Chapter 8:
Their story revolved around basketball.
He was skipping class and napping on the roof as usual when someone approached him, standing in a way that casted a shadow over him. Opening his eyes grumpily, he glared sleepily at the intruder. "What do you want?"
"Aominecchi, you really shouldn't skip class so often."
That caused him to blink and sit up. "Huh? Kise? What are you doing here? What time is it? It couldn't be time for practice already. I couldn't have actually slept the whole day away, could I? I swear, it was lunch like…5 minutes ago!"
The blond laughed and shook his head. "Lunch was half an hour ago. I was supposed to be on my way to ask one of the third year teachers for some video we're supposed to watch in class today but decided to take a detour and see if you were here."
Letting out a yawn, he frowned. "Why? So you could disrupt my nap?"
"No, that wasn't what I was aiming for. It's just that…" There was an uncharacteristic pause. It reminded him of the time Kise asked to join the basketball club. The model looked around, fumbling for the right words. "So I came to a realization recently and I think that I…"
Impatient, Aomine urged the other to hurry up so that he could return to his nap. "Hurry up and tell me already! What is this? A love confession?"
Amber eyes widened. "Y-yes! How'd you know?"
There was an awkward pause between the two.
"Oh…" That was the only word he managed to get out of his mouth.
The blond looked equally sheepish as he stared at his feet. "Yeah…I just realized it myself a little while ago. I think I've come to like you, Aominecchi…"
Holding a hand up, he tried to piece his thoughts together. The other boy 'loved' just about everything and everyone, so what did he mean? "Wait. What about basketball?"
Kise blinked and tilted his head slightly. "Huh? What about basketball? I love basketball."
He raised a brow. "And Tetsu?"
There was a wide grin on the other's face as he answered enthusiastically, "I love Kurokocchi!"
"And everyone on the basketball team?"
"I like all of them too!"
Sighing at the other's excessive use of the words 'love' and 'like', he rested his head on his arm. "Then exactly what kind of 'like' are you talking about when you're talking about me?"
Kise's face quickly reddened as he averted his eyes. "The way I like Kurokocchi and Aominecchi is different…"
Though Aomine was pretty sure he'd correctly understood what the other had meant by his words, he had to double check just in case. "So this is an actual love confession and not an 'I've come to realize that you're actually a decent guy' confession?"
"Yes…"
"Alright," he began slowly, "so now what? What do you want to do? Date or something?"
The blond looked over at him in surprise and blinked a couple times. "Huh?"
He could feel his own face heating up as he let out an exasperated huff. "What's with that stupid face? You just confessed, didn't you? Well, I'm not saying no or anything. So what happens now? Most girls want to jump straight into dates, but I don't know what you want."
The confused expression on the other's face didn't disappear. "Aominecchi, you…you don't think it's gross to be confessed to by a guy?"
Looking away out of embarrassment, he spoke in a low tone, "Not particularly…I mean, you don't have breasts or anything but that doesn't make your confession particularly gross. Words and feelings don't have breasts so you can only judge them by their level of sincerity. Besides, it might not even work out since I'm pretty sure I only like girls. I guess what I'm saying is that I'm willing to give it a try and see if maybe I'll come to like you that way. Don't get your hopes up though."
"Aominecchi…"
There was a loud sniffle, causing him to turn his attention back to the blond in shock. "Wha…? Oi, why are you crying? You didn't even get rejected or anything! Stop crying already, Kise! If anyone sees you crying, I'll get in trouble with your fans, you know? Shouldn't you be happy right now, you idiot?"
Kise shook his head, wiping his eyes hastily. "I'm really happy! It was just unexpected, that's all. Aominecchi's so kind, I love you! I didn't expect you to take me seriously at all. It's like basketball, even though I just started awhile ago, you play against me seriously."
Though he'd never admit it out loud, there was a feeling inside him that if he didn't take the blond seriously, whether it was in love or in basketball, he'd come to regret it later on in his life. He laughed. "Don't be stupid! I always take basketball seriously. Anyways, I'm just treating these things as seriously as you. I wouldn't have taken you confession seriously at all if you didn't look like you were about to run away and bawl your eyes out the entire time."
The blond huffed and let out a protest. "I didn't look like that! But I did think that my heart would explode or something, it was thumping so hard!"
Patting the other on the shoulder mock-sympathetically, Aomine let out another sigh. "Yes, yes, I realize that it must've been really difficult. But it's done and over with now, right? So what exactly are we supposed to do about it now?"
"Honestly, I hadn't thought that far ahead. Umm…for now, until you reach a decision about all of this, I really just want to play basketball with you," the model replied with his usual sunny smile on his face.
Raising a brow, he couldn't help but chuckle at the simplicity of it all. "Basketball? I can definitely agree to that. Guess I'll see you at practice then. Oh, by the way, weren't you supposed to go get a video for your class or something? Won't they be wondering about why you've been gone for so long?"
Giving a jump, Kise's eyes widened as he bolted for the door to the stairwell. "Crap! I completely forgot about that! I have to go! See you at practice, Aominecchi!"
For the rest of the day, all Aomine could think of was that very unexpected confession from his friend. Then he thought about how it'd be different from all the past relationships he's had. Most of them ended the same way. It was either 'sorry, you weren't the person I thought you were' or 'you clearly treasure basketball a lot and I respect that, but I need someone who'll make time for me'. And when asked to choose between a girl and basketball, he never failed to choose the sport. After all, basketball was constant whereas girls were fickle and mostly replaceable by other girls with larger breasts.
He wondered if it'd be different with Kise. The blond already knew what kind of person he could be at his worst: blunt, insensitive, thick-headed, an academic slacker and aggressive. There'd be no disillusion there. And the basketball problem wouldn't be an issue since the other boy was just as passionate about the sport as he was, and spending time together wouldn't be a problem either since they were both in the same club. Humming to himself as he thought about it further, the whole idea wasn't that bad after all. "It might actually work out pretty well…"
The only problem now was to figure out whether or not he could come to like the blond. And while he was on that note, since when did Kise start liking men? Last he remembered, the blond had girls lining up to date him and he'd gone out with quite a few of them, including the one that Haizaki stole. Mentally, he decided that he'd have to ask the other about it later. Or maybe he'd ask Momoi since the two of them had been talking a lot since Kise became a regular.
Letting out a sigh, Aomine frowned up at the sky. If only Kise had breasts, then that'd solve everything.
The two of them stayed late that day to play 1-on-1 as usual. Momoi had gone home early to study for an upcoming test that they'd consciously chosen to neglect. And as usual, he'd won with ease.
Kise was lying on the ground and panting. "This isn't fair! I can't believe I lost again! I almost had it too! I'll definitely beat you next time, Aominecchi!"
He laughed. "Yeah, right, of course you will. You're still a thousand years too early to even think about beating me in a match, you idiot!"
The blond returned the laugh. "You just keep telling yourself that. I'll win eventually, and then we'll see who's laughing at who!"
"The only place you'll ever win against me is in your dreams." Walking over to the bench to grab his towel, he tossed the blonde's over to him. "Come on, it's getting late. Hurry up and change so we can get home, yeah?"
Sitting up, Kise grabbed the towel and asked him eagerly. "Oh, can we get ice cream on the way? Please?"
He shrugged. "Sure, I don't see why not?"
On the way to the convenience store, they talked about things they never had before. He found out why Kise took on his modelling job and what his situation at home was like. All in all, it was quite different from his and Momoi's where their parents were quite well off, enough to provide them with everything they could possibly need. He also found out that they both relied heavily on Midorima's lucky pencil during tests. And after they'd bought their ice cream and were making their way home, he asked (bluntly as usual), "So when'd you suddenly start liking guys?"
The blond looked up in thought and answered honestly, "I'm not sure. I don't think I like all guys, or even most guys for that matter. Don't get me wrong, even though I confessed to you, I still think girls are really cute and I find them attractive, so I'm pretty sure it's just you."
"Oh…" He was glad that it was dark out since he could feel a wave of embarrassment hit him. "Out of all people, why me? I would've expected you to like Tetsu first or something."
"I do really like Kurokocchi. I absolutely love him! As a friend, I'd choose him over you any day! ("Oi! Don't say it so happily!") But it's not the same. I'm not sure how to describe it." Kise glanced over at him. "I can tell you why I like you though! If I were to ask you to choose between me and basketball, which would you choose?"
He blinked and paused for a moment. He hadn't expected to have to choose between the two before he'd even decided on whether he liked the guy or not. But as always, his answer was, "I'd choose basketball, of course."
Kise smiled. "That's why I like you, Aominecchi."
Not quite understanding what'd just happened, he let out an intelligent "Huh?"
Eating his ice cream happily, the blond mentioned lightly, "If you ever come to like me more than basketball, I'd probably break up with you…" Then he quickly added, "That is, based on the assumption that we actually end up going out, of course."
Aomine remained silent for a moment, unsure of what to make of that statement. But by then, they neared the intersection where they normally went their separate ways and he had a choice to make. Though they weren't going out or anything and that Kise was a boy, the fact that he'd confessed to him made him feel obligated to walk him a little further to the train station.
"Well, I guess this is me…" The blond trailed off as the taller boy continued walking beside him. "Aominecchi?"
"Shut up and keep walking. The station isn't that much further anyways. I'm just walking the ice cream off," he spoke louder than was necessary out of embarrassment. He felt even more self-conscious when he began thinking about how normal couples would be holding hands in situations like these.
Kise stared at him in disbelief for a moment before beaming at him. It was a smile he'd never seen before, one that was shy but so full of happiness it filled him with warmth, not that he'd ever admit it to anyone. The rest of their walk was silent with the blond grinning to himself while he avoided all eye contact with the other boy, trying to clear his head of all those embarrassing thoughts.
Their relationship remained the same as it always had and Aomine didn't reach his decision until another couple weeks later, when he woke up from a particularly disturbing dream.
They were playing in the outdoor court by the school because it was exam time and the gym was being used as always. As expected, they played until the sun began setting and they were the only ones left in the court. Kise was lying on the ground, having lost again, and he was sitting beside him, laughing. "Are you sure you should be lying on the ground like that, model-san? Won't your fans be upset if you get dirt in your perfect hair?"
The blond huffed. "Whatever, I'm going to shower after I get home anyways. I can't believe I lost again! Why can't I ever seem to win? Aominecchi, let's play again!"
Frowning, he stared at the other in disbelief. "Huh? Again? No way! It's getting late! I'm going home!"
Kise began kicking his feet in the air like a child. "Again! Again! Please!"
"I said no, so just drop it already!"
"But Aominecchi, just one more! Please-"
He cut the blond off with a kiss. "I said no, idiot!"
The model didn't reply and merely stared at him, eyes widened and jaw agape. Then slowly, colour began rushing to his cheeks. "Aominecchi…did you just…?"
"Huh? That? Yeah." He rubbed the back of his neck sheepishly as he announced, "So I've finally come to a decision. And that was it."
The blond asked quieter than usual, "…and how'd you reach this decision?"
Though he'd hoped that he wouldn't be asked that, there was nothing he could do but to answer honestly. A light blush on his face, he looked away as he answered, "I had this really erotic dream about you this morning. I mean, if I can jack off to you, then that must mean I'm attracted to you, right?"
At this, Kise covered his face with his hands in embarrassment. "To be able to say something like that so bluntly…Aominecchi, you're just the worst…"
"What? You asked so I answered! Are you telling me that you've never jacked off to me before?"
Much to his amusement, he'd never seen the blond go speechless like that before.
The pro shot him an annoyed look. "You know, last night, thanks to you guys, I wasn't even able to enjoy the company of my guest properly. I ended up walking over to Teikou instead…it's stupid, but I began remember all these things. If anyone had asked about them before yesterday, I probably wouldn't have been able to answer them," Aomine spoke contemplatively, still looking upwards.
Kagami offered an understanding nod. "Brains have a way doing that, remembering things at random times and all that. So you two continued dating even after middle school?"
"That's right. Kise…made me work hard in middle school. When you have someone close who admired you as much as Kise did, you don't want to disappoint. But at the same time, the harder I worked, the less interesting basketball became, just because no one could beat me." He heaved a sigh. "Teikou… those were the good times. If you want to know, we didn't have actual sex until the day after we graduated. But that was mostly because Akashi would've killed us if anything we did impaired our skills during practice or matches. So fuck anything Haizaki said."
The detective didn't dignify him with a response.
Aomine let out a laugh. "What? Weren't you the one who wanted to know everything?"
The redhead coughed uncomfortably, clearly trying to remain composed. "I don't think I'll need to know every detail of your teenager sex life, thanks. So moving on, I understand that you two didn't go to the same high school?"
The taller man shrugged. "For the longest time, I thought we were going to. That guy was always talking about how cool their uniforms looked and all, but in the end, he chose Kaijou. I chose Touou because I heard they developed a good reputation in basketball in recent years, and they were pretty slack when it came to school. I'm not like Midorima where it's all about name and prestige, you know? I asked Kise why he changed his mind and he just said that instead of playing with me all the time, he wanted to play against me. It sounded like something he'd say so I didn't press it."
Kagami tapped his pen against his cheek as he listened to the other. "You don't sound particularly convinced though, even now."
"No…in retrospect, he probably knew that if he went to Touou, we would've broken up. With the way I was skipping classes and practice in my first year, I'm surprised they didn't just kick me out of school altogether. A lot of the times he came to visit, he ended up forcing me to attend practice before he'd even consider hanging out. I tried to bribe him with pretty much anything you can think of: 1-on-1 matches, sex, food, money, porn magazines…he wouldn't budge."
"So did everyone on your team know about your relationship with Kise?"
"Hmm? Yeah. Everyone on both our teams knew and the guys back at Teikou knew so…chances are that most of the people in basketball knew about it. My team probably wasn't too keen on the whole thing, but they never said anything about it so I never really cared. He got along pretty well with Ryou though and he and Satsuki got along as well as always."
"So it didn't affect your matches at all? Even when you played against Kaijou? I'm sure your team must've been worried about your performance."
"That's the problem with having a relationship that revolves around a sport. It consumes you to the point where you lose sight of what's what. Like, what do you do when you have to play a match against the other? You can't lose because you want to live up to their standards but winning's not that great of an option either since it's not like you can just go and comfort someone you just beat, someone who tried their best against you, and tell them it wasn't a big deal. All you can do is stand there and watch. Always being stuck in situation like that gets tiring."
Kagami blinked. "Oh, I think I've heard someone say something like that before when we met Midorima and Takao…"
"Oh, they're still together? No way." The pro perked up in mild interest at the mention of his old teammate but then digressed. "During that first year of high school, I was seriously stuck. Basketball had become boring for me since no one could really pose much of a challenge for me, but I wasn't willing to quit. It was partially because of that stupid question Kise always asked me. 'Me or basketball?' If I were to quit basketball then I'd obviously be lying if I said 'basketball,' right? So by quitting, I would've lost both things." He let out a sigh, "But it was really tense between us after Interhigh…we both said a lot of things during that match."
"I'm going to stop admiring you…"
"You're the one I can't stand the most!"
"And it took awhile for us to start talking normally again…"
The atmosphere was tense. Although they were just sitting around, watching television and reading magazines, the atmosphere was impossible to ignore. Glancing over the other, Aomine wondered if the blond was still thinking about their match; not so much about the loss as the words that he'd carelessly spat out. Thinking back, he never realized how different they'd grown. Kise had followed Kuroko's path while he continued on his own, relying on no one but himself.
For him, the hardest part was the distance after the match ended. He never realized how hard it would be, seeing the other on the ground while unable to reach his hand out to just so much as to help him up. Watching Kasamatsu help the blond up onto his feet, he couldn't help but think that that should've been him instead. In Teikou, when Haizaki had beaten him, he'd been there to give words of support and encouragement. But when he was the one doing the winning, there was nothing he could say or do to make things better. Not for the first time, he could only feel bitter towards the sport that'd brought them together in the first place. It didn't help that the blond continued talking to everyone else, even those on his team, except him afterwards.
"Aominecchi…why are you glaring at your magazine like that? Did they make Mai-chan wear something ridiculous? Oh hey, that's the magazine I'm in this month! And that's my centerfold you're glaring at! …are you still mad at me for copying your moves?"
Blinking, he looked over. "You think I'm mad at you? You're the one who was pissed off."
The other boy didn't deny it. "Yeah, I sulked for awhile, but I'm over it now. It was weird, not being able to rant to you about it or being able to come to you for extra practice. Even though you beat me, that doesn't mean I'm just going to give up, you know? Besides, you looked so cool, I can't help but forgive you. I guess I was just disappointed…"
"Huh? In what?"
"Myself."
There was something else about the match that the blond wasn't saying, but he decided that it wasn't the right time to ask.
"…how's your leg? After that match, you couldn't even stand on your own."
The model gave a rueful grin. "Oh, you remembered that? It's a lot better now. Hopefully it won't act up again. Sempai was really thoughtful. You should've seen him. He piggybacked me all the way to the train station even though he was exhausted. And every time I asked him to put me down, he just told me, 'Shut up, we're almost there!' Wasn't that cool of him, Aominecchi?"
Reluctantly, he answered, "Yeah…how cool."
Annoyance ticked inside him. There it was again; the feeling that he was in the wrong place, at the wrong school, doing the wrong thing. It should've been him piggybacking the blond. It should've been him telling Kise to shut up. It should've been them winning that match, not just him alone.
Amber eyes studied him for a moment before asking teasingly, "Aominecchi, are you jealous? There's no need to be, you know? You're still really cool, I swear! And you're still the one I like. I still lo-ve you!"
He snorted. "Yeah, yeah. Like anyone would get jealous over an idiot like you."
The blond pouted. "That's mean, Aominecchi."
Glad that the tension was gone between them, he lied down on the couch and rested his head on the other's lap. It took awhile to get used to, but the feel of muscles under his head as opposed to the softness that girls had became a source of comfort to him. "So, what exactly did you mean by 'you're going to stop admiring me'?"
A small smile. "Oh that? I meant that next time, I'm going to aim to play against you as your equal, Aominecchi. And next time, I'll win for sure."
"Sure. You're still a hundred years too early to beat me."
Kise looked down at him. "And what did you mean by 'you're the one I can't stand the most'?"
"I meant exactly that. You're going to drive me insane someday. I absolutely can't stand you, Kise." He grinned playfully and pulled the other down for a kiss.
The blonde's cheeks were tinted slightly pink as he muttered, "You're so mean, Aominecchi…"
"And then things were pretty much back to normal after that. We didn't really see each other all that much since we were all busy with training until the Winter Cup when Tetsu managed to beat me."
Kagami raised a brow. "I find that very hard to believe…"
"Yeah, well, Tetsu's not a bad player. His skills are just very different from most other people's, but he's pretty reliable during matches. So after that loss, I suddenly felt like playing basketball again if only to beat Tetsu to show him who's boss. I guess after winning for so long, finally losing a match refreshed things for me. Everything just seemed to have gotten better after that…Kise had been staying at my place while the tournament was going on. He made it to the semi-finals after that incident with that bastard Haizaki."
He tried his best to hide the amusement in his voice. "The one where you punched him in the face?"
The pro shrugged nonchalantly. "That's the one. It was really his own fault for being an idiot; first by playing dirty on the court, then by egging me on afterwards. I told him to stop any idiotic ideas he had against Kise or Tetsu and he said something like 'Well, you're going to have to stop me by force.' So I did. I wish I beat him up some more. I mean, I had to carry Kise back because of his foot afterwards while he whined about how dumb I was for punching the bastard."
Though it was in the form of a complaint, Aomine had a rather pleased tone in his voice as he remembered carrying the blond back to his apartment. He could still recall with great detail what a relieve it was to finally be able to say, 'That was a good match. You did a good job, Kise.' and the smile he received for it.
The detective mentally noted the warmth in his voice as he continued, "And did anything else happen between then and the night of the banquet?"
"Hmm… Not really. On that night, after we left the banquet, on the way back, I remember Kise calling his parents to tell them that he'd be staying with me for a couple more days. Then after that, I remember Kise was talking about university applications and future careers since there were guys on his team that were going to graduate soon…"
The two of them were sitting in the living room of his apartment, watching TV (he was reading a porn magazine) and waiting for the bathtub to fill up when Kise looked over and asked, "Hey Aominecchi, what do you want to be when you grow up?"
He blinked and put down the magazine. "Huh? That's so random. Why are you even asking?"
The blond shrugged. "It's because senpai's graduating soon and we were talking about it. And it got me curious about your aspirations for the future, that's all."
"I don't know. Maybe I'll continue in basketball and become a pro. Who knows?"
"What about outside of basketball? Have you ever considered anything else?"
"Like what?"
Kise looked up in thought for a moment. "Like…a pilot or something!"
Aomine let out a laugh. "A pilot? Is that what you want to be? I figured you'd stay a model until you turn into some old and wrinkly geezer."
A pout. "How mean! Modelling isn't what I want to do forever, you know? A pilot gets to fly and travel everywhere, always going to new places, meeting new people and stuff. I just think it'd be fun. So? What about you? You must've dreamt about something outside of basketball, Aominecchi."
Pulling his lips taut, he hummed thoughtfully. For a moment, he thought back to the incident with Haizaki a few days ago and muttered, "If not basketball…maybe a policeman?"
Amber eyes blinked. "Oh, that's unexpected! But how cool! Then you'd get to carry a gun around and fight crime uphold the law!"
"Hmm? So I'd be equally cool chasing down criminals as I would playing basketball?" he asked teasingly.
The blond shrugged. "I think you'd be equally cool no matter what you do, so long as you do it seriously, Aominecchi." Then he let out a chuckle, "Being a cop would make you particularly cool though. I think you'd make a really awesome cop, Aominecchi! I can see you slacking off and napping on quiet days and then chasing criminals down the street on busy days."
"A cop, hmm…?" Leaning back against the other boy, he frowned. "Why can't I be a basketball pro though? That's definitely something I can see myself doing. Isn't it the most natural step at this point for me? Even my coach said I'd definitely get accepted if I ever wanted to."
"Because that's too obvious of an answer, isn't it? I'm not saying don't do it, but that's not all there is to life. You have to try thinking outside the court every now and then, you basketball idiot! Besides, if you become a pro, I'd probably have to become one too since every time I see you play, I'll want to play too! And then we'd really be stuck together forever!"
Inwardly, Aomine thought about how that didn't seem like all too bad of an idea. But at the same time, what Kise had said was also true. There was an entire world out there, beyond basketball, one that he'd never explored or even thought of before. Glancing at the grinning blond, to hide his own smile, he could only give him a shove and snort. "Who'd want to be stuck with an idiot like you forever?"
"You're so mean, Aominecchi!" Then a moment later, the shorter boy perked up. "Oh, I think the tub's full. I guess I'll go first! You can just stay here and think about policing or breasts or whatever it is you think about while I take a bath, okay?"
He scowled. "Oi, why do you get to go first?"
Kise let out a happy laugh. "Because I'm a guest and you love me! And no, you can't join me because the tub is small and I actually plan on coming out clean!"
And while the blond bathed, he thought long and hard about their conversation. Ever since the blond confessed, the backwards problem of 'will you choose basketball over me?' had always persisted. And while it had yet to cause any issues since the sport took up such a huge part of their lives, but like Kise said, there was a whole world outside of basketball out there. If they were to step into that world, would everything shatter and fall apart? He'd always presumed Kise asked him about his love for basketball because that was the main thing that held them together. Without that common passion, what would happen to them?
But wasn't it inevitable that he'd come to like the blond more than basketball? While girls had been flippant and fickle and basketball stable, Kise was…different, the boy was just special, and what they had was serious. He wondered if that conversation was meant to imply that they could move their relationship away from the sport. After all, if the blond had been that insistent on him thinking about careers beyond basketball, that must mean something, right? That it'd be okay for his love for basketball to give way to other opportunities…right? Or maybe not.
Groaning, Aomine ran a hand through his head. He was probably reading too deeply into the conversation, and he really didn't have enough experience in over-thinking things to be effective and make sense of any it. Though through his mulling, he eventually reached a decision and somewhat of an epiphany just as Kise emerged from the bathroom with a satisfied expression on his face and a towel around his neck. "Okay, Aominecchi, it's your turn!"
Eager to get a chance to plan out his method of execution in the tub, he got up and began stripping as he made his way to the bathroom. "Geeze, took you long enough."
The model immediately began to protest, "Don't just start stripping and throwing your clothes around in the hallway, you barbarian!"
"Shut up! It's my apartment! I'll run around naked if I want to!" he shouted back before shutting the bathroom door.
"I don't really remember how much time I spent in the tub that night, just thinking of ways to tell him that even if I were to choose him over basketball someday, there was more to us than just that. And if there wasn't, then, because there was so much beyond basketball, we'd find something…or something like that." Embarrassed, Aomine let out a huff and rolled his eyes at himself, "I spent all that time in the tub and all these years thinking about it and I still haven't come up with something decent." As he continued, his tone changed and became more somber as he spoke, "But yeah, after I got out, I found my phone next to a note from Kise on the kitchen table saying that he'd be right back. Only…he never came back."
Their story revolved around basketball.
He was skipping class and napping on the roof as usual when someone approached him, standing in a way that casted a shadow over him. Opening his eyes grumpily, he glared sleepily at the intruder. "What do you want?"
"Aominecchi, you really shouldn't skip class so often."
That caused him to blink and sit up. "Huh? Kise? What are you doing here? What time is it? It couldn't be time for practice already. I couldn't have actually slept the whole day away, could I? I swear, it was lunch like…5 minutes ago!"
The blond laughed and shook his head. "Lunch was half an hour ago. I was supposed to be on my way to ask one of the third year teachers for some video we're supposed to watch in class today but decided to take a detour and see if you were here."
Letting out a yawn, he frowned. "Why? So you could disrupt my nap?"
"No, that wasn't what I was aiming for. It's just that…" There was an uncharacteristic pause. It reminded him of the time Kise asked to join the basketball club. The model looked around, fumbling for the right words. "So I came to a realization recently and I think that I…"
Impatient, Aomine urged the other to hurry up so that he could return to his nap. "Hurry up and tell me already! What is this? A love confession?"
Amber eyes widened. "Y-yes! How'd you know?"
There was an awkward pause between the two.
"Oh…" That was the only word he managed to get out of his mouth.
The blond looked equally sheepish as he stared at his feet. "Yeah…I just realized it myself a little while ago. I think I've come to like you, Aominecchi…"
Holding a hand up, he tried to piece his thoughts together. The other boy 'loved' just about everything and everyone, so what did he mean? "Wait. What about basketball?"
Kise blinked and tilted his head slightly. "Huh? What about basketball? I love basketball."
He raised a brow. "And Tetsu?"
There was a wide grin on the other's face as he answered enthusiastically, "I love Kurokocchi!"
"And everyone on the basketball team?"
"I like all of them too!"
Sighing at the other's excessive use of the words 'love' and 'like', he rested his head on his arm. "Then exactly what kind of 'like' are you talking about when you're talking about me?"
Kise's face quickly reddened as he averted his eyes. "The way I like Kurokocchi and Aominecchi is different…"
Though Aomine was pretty sure he'd correctly understood what the other had meant by his words, he had to double check just in case. "So this is an actual love confession and not an 'I've come to realize that you're actually a decent guy' confession?"
"Yes…"
"Alright," he began slowly, "so now what? What do you want to do? Date or something?"
The blond looked over at him in surprise and blinked a couple times. "Huh?"
He could feel his own face heating up as he let out an exasperated huff. "What's with that stupid face? You just confessed, didn't you? Well, I'm not saying no or anything. So what happens now? Most girls want to jump straight into dates, but I don't know what you want."
The confused expression on the other's face didn't disappear. "Aominecchi, you…you don't think it's gross to be confessed to by a guy?"
Looking away out of embarrassment, he spoke in a low tone, "Not particularly…I mean, you don't have breasts or anything but that doesn't make your confession particularly gross. Words and feelings don't have breasts so you can only judge them by their level of sincerity. Besides, it might not even work out since I'm pretty sure I only like girls. I guess what I'm saying is that I'm willing to give it a try and see if maybe I'll come to like you that way. Don't get your hopes up though."
"Aominecchi…"
There was a loud sniffle, causing him to turn his attention back to the blond in shock. "Wha…? Oi, why are you crying? You didn't even get rejected or anything! Stop crying already, Kise! If anyone sees you crying, I'll get in trouble with your fans, you know? Shouldn't you be happy right now, you idiot?"
Kise shook his head, wiping his eyes hastily. "I'm really happy! It was just unexpected, that's all. Aominecchi's so kind, I love you! I didn't expect you to take me seriously at all. It's like basketball, even though I just started awhile ago, you play against me seriously."
Though he'd never admit it out loud, there was a feeling inside him that if he didn't take the blond seriously, whether it was in love or in basketball, he'd come to regret it later on in his life. He laughed. "Don't be stupid! I always take basketball seriously. Anyways, I'm just treating these things as seriously as you. I wouldn't have taken you confession seriously at all if you didn't look like you were about to run away and bawl your eyes out the entire time."
The blond huffed and let out a protest. "I didn't look like that! But I did think that my heart would explode or something, it was thumping so hard!"
Patting the other on the shoulder mock-sympathetically, Aomine let out another sigh. "Yes, yes, I realize that it must've been really difficult. But it's done and over with now, right? So what exactly are we supposed to do about it now?"
"Honestly, I hadn't thought that far ahead. Umm…for now, until you reach a decision about all of this, I really just want to play basketball with you," the model replied with his usual sunny smile on his face.
Raising a brow, he couldn't help but chuckle at the simplicity of it all. "Basketball? I can definitely agree to that. Guess I'll see you at practice then. Oh, by the way, weren't you supposed to go get a video for your class or something? Won't they be wondering about why you've been gone for so long?"
Giving a jump, Kise's eyes widened as he bolted for the door to the stairwell. "Crap! I completely forgot about that! I have to go! See you at practice, Aominecchi!"
For the rest of the day, all Aomine could think of was that very unexpected confession from his friend. Then he thought about how it'd be different from all the past relationships he's had. Most of them ended the same way. It was either 'sorry, you weren't the person I thought you were' or 'you clearly treasure basketball a lot and I respect that, but I need someone who'll make time for me'. And when asked to choose between a girl and basketball, he never failed to choose the sport. After all, basketball was constant whereas girls were fickle and mostly replaceable by other girls with larger breasts.
He wondered if it'd be different with Kise. The blond already knew what kind of person he could be at his worst: blunt, insensitive, thick-headed, an academic slacker and aggressive. There'd be no disillusion there. And the basketball problem wouldn't be an issue since the other boy was just as passionate about the sport as he was, and spending time together wouldn't be a problem either since they were both in the same club. Humming to himself as he thought about it further, the whole idea wasn't that bad after all. "It might actually work out pretty well…"
The only problem now was to figure out whether or not he could come to like the blond. And while he was on that note, since when did Kise start liking men? Last he remembered, the blond had girls lining up to date him and he'd gone out with quite a few of them, including the one that Haizaki stole. Mentally, he decided that he'd have to ask the other about it later. Or maybe he'd ask Momoi since the two of them had been talking a lot since Kise became a regular.
Letting out a sigh, Aomine frowned up at the sky. If only Kise had breasts, then that'd solve everything.
The two of them stayed late that day to play 1-on-1 as usual. Momoi had gone home early to study for an upcoming test that they'd consciously chosen to neglect. And as usual, he'd won with ease.
Kise was lying on the ground and panting. "This isn't fair! I can't believe I lost again! I almost had it too! I'll definitely beat you next time, Aominecchi!"
He laughed. "Yeah, right, of course you will. You're still a thousand years too early to even think about beating me in a match, you idiot!"
The blond returned the laugh. "You just keep telling yourself that. I'll win eventually, and then we'll see who's laughing at who!"
"The only place you'll ever win against me is in your dreams." Walking over to the bench to grab his towel, he tossed the blonde's over to him. "Come on, it's getting late. Hurry up and change so we can get home, yeah?"
Sitting up, Kise grabbed the towel and asked him eagerly. "Oh, can we get ice cream on the way? Please?"
He shrugged. "Sure, I don't see why not?"
On the way to the convenience store, they talked about things they never had before. He found out why Kise took on his modelling job and what his situation at home was like. All in all, it was quite different from his and Momoi's where their parents were quite well off, enough to provide them with everything they could possibly need. He also found out that they both relied heavily on Midorima's lucky pencil during tests. And after they'd bought their ice cream and were making their way home, he asked (bluntly as usual), "So when'd you suddenly start liking guys?"
The blond looked up in thought and answered honestly, "I'm not sure. I don't think I like all guys, or even most guys for that matter. Don't get me wrong, even though I confessed to you, I still think girls are really cute and I find them attractive, so I'm pretty sure it's just you."
"Oh…" He was glad that it was dark out since he could feel a wave of embarrassment hit him. "Out of all people, why me? I would've expected you to like Tetsu first or something."
"I do really like Kurokocchi. I absolutely love him! As a friend, I'd choose him over you any day! ("Oi! Don't say it so happily!") But it's not the same. I'm not sure how to describe it." Kise glanced over at him. "I can tell you why I like you though! If I were to ask you to choose between me and basketball, which would you choose?"
He blinked and paused for a moment. He hadn't expected to have to choose between the two before he'd even decided on whether he liked the guy or not. But as always, his answer was, "I'd choose basketball, of course."
Kise smiled. "That's why I like you, Aominecchi."
Not quite understanding what'd just happened, he let out an intelligent "Huh?"
Eating his ice cream happily, the blond mentioned lightly, "If you ever come to like me more than basketball, I'd probably break up with you…" Then he quickly added, "That is, based on the assumption that we actually end up going out, of course."
Aomine remained silent for a moment, unsure of what to make of that statement. But by then, they neared the intersection where they normally went their separate ways and he had a choice to make. Though they weren't going out or anything and that Kise was a boy, the fact that he'd confessed to him made him feel obligated to walk him a little further to the train station.
"Well, I guess this is me…" The blond trailed off as the taller boy continued walking beside him. "Aominecchi?"
"Shut up and keep walking. The station isn't that much further anyways. I'm just walking the ice cream off," he spoke louder than was necessary out of embarrassment. He felt even more self-conscious when he began thinking about how normal couples would be holding hands in situations like these.
Kise stared at him in disbelief for a moment before beaming at him. It was a smile he'd never seen before, one that was shy but so full of happiness it filled him with warmth, not that he'd ever admit it to anyone. The rest of their walk was silent with the blond grinning to himself while he avoided all eye contact with the other boy, trying to clear his head of all those embarrassing thoughts.
Their relationship remained the same as it always had and Aomine didn't reach his decision until another couple weeks later, when he woke up from a particularly disturbing dream.
They were playing in the outdoor court by the school because it was exam time and the gym was being used as always. As expected, they played until the sun began setting and they were the only ones left in the court. Kise was lying on the ground, having lost again, and he was sitting beside him, laughing. "Are you sure you should be lying on the ground like that, model-san? Won't your fans be upset if you get dirt in your perfect hair?"
The blond huffed. "Whatever, I'm going to shower after I get home anyways. I can't believe I lost again! Why can't I ever seem to win? Aominecchi, let's play again!"
Frowning, he stared at the other in disbelief. "Huh? Again? No way! It's getting late! I'm going home!"
Kise began kicking his feet in the air like a child. "Again! Again! Please!"
"I said no, so just drop it already!"
"But Aominecchi, just one more! Please-"
He cut the blond off with a kiss. "I said no, idiot!"
The model didn't reply and merely stared at him, eyes widened and jaw agape. Then slowly, colour began rushing to his cheeks. "Aominecchi…did you just…?"
"Huh? That? Yeah." He rubbed the back of his neck sheepishly as he announced, "So I've finally come to a decision. And that was it."
The blond asked quieter than usual, "…and how'd you reach this decision?"
Though he'd hoped that he wouldn't be asked that, there was nothing he could do but to answer honestly. A light blush on his face, he looked away as he answered, "I had this really erotic dream about you this morning. I mean, if I can jack off to you, then that must mean I'm attracted to you, right?"
At this, Kise covered his face with his hands in embarrassment. "To be able to say something like that so bluntly…Aominecchi, you're just the worst…"
"What? You asked so I answered! Are you telling me that you've never jacked off to me before?"
Much to his amusement, he'd never seen the blond go speechless like that before.
The pro shot him an annoyed look. "You know, last night, thanks to you guys, I wasn't even able to enjoy the company of my guest properly. I ended up walking over to Teikou instead…it's stupid, but I began remember all these things. If anyone had asked about them before yesterday, I probably wouldn't have been able to answer them," Aomine spoke contemplatively, still looking upwards.
Kagami offered an understanding nod. "Brains have a way doing that, remembering things at random times and all that. So you two continued dating even after middle school?"
"That's right. Kise…made me work hard in middle school. When you have someone close who admired you as much as Kise did, you don't want to disappoint. But at the same time, the harder I worked, the less interesting basketball became, just because no one could beat me." He heaved a sigh. "Teikou… those were the good times. If you want to know, we didn't have actual sex until the day after we graduated. But that was mostly because Akashi would've killed us if anything we did impaired our skills during practice or matches. So fuck anything Haizaki said."
The detective didn't dignify him with a response.
Aomine let out a laugh. "What? Weren't you the one who wanted to know everything?"
The redhead coughed uncomfortably, clearly trying to remain composed. "I don't think I'll need to know every detail of your teenager sex life, thanks. So moving on, I understand that you two didn't go to the same high school?"
The taller man shrugged. "For the longest time, I thought we were going to. That guy was always talking about how cool their uniforms looked and all, but in the end, he chose Kaijou. I chose Touou because I heard they developed a good reputation in basketball in recent years, and they were pretty slack when it came to school. I'm not like Midorima where it's all about name and prestige, you know? I asked Kise why he changed his mind and he just said that instead of playing with me all the time, he wanted to play against me. It sounded like something he'd say so I didn't press it."
Kagami tapped his pen against his cheek as he listened to the other. "You don't sound particularly convinced though, even now."
"No…in retrospect, he probably knew that if he went to Touou, we would've broken up. With the way I was skipping classes and practice in my first year, I'm surprised they didn't just kick me out of school altogether. A lot of the times he came to visit, he ended up forcing me to attend practice before he'd even consider hanging out. I tried to bribe him with pretty much anything you can think of: 1-on-1 matches, sex, food, money, porn magazines…he wouldn't budge."
"So did everyone on your team know about your relationship with Kise?"
"Hmm? Yeah. Everyone on both our teams knew and the guys back at Teikou knew so…chances are that most of the people in basketball knew about it. My team probably wasn't too keen on the whole thing, but they never said anything about it so I never really cared. He got along pretty well with Ryou though and he and Satsuki got along as well as always."
"So it didn't affect your matches at all? Even when you played against Kaijou? I'm sure your team must've been worried about your performance."
"That's the problem with having a relationship that revolves around a sport. It consumes you to the point where you lose sight of what's what. Like, what do you do when you have to play a match against the other? You can't lose because you want to live up to their standards but winning's not that great of an option either since it's not like you can just go and comfort someone you just beat, someone who tried their best against you, and tell them it wasn't a big deal. All you can do is stand there and watch. Always being stuck in situation like that gets tiring."
Kagami blinked. "Oh, I think I've heard someone say something like that before when we met Midorima and Takao…"
"Oh, they're still together? No way." The pro perked up in mild interest at the mention of his old teammate but then digressed. "During that first year of high school, I was seriously stuck. Basketball had become boring for me since no one could really pose much of a challenge for me, but I wasn't willing to quit. It was partially because of that stupid question Kise always asked me. 'Me or basketball?' If I were to quit basketball then I'd obviously be lying if I said 'basketball,' right? So by quitting, I would've lost both things." He let out a sigh, "But it was really tense between us after Interhigh…we both said a lot of things during that match."
"I'm going to stop admiring you…"
"You're the one I can't stand the most!"
"And it took awhile for us to start talking normally again…"
The atmosphere was tense. Although they were just sitting around, watching television and reading magazines, the atmosphere was impossible to ignore. Glancing over the other, Aomine wondered if the blond was still thinking about their match; not so much about the loss as the words that he'd carelessly spat out. Thinking back, he never realized how different they'd grown. Kise had followed Kuroko's path while he continued on his own, relying on no one but himself.
For him, the hardest part was the distance after the match ended. He never realized how hard it would be, seeing the other on the ground while unable to reach his hand out to just so much as to help him up. Watching Kasamatsu help the blond up onto his feet, he couldn't help but think that that should've been him instead. In Teikou, when Haizaki had beaten him, he'd been there to give words of support and encouragement. But when he was the one doing the winning, there was nothing he could say or do to make things better. Not for the first time, he could only feel bitter towards the sport that'd brought them together in the first place. It didn't help that the blond continued talking to everyone else, even those on his team, except him afterwards.
"Aominecchi…why are you glaring at your magazine like that? Did they make Mai-chan wear something ridiculous? Oh hey, that's the magazine I'm in this month! And that's my centerfold you're glaring at! …are you still mad at me for copying your moves?"
Blinking, he looked over. "You think I'm mad at you? You're the one who was pissed off."
The other boy didn't deny it. "Yeah, I sulked for awhile, but I'm over it now. It was weird, not being able to rant to you about it or being able to come to you for extra practice. Even though you beat me, that doesn't mean I'm just going to give up, you know? Besides, you looked so cool, I can't help but forgive you. I guess I was just disappointed…"
"Huh? In what?"
"Myself."
There was something else about the match that the blond wasn't saying, but he decided that it wasn't the right time to ask.
"…how's your leg? After that match, you couldn't even stand on your own."
The model gave a rueful grin. "Oh, you remembered that? It's a lot better now. Hopefully it won't act up again. Sempai was really thoughtful. You should've seen him. He piggybacked me all the way to the train station even though he was exhausted. And every time I asked him to put me down, he just told me, 'Shut up, we're almost there!' Wasn't that cool of him, Aominecchi?"
Reluctantly, he answered, "Yeah…how cool."
Annoyance ticked inside him. There it was again; the feeling that he was in the wrong place, at the wrong school, doing the wrong thing. It should've been him piggybacking the blond. It should've been him telling Kise to shut up. It should've been them winning that match, not just him alone.
Amber eyes studied him for a moment before asking teasingly, "Aominecchi, are you jealous? There's no need to be, you know? You're still really cool, I swear! And you're still the one I like. I still lo-ve you!"
He snorted. "Yeah, yeah. Like anyone would get jealous over an idiot like you."
The blond pouted. "That's mean, Aominecchi."
Glad that the tension was gone between them, he lied down on the couch and rested his head on the other's lap. It took awhile to get used to, but the feel of muscles under his head as opposed to the softness that girls had became a source of comfort to him. "So, what exactly did you mean by 'you're going to stop admiring me'?"
A small smile. "Oh that? I meant that next time, I'm going to aim to play against you as your equal, Aominecchi. And next time, I'll win for sure."
"Sure. You're still a hundred years too early to beat me."
Kise looked down at him. "And what did you mean by 'you're the one I can't stand the most'?"
"I meant exactly that. You're going to drive me insane someday. I absolutely can't stand you, Kise." He grinned playfully and pulled the other down for a kiss.
The blonde's cheeks were tinted slightly pink as he muttered, "You're so mean, Aominecchi…"
"And then things were pretty much back to normal after that. We didn't really see each other all that much since we were all busy with training until the Winter Cup when Tetsu managed to beat me."
Kagami raised a brow. "I find that very hard to believe…"
"Yeah, well, Tetsu's not a bad player. His skills are just very different from most other people's, but he's pretty reliable during matches. So after that loss, I suddenly felt like playing basketball again if only to beat Tetsu to show him who's boss. I guess after winning for so long, finally losing a match refreshed things for me. Everything just seemed to have gotten better after that…Kise had been staying at my place while the tournament was going on. He made it to the semi-finals after that incident with that bastard Haizaki."
He tried his best to hide the amusement in his voice. "The one where you punched him in the face?"
The pro shrugged nonchalantly. "That's the one. It was really his own fault for being an idiot; first by playing dirty on the court, then by egging me on afterwards. I told him to stop any idiotic ideas he had against Kise or Tetsu and he said something like 'Well, you're going to have to stop me by force.' So I did. I wish I beat him up some more. I mean, I had to carry Kise back because of his foot afterwards while he whined about how dumb I was for punching the bastard."
Though it was in the form of a complaint, Aomine had a rather pleased tone in his voice as he remembered carrying the blond back to his apartment. He could still recall with great detail what a relieve it was to finally be able to say, 'That was a good match. You did a good job, Kise.' and the smile he received for it.
The detective mentally noted the warmth in his voice as he continued, "And did anything else happen between then and the night of the banquet?"
"Hmm… Not really. On that night, after we left the banquet, on the way back, I remember Kise calling his parents to tell them that he'd be staying with me for a couple more days. Then after that, I remember Kise was talking about university applications and future careers since there were guys on his team that were going to graduate soon…"
The two of them were sitting in the living room of his apartment, watching TV (he was reading a porn magazine) and waiting for the bathtub to fill up when Kise looked over and asked, "Hey Aominecchi, what do you want to be when you grow up?"
He blinked and put down the magazine. "Huh? That's so random. Why are you even asking?"
The blond shrugged. "It's because senpai's graduating soon and we were talking about it. And it got me curious about your aspirations for the future, that's all."
"I don't know. Maybe I'll continue in basketball and become a pro. Who knows?"
"What about outside of basketball? Have you ever considered anything else?"
"Like what?"
Kise looked up in thought for a moment. "Like…a pilot or something!"
Aomine let out a laugh. "A pilot? Is that what you want to be? I figured you'd stay a model until you turn into some old and wrinkly geezer."
A pout. "How mean! Modelling isn't what I want to do forever, you know? A pilot gets to fly and travel everywhere, always going to new places, meeting new people and stuff. I just think it'd be fun. So? What about you? You must've dreamt about something outside of basketball, Aominecchi."
Pulling his lips taut, he hummed thoughtfully. For a moment, he thought back to the incident with Haizaki a few days ago and muttered, "If not basketball…maybe a policeman?"
Amber eyes blinked. "Oh, that's unexpected! But how cool! Then you'd get to carry a gun around and fight crime uphold the law!"
"Hmm? So I'd be equally cool chasing down criminals as I would playing basketball?" he asked teasingly.
The blond shrugged. "I think you'd be equally cool no matter what you do, so long as you do it seriously, Aominecchi." Then he let out a chuckle, "Being a cop would make you particularly cool though. I think you'd make a really awesome cop, Aominecchi! I can see you slacking off and napping on quiet days and then chasing criminals down the street on busy days."
"A cop, hmm…?" Leaning back against the other boy, he frowned. "Why can't I be a basketball pro though? That's definitely something I can see myself doing. Isn't it the most natural step at this point for me? Even my coach said I'd definitely get accepted if I ever wanted to."
"Because that's too obvious of an answer, isn't it? I'm not saying don't do it, but that's not all there is to life. You have to try thinking outside the court every now and then, you basketball idiot! Besides, if you become a pro, I'd probably have to become one too since every time I see you play, I'll want to play too! And then we'd really be stuck together forever!"
Inwardly, Aomine thought about how that didn't seem like all too bad of an idea. But at the same time, what Kise had said was also true. There was an entire world out there, beyond basketball, one that he'd never explored or even thought of before. Glancing at the grinning blond, to hide his own smile, he could only give him a shove and snort. "Who'd want to be stuck with an idiot like you forever?"
"You're so mean, Aominecchi!" Then a moment later, the shorter boy perked up. "Oh, I think the tub's full. I guess I'll go first! You can just stay here and think about policing or breasts or whatever it is you think about while I take a bath, okay?"
He scowled. "Oi, why do you get to go first?"
Kise let out a happy laugh. "Because I'm a guest and you love me! And no, you can't join me because the tub is small and I actually plan on coming out clean!"
And while the blond bathed, he thought long and hard about their conversation. Ever since the blond confessed, the backwards problem of 'will you choose basketball over me?' had always persisted. And while it had yet to cause any issues since the sport took up such a huge part of their lives, but like Kise said, there was a whole world outside of basketball out there. If they were to step into that world, would everything shatter and fall apart? He'd always presumed Kise asked him about his love for basketball because that was the main thing that held them together. Without that common passion, what would happen to them?
But wasn't it inevitable that he'd come to like the blond more than basketball? While girls had been flippant and fickle and basketball stable, Kise was…different, the boy was just special, and what they had was serious. He wondered if that conversation was meant to imply that they could move their relationship away from the sport. After all, if the blond had been that insistent on him thinking about careers beyond basketball, that must mean something, right? That it'd be okay for his love for basketball to give way to other opportunities…right? Or maybe not.
Groaning, Aomine ran a hand through his head. He was probably reading too deeply into the conversation, and he really didn't have enough experience in over-thinking things to be effective and make sense of any it. Though through his mulling, he eventually reached a decision and somewhat of an epiphany just as Kise emerged from the bathroom with a satisfied expression on his face and a towel around his neck. "Okay, Aominecchi, it's your turn!"
Eager to get a chance to plan out his method of execution in the tub, he got up and began stripping as he made his way to the bathroom. "Geeze, took you long enough."
The model immediately began to protest, "Don't just start stripping and throwing your clothes around in the hallway, you barbarian!"
"Shut up! It's my apartment! I'll run around naked if I want to!" he shouted back before shutting the bathroom door.
"I don't really remember how much time I spent in the tub that night, just thinking of ways to tell him that even if I were to choose him over basketball someday, there was more to us than just that. And if there wasn't, then, because there was so much beyond basketball, we'd find something…or something like that." Embarrassed, Aomine let out a huff and rolled his eyes at himself, "I spent all that time in the tub and all these years thinking about it and I still haven't come up with something decent." As he continued, his tone changed and became more somber as he spoke, "But yeah, after I got out, I found my phone next to a note from Kise on the kitchen table saying that he'd be right back. Only…he never came back."
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awww an glad u posted it here angel-chan:D
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Bleeding my puso out listening to Hymn for the Nawawala whike pagbaba this...:,(
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