Harma's Quote

a poem I made for a character of mine.


Skeeter the choosy girl who wants only the best
So she set all her Princes on a puzzling quest
'You must find me the bird
With invisible wings
The spear of a flower
The time-telling rings
And the bright and golden kingdom
Without any kings'
She sent the princes off down the long winding track
But none of them sadly ever came back
Skeeter took the crown from the shelf, sinabi "if the task is so tricky, I'll try it myself
I'll paghahanap for the bird
With invisible rings
The spear of a flower
The time telling rings
And the bright, golden kingdom
Without any kings"
She strolled...

I will always be with for every moment of every day
I will call you when I know your not okay
I will be there before the blood starts pouring
I will be there even when you are ignoring
I will be there when you parents do not care
I will be there even when your unaware
I will be there when a blade is pulled out
I will be there even if its me you can go without
I will be there for every tear drop shed
I will be there for every red blood drop bled
I will be there for every time that your depressed
I will be there for every time without rest
I will be there for every bloody nightmare
I will be there when you...

-The song!! Full one of a few lyrics!!-

~.:Breaking Inside:.~

[chorus-]
I know you’re breaking inside,
there's so many people who just don't get you,
but if they only knew what was really going on inside,
they would think better!

Oh, Oh,
I feel so alone,
like if they left me out in the cold..
they sinabi they cared,
but they never dared to come near me,
and so,
with every little step I take,
I can feel my puso break.

Outside from my heart,
my body is pumping,
trying to survive,
while throwing these movements.
I tag along,
dragging myself,
not knowing how the hell I got myself in this mess!...

You know she is finding her way there, sa pamamagitan ng how the air feels. You know she’s coming sa pamamagitan ng the sound of the wind whispering in your ear, telling you secrets. You know she’s on her way sa pamamagitan ng the way the clouds gather and dance in the sky, like there having a party. You know she is creeping behind you sa pamamagitan ng the fog that blows from your mouth. You know she’s right susunod to you when the lights begin to flicker.

You can feel the air get thicker and it slowly becomes harder to breath. Your lungs feel like there being beaten. You slowly run your hands over your arms and you can feel all your hair standing...

uy you guys... I am uhm. Not going to be online for awhile : but while i have the time to... I really need to let some shit out. And also apologise for never ever 'being here'... I guess you were right, i never really am here when you really need me and I am a terrible friend. Trust me. I hate myself for that too.

This morning before my parents left for a baseball game. I had to look in the mirror. I ussually dont because i really have gotten to where i cant stand mirrors. They make me kind of sick. But as I was looking i really thought a bit too long and a bit too hard. Yeah i have brown...

“If a clock could count down to the moment you meet your soul mate, would you want to know?”
The rain beaded off the tuktok of the building as it picked up from a soft drizzle to a hard downpour.
“I pag-ibig the rain.” sinabi a sweet calm voice from a old women in a hospital bed, she was hooked up to the machines susunod to her. She looked like worn down paper that had been used to many times, her hair was white and thin and there was little of it, and the light in her grey green eyes almost gone. The was many people sitting around in the the small white room, they all looked sad and tired like...

Sometimes i wonder if people even care about me? Or if they should care? Because honestly i think im going mad. I think everythings getting to my head and the voices, they never stop anymore...and they're louder to..really bad things..

I also wonder why people care about me? I mean i really am a Nawawala hope...i cant save anyone anymore because i can barely ligtas myself..Everythings getting bad..real bad..

I also wonder if my family notices i havent been eating? Because i havent been eating and ive been skiping meals and counting calories. I wonder if they see that i really hate myself and eveything...