"Leave! I pag-ibig him and he loves me!"
"He doesnt pag-ibig and care for you like I do!"
"Plea" she stopped dead in her sentence; taking in the words I said, she looked down. At this time, all I wanted was to sprint right through the door and never look back. But my feet were glued to the ground. My throat fell dry and my puso beat had stopped. Taking a deep breath, I finally said,
"I know it wasnt what you expected. but I cant hide the fact that Im totally in pag-ibig with you. Ever since 2 nd form, on Valentines araw at school when you gave me what was our friendship bracelet on the stairs, I fell. And Im sorry I did, because I know there is no possible way that we could be. I cant take the idea of me and you mga kaibigan anymore, so if you want me out of your life, Im okay with it because I knew I never had a chance to begin with."
After some awkward minutes, she finally looked up at me through her beautiful brown eyes my puso could guess the answer. She chose him.
"Im sorry I -" she whispered before I dashed out of her room , wiping the worthless tears that had spilled on my cheek. How could I be so stupid, so foolish, to fall in pag-ibig with my best friend who is married? I knew I was no where to compare to Sterling Knight or even to match up to Demi Lovato but as I sinabi before I was foolish, so stupid. My feet felt weak as I sprinted down the endless stairs and my body as though it would collapse any minute.
"Joe! "I heard her shout after me, but I continued racing to my car which was only centimeters away.
I looked back up to see her standing on her porch looking down on me with a magsuot ng bata over her nightmare. I used my hand signaling that I was going and leapt in the car hoping she wouldnt have seen the tears that kept on falling.
It doesnt make sense anymore,
There isnt any reason to live,
Everything that has ever mattered has fallen apart
And nothing will turn into everything I will ever have.