Here chapter 2 of this Wuddyfic! Hope you enjoy it!
They sit down, drink their margaritas without a word. And Wilson, asks her :
-Do you want another drink ? I think I need one actually.
-Yeah, me too. I don’t wanna go tahanan yet, I don’t wanna be alone tonight, she ang sumagot and gives him an intense gaze. Her eyes seems to implore him to stay with her tonight or did he imagine that ?
He goes to order their drinks. While he’s waiting at the counter, he sees a group of young men who are laughing, they seem to enjoy their evening. Suddenly, one of them sees Lisa, this guy stares at her and Wilson feels a feeling of jealousy invading him. A few minutos later, he’s back with two glasses and sits so that the guy can’t look at Lisa.
-Lisa, you really need to talk with House. I know he’s gone too far this time, I know that he hurts you deep, but I also know that he loves you. « Stupid man ! says the little voice, don’t remember her her pag-ibig ! »
Lisa looks at Wilson, there’s some sadness and resignation in her eyes. But Wilson can’t help finding her gorgeous and he feels his body filling slowly with desire for her.
-I know, Wilson, but it’s so hard ! I pag-ibig him so much and I know that he loves me, but now things are complicated, he’s married, I dumped him, I… I don’t know what I have to do ! I need help, Wilson. And saying that, she looks at him and hopes him to take her in his arms. She needs a hug, right now !
And as if Wilson understands her silent message, he comes near her, even madami closer than he ever had been, and puts his arm around her shoulders. She leans against him and they stay so a long time. The guy sees them and turns away, envious and disappointed.
-Do you wanna dance again ?, Wilson asks.
-No, I’d rather go home, if you don’t mind.
-Ok, I’ll drive you home.
They stand up and leave the bar. Once in the car, Wilson turns to her, looks her straight in the eyes and says in an assured voice :
-Are you sure that you wanna go tahanan now ? You sinabi in the bar that you didn’t want to be alone tonight.
Cuddy can’t stand Wilson’s eyes, she turns away and sighs. She feels so sad, she’s broken, all she actually needs is someone on her sides. Wilson feels it, and he doesn’t want to leave her, he needs her too tonight.
-I propose you to come to me and spend the night with me, he finally says. Well, I don’t mean in the same bed, I just wanna mean in my apartment, I have two rooms, and…, he doesn’t know what to say, he feels so embarrassed, why did he say that ?!
Cuddy looks at him and can’t help smiling, he looks so confused, like an awkward teenager.
-It’s alright, Wilson, relax ! I don’t get you wrong. I know you’re a good person, she says and smiles at him.
Oh God, she’s so sweet ! I must drive her tahanan now or I won’t keep control any longer.
-So, I drive you home.
-NO !! she shouts, surprised. Wilson looks at her, surprised and happy. She can see a spark of joy in his eyes. Well, I mean…. You’re right ! I don’t want to be alone, I can do something I would regret if I’m alone. She feels uneasy and at the same time, she hopes he won’t reject her. After all, he’s House’s best friend. How will he interpret her sudden reaction ?
Wilson is totally confused, he feels anger at himself as if he betrays House, and happiness, and… and something which looks like the love. Oh no !! This can’t and mustn’t be pag-ibig ! He can’t fall in pag-ibig with Lisa ! That’s insane !
-Lisa, what do you want to do now ? Just tell me and we do it !
-Does your proposition always like ?, she asks with some ansgt in the voice. She doesn’t dare to look at him and keeps her eyes on her legs.
-Of course, he replies, maybe just a little too fast. Cuddy turns to him and wonders if she is not doing a wrong thing.
Wilson starts the car and they go to him. He can’t help thinking « Wilson ! What are you doing ? Lisa is House’s friend and you take her to your tahanan for the night ! Are you really sure that nothing will happen ? What kind of friend are you ? »
And Cuddy is Nawawala in her thoughts too. What is she doing ? She broke up with House for 2 weeks, and is ready to spend the night sa pamamagitan ng Wilson ! That’s crazy !
-Here we are, please come in, Wilson says. Do you want to drink or eat something ? I’m not a good cooker, but…
-No, I’m not hungry, but if you have some vodka, she ang sumagot with a smile and spark in the eyes.
-Vodka ?! Sure, I have.
Wilson pours some bodka into two glasses and they go to sit on the couch. They drink silently. And suddenly, Lisa bursts in tears. Wilson feels so sorry for her. He sits madami closer to her, puts one arm around her shoulders and with his other hand he caresses slowly her cheek. Lisa finally calms down.
-I’m sorry, I needed to cry.
-Don’t worry, I’m here, you’re not alone, Are you feeling better ?, Wilson says and keeps caressing her cheek.
-Yeah, I’m fine now, thank you, she ang sumagot with a smile. They give each other intense gaze, Wilson feels his body fired with desire, he only wants one thing : halik her ! She’s so beautiful, she’s so fragile, he wants to comfort her, he wants to ipakita her that HE cares for her. He wants to halik her. He takes her face in his hand and stares at her with desire.
-I’m glad that I’m here with you, I…, but she can’t finish her sentence, Wilson just puts his lips on hers and kisses her softly, tenderly. She feels his body pressed on her body, she can feel the hot desire of him and without thinking of what she’s doing, she kisses him back, puts one hand in his hair and the other one on his neck. Their halik seems to never end. Each of them always wants it more, feels a desire always stronger for the other one. Then, slowly Wilson pushes her away tenderly, stands up, takes her and carries her to the bedroom.
-I think, it will be madami comfortable here.
-I’m not sure that’s a good idea, she begins.
-Of course not ! That’s the worst idea, the most stupid thing that we can do, he replies. But we’re gonna do it all the same, it’is stronger than us, than our reason. And we can indeed repeat that we don’t have to make it, we’ll make it all the same and you know it.
-Yeah, she says in a barely audible voice.
He looks at her straight in the eyes and takes her clothes off, very slowly and very carefully. She begins to take his clothes off too and they finally land in the bed. They kiss, caress, taste each other. They have time, the night belongs to them. They make pag-ibig with tenderness and give way completely to the other one. This night is theirs.
Big knocks at the door wake them with a start.
-What’s this ?, Cuddy asks half asleep.
-I don’t know, someone is knocking at the door, Wilson replies. I go to see who it is. Stay here, I’m coming back soon. And he gives her a sweet halik before he goes.
-Stop it please ! I’m coming !
Wilson opens the door and House is standing here, he looks annoyed and sad.
-What were you doing ?! I knock at your doors for 10 minutos at least !, House says. Then he looks at Wilson and a small smile appears on his face. Oh, no ! Don’t tell me you were still in kama !! Wilson ! What did you do last night ? you left my party early in the evening, so … No, don’t tell me ! You went to a bar and came tahanan with a woman, am I wrong ?, House asks with a smirk.
Wilson feels really bad and uneasy. I hope that Cuddy will stay in my kama and won’t come here otherwise it’s the disaster.
-Well, yeah, you’re right. I got drunk and I came with a woman here. And she’s still here, so if you could come later, I would really appreciate, Wilson adds, a little annoyed. And he pushes house to the door. Please, come later !
-Ok, I’ll come later, but… do I know her ?, House replies, wondering why Wilson doesn’t want to introduce her to him, why his friend wants to hide this woman.
-No, you don’t know her, lies Wilson. See you later, House, and he closes the door.
Back in the bedroom, he sees Cuddy in his bed, God she’s gorgeous even after a crazy night of sex ! She’s waiting for him, a little shadow on her lovely face.
-Who was it ?
Wilson sits in the kama close to her, he interwines her tenderly, kisses her and finally sagot :
-Do you really want to know ? His eyes are full of pag-ibig but she can read some fear in them too.
-Well, yeah. Is it someone I know ?, and while saying that she knows who was at the door. That was House, wasn’t it ? she asks sadly.
-Yeah, it was him. Wilson rolls on his side and lies down on the bed, looking at the ceiling.
Cuddy doesn’t know what to say. She looks at Wilson, he seems Nawawala in his thoughts. She nears him and caresses his chest. He looks at her, surprised. Then he takes her so she lies on him.
-What do you want to do now ?, he asks.
-What do you mean ?
-Do you want to go tahanan and forget this night ? Do you want that we behave as if nothing has happened ? Or…
-No, that’s not what I want ?, she says a little vexed that he can think that of her. What’s your susunod proposition ?
-What ?
-You were about to say something else, but you stoped before you end your sentence, so what do you want to say ?
-Do you want to stay with me for the weekend ? We can take Rachel and go to eat something, then we can go to the park or anywhere else, he says, with a wonderful glance.
Cuddy seems to think of this idea, and she finally decides she can take some good time after all and that Wilson deserves a chance.
-Great ! I dress up and we go.
Wilson is amazed, he didn’t really think that she’ll accept this proposition. The feeling of remorse and betrayal towards House can wait, let’s enjoy the araw with this wonderful and surprising woman.
Meanwhile, House didn’t stop thinking of the mysterious friend of Wilson. He saw well yesterday that Wilson took Cuddy. Would it be possible that this unknown is Cuddy? No, Wilson won’t do that to him, he’s his best friend. Yes, but it could explain why Wilson was so in a hurry to see him leaving ! And I had the impression that Wilson was lying when he told me that I didn’t know this woman. House couldn’t believe it, I’m too screwed up to think rational, he tries to feel reassured, but the taste of the betrayal doesn’t leave him. He has to investigate to know the truth.
Wilson, Cuddy and Rachel had a good araw and a lot of fun. The little girl is now sleeping. Cuddy and Wilson are in the living room on the couch.
-Thank you, James, for this weekend, it was really wonderful, Cuddy says and stares at him, with a strange spark in the eyes.
-You’re welcome, I enjoyed it a lot myself. Cuddy, I … , he begins but can’t go on. Cuddy takes his face in her hands – my God, how soft they are !
-Wilson, do you think this relation can really work ?
-Well, I don’t know, Lisa, it depends on you. I know that you’re still in pag-ibig with House, I can deal with it, but I hope that with time you’ll forget him and that you’ll fall in pag-ibig with me. But for the moment, we can try like this. What do you think ? Do you think you can deal with such a relation ?
-Well, I don’t know. But…
-But ?
-But I think I wanna try, if you’re ok, of course !, she says and smiles.
-I wanna it too, he ang sumagot and kisses her. I want you.
This night, they make pag-ibig again, but this time in Cuddy’s bedroom.
The alarm clock wakes them up. Today, they have to go to work. New difficulties are to be planned today and both are aware of it. They haven’t talked yet about the situation at work, they have to do it later in the morning.
-I go to change my clothes, I see you at the hospital, Wilson says and gives her a halik before he leaves.
-Okay, see you.
They sit down, drink their margaritas without a word. And Wilson, asks her :
-Do you want another drink ? I think I need one actually.
-Yeah, me too. I don’t wanna go tahanan yet, I don’t wanna be alone tonight, she ang sumagot and gives him an intense gaze. Her eyes seems to implore him to stay with her tonight or did he imagine that ?
He goes to order their drinks. While he’s waiting at the counter, he sees a group of young men who are laughing, they seem to enjoy their evening. Suddenly, one of them sees Lisa, this guy stares at her and Wilson feels a feeling of jealousy invading him. A few minutos later, he’s back with two glasses and sits so that the guy can’t look at Lisa.
-Lisa, you really need to talk with House. I know he’s gone too far this time, I know that he hurts you deep, but I also know that he loves you. « Stupid man ! says the little voice, don’t remember her her pag-ibig ! »
Lisa looks at Wilson, there’s some sadness and resignation in her eyes. But Wilson can’t help finding her gorgeous and he feels his body filling slowly with desire for her.
-I know, Wilson, but it’s so hard ! I pag-ibig him so much and I know that he loves me, but now things are complicated, he’s married, I dumped him, I… I don’t know what I have to do ! I need help, Wilson. And saying that, she looks at him and hopes him to take her in his arms. She needs a hug, right now !
And as if Wilson understands her silent message, he comes near her, even madami closer than he ever had been, and puts his arm around her shoulders. She leans against him and they stay so a long time. The guy sees them and turns away, envious and disappointed.
-Do you wanna dance again ?, Wilson asks.
-No, I’d rather go home, if you don’t mind.
-Ok, I’ll drive you home.
They stand up and leave the bar. Once in the car, Wilson turns to her, looks her straight in the eyes and says in an assured voice :
-Are you sure that you wanna go tahanan now ? You sinabi in the bar that you didn’t want to be alone tonight.
Cuddy can’t stand Wilson’s eyes, she turns away and sighs. She feels so sad, she’s broken, all she actually needs is someone on her sides. Wilson feels it, and he doesn’t want to leave her, he needs her too tonight.
-I propose you to come to me and spend the night with me, he finally says. Well, I don’t mean in the same bed, I just wanna mean in my apartment, I have two rooms, and…, he doesn’t know what to say, he feels so embarrassed, why did he say that ?!
Cuddy looks at him and can’t help smiling, he looks so confused, like an awkward teenager.
-It’s alright, Wilson, relax ! I don’t get you wrong. I know you’re a good person, she says and smiles at him.
Oh God, she’s so sweet ! I must drive her tahanan now or I won’t keep control any longer.
-So, I drive you home.
-NO !! she shouts, surprised. Wilson looks at her, surprised and happy. She can see a spark of joy in his eyes. Well, I mean…. You’re right ! I don’t want to be alone, I can do something I would regret if I’m alone. She feels uneasy and at the same time, she hopes he won’t reject her. After all, he’s House’s best friend. How will he interpret her sudden reaction ?
Wilson is totally confused, he feels anger at himself as if he betrays House, and happiness, and… and something which looks like the love. Oh no !! This can’t and mustn’t be pag-ibig ! He can’t fall in pag-ibig with Lisa ! That’s insane !
-Lisa, what do you want to do now ? Just tell me and we do it !
-Does your proposition always like ?, she asks with some ansgt in the voice. She doesn’t dare to look at him and keeps her eyes on her legs.
-Of course, he replies, maybe just a little too fast. Cuddy turns to him and wonders if she is not doing a wrong thing.
Wilson starts the car and they go to him. He can’t help thinking « Wilson ! What are you doing ? Lisa is House’s friend and you take her to your tahanan for the night ! Are you really sure that nothing will happen ? What kind of friend are you ? »
And Cuddy is Nawawala in her thoughts too. What is she doing ? She broke up with House for 2 weeks, and is ready to spend the night sa pamamagitan ng Wilson ! That’s crazy !
-Here we are, please come in, Wilson says. Do you want to drink or eat something ? I’m not a good cooker, but…
-No, I’m not hungry, but if you have some vodka, she ang sumagot with a smile and spark in the eyes.
-Vodka ?! Sure, I have.
Wilson pours some bodka into two glasses and they go to sit on the couch. They drink silently. And suddenly, Lisa bursts in tears. Wilson feels so sorry for her. He sits madami closer to her, puts one arm around her shoulders and with his other hand he caresses slowly her cheek. Lisa finally calms down.
-I’m sorry, I needed to cry.
-Don’t worry, I’m here, you’re not alone, Are you feeling better ?, Wilson says and keeps caressing her cheek.
-Yeah, I’m fine now, thank you, she ang sumagot with a smile. They give each other intense gaze, Wilson feels his body fired with desire, he only wants one thing : halik her ! She’s so beautiful, she’s so fragile, he wants to comfort her, he wants to ipakita her that HE cares for her. He wants to halik her. He takes her face in his hand and stares at her with desire.
-I’m glad that I’m here with you, I…, but she can’t finish her sentence, Wilson just puts his lips on hers and kisses her softly, tenderly. She feels his body pressed on her body, she can feel the hot desire of him and without thinking of what she’s doing, she kisses him back, puts one hand in his hair and the other one on his neck. Their halik seems to never end. Each of them always wants it more, feels a desire always stronger for the other one. Then, slowly Wilson pushes her away tenderly, stands up, takes her and carries her to the bedroom.
-I think, it will be madami comfortable here.
-I’m not sure that’s a good idea, she begins.
-Of course not ! That’s the worst idea, the most stupid thing that we can do, he replies. But we’re gonna do it all the same, it’is stronger than us, than our reason. And we can indeed repeat that we don’t have to make it, we’ll make it all the same and you know it.
-Yeah, she says in a barely audible voice.
He looks at her straight in the eyes and takes her clothes off, very slowly and very carefully. She begins to take his clothes off too and they finally land in the bed. They kiss, caress, taste each other. They have time, the night belongs to them. They make pag-ibig with tenderness and give way completely to the other one. This night is theirs.
Big knocks at the door wake them with a start.
-What’s this ?, Cuddy asks half asleep.
-I don’t know, someone is knocking at the door, Wilson replies. I go to see who it is. Stay here, I’m coming back soon. And he gives her a sweet halik before he goes.
-Stop it please ! I’m coming !
Wilson opens the door and House is standing here, he looks annoyed and sad.
-What were you doing ?! I knock at your doors for 10 minutos at least !, House says. Then he looks at Wilson and a small smile appears on his face. Oh, no ! Don’t tell me you were still in kama !! Wilson ! What did you do last night ? you left my party early in the evening, so … No, don’t tell me ! You went to a bar and came tahanan with a woman, am I wrong ?, House asks with a smirk.
Wilson feels really bad and uneasy. I hope that Cuddy will stay in my kama and won’t come here otherwise it’s the disaster.
-Well, yeah, you’re right. I got drunk and I came with a woman here. And she’s still here, so if you could come later, I would really appreciate, Wilson adds, a little annoyed. And he pushes house to the door. Please, come later !
-Ok, I’ll come later, but… do I know her ?, House replies, wondering why Wilson doesn’t want to introduce her to him, why his friend wants to hide this woman.
-No, you don’t know her, lies Wilson. See you later, House, and he closes the door.
Back in the bedroom, he sees Cuddy in his bed, God she’s gorgeous even after a crazy night of sex ! She’s waiting for him, a little shadow on her lovely face.
-Who was it ?
Wilson sits in the kama close to her, he interwines her tenderly, kisses her and finally sagot :
-Do you really want to know ? His eyes are full of pag-ibig but she can read some fear in them too.
-Well, yeah. Is it someone I know ?, and while saying that she knows who was at the door. That was House, wasn’t it ? she asks sadly.
-Yeah, it was him. Wilson rolls on his side and lies down on the bed, looking at the ceiling.
Cuddy doesn’t know what to say. She looks at Wilson, he seems Nawawala in his thoughts. She nears him and caresses his chest. He looks at her, surprised. Then he takes her so she lies on him.
-What do you want to do now ?, he asks.
-What do you mean ?
-Do you want to go tahanan and forget this night ? Do you want that we behave as if nothing has happened ? Or…
-No, that’s not what I want ?, she says a little vexed that he can think that of her. What’s your susunod proposition ?
-What ?
-You were about to say something else, but you stoped before you end your sentence, so what do you want to say ?
-Do you want to stay with me for the weekend ? We can take Rachel and go to eat something, then we can go to the park or anywhere else, he says, with a wonderful glance.
Cuddy seems to think of this idea, and she finally decides she can take some good time after all and that Wilson deserves a chance.
-Great ! I dress up and we go.
Wilson is amazed, he didn’t really think that she’ll accept this proposition. The feeling of remorse and betrayal towards House can wait, let’s enjoy the araw with this wonderful and surprising woman.
Meanwhile, House didn’t stop thinking of the mysterious friend of Wilson. He saw well yesterday that Wilson took Cuddy. Would it be possible that this unknown is Cuddy? No, Wilson won’t do that to him, he’s his best friend. Yes, but it could explain why Wilson was so in a hurry to see him leaving ! And I had the impression that Wilson was lying when he told me that I didn’t know this woman. House couldn’t believe it, I’m too screwed up to think rational, he tries to feel reassured, but the taste of the betrayal doesn’t leave him. He has to investigate to know the truth.
Wilson, Cuddy and Rachel had a good araw and a lot of fun. The little girl is now sleeping. Cuddy and Wilson are in the living room on the couch.
-Thank you, James, for this weekend, it was really wonderful, Cuddy says and stares at him, with a strange spark in the eyes.
-You’re welcome, I enjoyed it a lot myself. Cuddy, I … , he begins but can’t go on. Cuddy takes his face in her hands – my God, how soft they are !
-Wilson, do you think this relation can really work ?
-Well, I don’t know, Lisa, it depends on you. I know that you’re still in pag-ibig with House, I can deal with it, but I hope that with time you’ll forget him and that you’ll fall in pag-ibig with me. But for the moment, we can try like this. What do you think ? Do you think you can deal with such a relation ?
-Well, I don’t know. But…
-But ?
-But I think I wanna try, if you’re ok, of course !, she says and smiles.
-I wanna it too, he ang sumagot and kisses her. I want you.
This night, they make pag-ibig again, but this time in Cuddy’s bedroom.
The alarm clock wakes them up. Today, they have to go to work. New difficulties are to be planned today and both are aware of it. They haven’t talked yet about the situation at work, they have to do it later in the morning.
-I go to change my clothes, I see you at the hospital, Wilson says and gives her a halik before he leaves.
-Okay, see you.
When does pag-ibig become something we need, rather than something we want? pag-ibig was seen as something special a long time ago. Now pag-ibig is what we are expected to have with us everyday of our lives. pag-ibig is common currency when you are a teenager, but turns to worthless pennies the older you get. Do we not care about the substance of what pag-ibig was and not what it has been made into today sa pamamagitan ng commercialisation from American pelikula and telebisyon commercials and soap operas? Only when we experience pag-ibig for real, can we comment and judge others who are in Love. pag-ibig means something different to everyone. Not two people’s feeling of pag-ibig is the same. Why do we generalize, rationalize and compartmentalize Love? pag-ibig is and will continue to be an enigma. Only a handful of people will ever unlock it and witness its true beauty and essence. The essence we all crave.
Love.
Love.