ibig you."
pag-ibig brings tears to those who are broken.
pag-ibig always has something else with it.
Sometimes it brings pain.
Hurt.
Regret.
Melancholy.
Burdens.
All those things are what pag-ibig has brought. Though some people fight for their love, evillness came raging back until it overwhelmes you with such force.
It's normal. It's life. It sometimes feels just right.
pag-ibig sometimes comes with a dream, but leaves with a nightmare.
A pain so deep inside of me that no one will ever see,
I take the pain and lock it up and throw away the key..
Because if I take this pain out of the bottle for you to see,
You would not know the one you know because I’m not even me..
The one I was months nakaraan disappeared the night you left..
My sailing soul was caught ablaze and sunk into the depths..
I smile on the outside but within my hearts in rage..
A beautiful vase filled with poison,
my sadness turns to hate..
The hate that I have,
I hold the closest to my soul..
It is the only thing I have left of you,
it is hate that makes me Joel...
I take the pain and lock it up and throw away the key..
Because if I take this pain out of the bottle for you to see,
You would not know the one you know because I’m not even me..
The one I was months nakaraan disappeared the night you left..
My sailing soul was caught ablaze and sunk into the depths..
I smile on the outside but within my hearts in rage..
A beautiful vase filled with poison,
my sadness turns to hate..
The hate that I have,
I hold the closest to my soul..
It is the only thing I have left of you,
it is hate that makes me Joel...