There has been darkness in my life.
Misery, pain.
I felt like I could never laugh again.
People laughed about me.
Guys cheated on me.
My parents saw me as a kid and nothing more.
I've been hurt so many times.
I had a couple of mga kaibigan helping me.
You were one of them.
A very special friend.
You read a poem written sa pamamagitan ng me.
I was talking about suicide.
It made you sad.
Together with another friend you cheered me up.
Tried to give advice.
It helped a lot.
For a while.
You saved my life.
We started talking more.
I talked to you and your best friend.
I pag-ibig both of you guys.
But in a different way.
Your friend was like a brother to me.
He cheered me up.
Made me laugh.
But you, you were madami serious.
You seemed so wise.
Even though you got sick of it, you listened.
You listened to all of the stories I told.
The story of my life.
You were the one who gave advice.
And I realized I feel madami for you.
madami than just friendship.
Without you I felt incomplete.
Talking to you made my day.
But at that time I wasn't clever enough.
To see that you were made for me.
I thought it was somebody else.
Then there was that night.
I wasn't talking to you.
Had no help, no payo from you.
Only a message from my ex.
Telling "I don't pag-ibig you"
"Do whatever you want"
He didn't mean it like that.
But I felt pain inside.
So I finally did what I was talking about.
I tried to end my life.
When I woke up at the hospital.
Everything was clear.
I didn't hurt anyone.
But myself, my family and all my friends.
I tried to hurt my ex.
And that was the last thing I did.
I brought my parents trouble.
My mga kaibigan worry.
Myself a psychologist.
And tears into your eyes.
The last thing I wanted.
Was what I got.
The first one I talked to...
was you.
Not realizing how much I hurt you.
And still I got back to the one who hurt me.
Until he left me again.
I felt like killing myself again.
Though I knew what happened the last time.
And now you were there to stop me.
You and all my friends.
This is how I survived.
But then there was a hole.
A deep black hole in my heart.
I thought I could never pag-ibig again.
All these guys who talked to me.
I tried to pag-ibig and I felt shame.
Shame for not being able to love.
Why didn't I pag-ibig them?
While they were loving me.
But...
Soon we talked more.
It made me realize a lot.
Finally I understood.
You have always been there for me.
You beautiful angel.
Sent from heaven to save my life.
Sent to make me complete.
You are my soulmate.
Now there was this feeling in my heart.
Stronger than ever before.
And I knew I pag-ibig you.
And I was shy.
But I told you.
Scared that I would get hurt again.
But you are different.
Not like any other guy.
And since we were made for each other.
You pag-ibig me back.
You made my life shine again.
From the araw we have been a couple.
From the araw we first hugged and kissed.
I have been a new person again.
Feeling so loved and happy.
I just hope you will never hurt me.
Cause there is this feeling in my heart.
It says
Thank you so much for everything.
You are my angel, my life.
It makes sense cause my life is beautiful now.
You are my beautiful life.
And most of all.
There is this sure feeling.
The one that says
I will pag-ibig you forever

<33333 thank you so much for everything Mário!!! I pag-ibig you madami than anything! *-*