guys i need help with this....SO EFFIN MUCH! i feel completely alone in every way :(

sorry for my awful spelling in advance...okay.....heres my problem(s)
ever since school ended last year, my old best friend has been...really different. she started hanging out with me less and less, until we barely talk in school anymore....she hangs around with girls she knows i dont like. she doesnt stick up for me when someone is saying something bad about me. she disagrees with everything i say, even when i know she doesnt mean it.....the worst part? whenever i go over to her house (my mom and her mom are best mga kaibigan and are like sisters) she acts completely normal. she talks and laughs with me, and whenever i told her about how she acts in school towards me, she says sorry and she wont do it again. she ALWAYS DOES!!! :( it makes me think shes ashamed to be seen with me in public....
bottom line ( this is what i think ): she used me until she found other friends...:( other prettier madami 'popular' friends. in school i talk to no one but the teachers, because no one likes the same things i do, and no one talks to me
ANOTHER THING IS my mom and dad dont get me....neither does my whole family. i know they pag-ibig me...but most times they dont act like it. my mom cusses me out everyday, saying i'm a "little ungrateful witch" or "dumb ass" or "unhelpful brat" and a million others....
she loves me and so does my dad, i KNOW they do, but they still treat me like im crap for half the day.
my best friend used me until she found better friends, and then threw me out. when i pag-ibig someone, i pag-ibig them for who they are, unconditionally ( including fanpop friends) but the one friend i did have where i live, threw me and my pag-ibig out like trash.
my mom yells at me whenever she gets mad...even when i had nothing to do with it. my dad isnt so bad, but he is still kind of an asno most times.....
am i only trash? :( thts what i feel like. i feel used...over and over again. i feel like im nothing to anyone.......has anyone else felt completely and utterly alone? like theres no
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hatersloveme said:
I really understand where you're coming from in all of this. For this "Best friend" of yours, she's not pagganap like much of a friend at all and in my book she's just not worth your time. That's cool how you kind of confronted her and told her how you were feeling, not many people have the courage to do that. Since she's still pagganap the way she does my best payo is to just leave her behind. Why have a friend who treats you the way she does (a.k.a fakes) when you can have someone who treats you the way you should be treated. You're definitely not alone either cuz you gots meh! <-yes that's not creepy at all >.> Seriously if you ever need to talk or anything feel free to talk to me (: Im not all that good at payo but I can always listen to you and be a good friend!
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kasumifinnjake said:
Just get over your friend... the same thing happend to me. i got over it. I found someone madami like me in time. And if possible avoid your mom. Things will get better
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