pag-ibig I moved away from my boyfriend and I think I want to ilipat back?
When my boyfriend and I started dating 2 years ago I was the happiest girl ever. I still am to this day. I put off my dreams to move to AZ just so I could be with him. As we started dating of course we went through the good times and bad times. Bad times included finding out he is addicted to prescription drugs. How could this have happened? He seemed so perfect! If theres one thing I hate its drugs. He never told me because he knew I never would have dated him. Which is completely true, but since I was already in love I couldn't give up right? No matter how much arguing it never stopped. Eventually when I realized that my opportunity to move to AZ was better then what I had now (career wise, and possibly future wise) I took the chance. Even though he said he wasn't ready to move yet that maybe later in the future he will be. I have been here 4 months now. No friends, just my aunt and my uncle (whom I work for) Just last month I took a vacation back home and when I came back I realized how much I miss spending every day with him. Even if we were arguing. Most people say oh you can do better or oh he will never change. I hold on to something other then the drug problem and other then his "non-perfect boyfriend way". I hold on to the fact that I was his first girlfriend, I was his first everything. We practically lived together. I have never met anyone who understood me and would put up with my silly ways until I met him. He honestly understands me and I understand him. We both know we want to get married to each other. And I can tell that he means that. I know he truly loves me he is just "stuck". I find myself crying every day because I just want him by my side when I wake up and when I go to sleep. Our bond is unbreakable. I don't know what to do. I want to move back just so I can be with him, but I also hate the cold (i.e. my hometown) and I really want to live in AZ.