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Sinna_Hime_chan said:
There is a difference in being alone and being lonely, and one can be as alone in a crowd as someone else can never feel alone even without a romantic relationship for years. I do think we need companionship, and I for one lack the sort I'd like, so I compensate sa pamamagitan ng "discussing" with mga kaibigan sometimes, jokes, and moaning, because I guess I am lonely at times...I just really do not want to act like it, cheapen myself, or settle. I've already been married twice. I am in no hurry. I needed to take all the time I need to heal, recoupe, regroup, work on me, examine me, and become the person I want, for myself, and to be with. I have hidden myself out of my own protective measures because of my priorities, but the want is there. I am an isolationist at times, and that does not help either. I am fairly independant, so there is no real push that I HAVE to have a relationship or die or go crazy. I've already gone nuts, but I do need to work on me and get things in my life in order. I still "want" though. Does that make sense? I have crushes, real and imagined...but that is it, not pagganap on things.
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