I lay asleep in my kama that night, with Rory my new husband that i only married a couple of days ago. I opened my eyes and lay on my side, Rory was breathing deepy which really irritated me at times. I decided to go back to sleep, surely i could cope another ful night without thinking about him, not Rory...but the Doctor. My raggedy doctor. I still couldn't believe what i've done though. I got married...and i wouldn't hae if i knew who the Doctor was at the time. Why did that idiot woman River come with her stupid diary after my wedding? I don't want to be married, it feels as if i've betrayed him in a way. Anyway i need some sleep, i shut my eyes and started to doze off again until i heard a bang...
It sounded like someone dropped something. Rory was stil asleep, he must not have heard it. It must be the Doctor still up and still fixing the TARDIS. I sat up slowly trying not to wake him up. I walked down the corridor, in my pj's. Thats when i spotted him. He was using a drill of some sort. He knew i was there, he turned around and we locked eyes....
"Hi" he whispered as he stoped using the drill and put it down on the floor...
"Hi" i replied
"Wheres Rory?" he asked
"He's asleep"
"Doctor?" i asked as i walked closer to him
"Yeah?"
"Thank you" i sinabi as i gripped onto the railing..
"For what?" he asked giving mr that confused look, that i just love
"Coming to my wedding" i said
I wanted to smile when i sinabi that for the first time, but i couldn't when i did say it for the first time i felt as if someone had kicked me in the stomach..
"The dancing was the best part" he joked trying to cheer himself up
"Yeah...that sure was fun" i laughed
The dancing was the only part i enjoyed that night since i remembered him, when i danced with him i wanted to dance with him forever. Not Rory, i only danced with Rory because i fet sorry for him, i really did. I wanted to whisper in Rory's ear that night i was sorry...but i couldn't do that, i just couldn't.
"Anyway you don't need to say thanks, you're my friend...i had to be there" he said
"Come on Doctor we know that thats not true, i know that you-" i sinabi until i suddenly stopped
I wasn't thinking, it just came out. I've been wanting to tell him for so long how i feel about him. I've wanted to confront him ever since he came back for me, 12 years later. I knew he loved me when he held my hands and pressed his forehead against mine and he promised me everything would be ok.
"I what?" he asked as he walked up to me and stared me right in the eyes...
There was no point in trying to cover it up any longer. I might as well tell him.
"I know that you have feelings for me" i said
He approached even further to me, i didn't move. He leaned on the railing beside me. I had a possitive guess in what he was going to say. "Just go to kama Amy" or "I don't know what you are talking about" but what he sinabi susunod really surprised me...
"Even if i do, how could you possibly know?" he asked, still looking into my eyes
I noticed his eyes started to get a little watery, like mine. He looked to the floor as if in shame. The Doctor just agreed that he loves me. It hurt us to think about it, because im married now and we've got Rory to think about. I took his hand, the moment he felt me touch him made him look up at me. He looked sad and scared at the same time. Scared at the thought of losing me, sad that he can't have me...
"Because i have feelings for you too" i whispered
"Amy you shouldn't be saying that, you're married now" he whispered back
I wished those words were never true, it was so unfair. I want him so badly, i need him. I just want to halik him
"And i don't want to be" i sinabi "I want someone else"
"Amy-"
"Youve waited long enough too"
"Long enough for what?"
"For me..." i said
I came closer and wrapped my arms around him, he let me. He didn't push me away or anything like that. Then everything was quiet. I could feel the heat off of his body. Then my lips touched his. Then I pulled away and I could feel his breath hitting off off of my face. Then he kissed me, that was a surprise. I was a little shocked
"I pag-ibig you" he whispered into my ear
Then he froze and looked at me, i didn't know what to think. But i knew i loved him too.
"I didn't mean that" he said
Then my hopes flattened....
"I mean , if you don't want me to" he replied back smiling
He rested his forehead against mine as he gave me that mischevious grin...
"Well i do want you to" i replied back softly...
It sounded like someone dropped something. Rory was stil asleep, he must not have heard it. It must be the Doctor still up and still fixing the TARDIS. I sat up slowly trying not to wake him up. I walked down the corridor, in my pj's. Thats when i spotted him. He was using a drill of some sort. He knew i was there, he turned around and we locked eyes....
"Hi" he whispered as he stoped using the drill and put it down on the floor...
"Hi" i replied
"Wheres Rory?" he asked
"He's asleep"
"Doctor?" i asked as i walked closer to him
"Yeah?"
"Thank you" i sinabi as i gripped onto the railing..
"For what?" he asked giving mr that confused look, that i just love
"Coming to my wedding" i said
I wanted to smile when i sinabi that for the first time, but i couldn't when i did say it for the first time i felt as if someone had kicked me in the stomach..
"The dancing was the best part" he joked trying to cheer himself up
"Yeah...that sure was fun" i laughed
The dancing was the only part i enjoyed that night since i remembered him, when i danced with him i wanted to dance with him forever. Not Rory, i only danced with Rory because i fet sorry for him, i really did. I wanted to whisper in Rory's ear that night i was sorry...but i couldn't do that, i just couldn't.
"Anyway you don't need to say thanks, you're my friend...i had to be there" he said
"Come on Doctor we know that thats not true, i know that you-" i sinabi until i suddenly stopped
I wasn't thinking, it just came out. I've been wanting to tell him for so long how i feel about him. I've wanted to confront him ever since he came back for me, 12 years later. I knew he loved me when he held my hands and pressed his forehead against mine and he promised me everything would be ok.
"I what?" he asked as he walked up to me and stared me right in the eyes...
There was no point in trying to cover it up any longer. I might as well tell him.
"I know that you have feelings for me" i said
He approached even further to me, i didn't move. He leaned on the railing beside me. I had a possitive guess in what he was going to say. "Just go to kama Amy" or "I don't know what you are talking about" but what he sinabi susunod really surprised me...
"Even if i do, how could you possibly know?" he asked, still looking into my eyes
I noticed his eyes started to get a little watery, like mine. He looked to the floor as if in shame. The Doctor just agreed that he loves me. It hurt us to think about it, because im married now and we've got Rory to think about. I took his hand, the moment he felt me touch him made him look up at me. He looked sad and scared at the same time. Scared at the thought of losing me, sad that he can't have me...
"Because i have feelings for you too" i whispered
"Amy you shouldn't be saying that, you're married now" he whispered back
I wished those words were never true, it was so unfair. I want him so badly, i need him. I just want to halik him
"And i don't want to be" i sinabi "I want someone else"
"Amy-"
"Youve waited long enough too"
"Long enough for what?"
"For me..." i said
I came closer and wrapped my arms around him, he let me. He didn't push me away or anything like that. Then everything was quiet. I could feel the heat off of his body. Then my lips touched his. Then I pulled away and I could feel his breath hitting off off of my face. Then he kissed me, that was a surprise. I was a little shocked
"I pag-ibig you" he whispered into my ear
Then he froze and looked at me, i didn't know what to think. But i knew i loved him too.
"I didn't mean that" he said
Then my hopes flattened....
"I mean , if you don't want me to" he replied back smiling
He rested his forehead against mine as he gave me that mischevious grin...
"Well i do want you to" i replied back softly...
