I do remember Class 7, I became his tagahanga on 27th June 2009, I was not his tagahanga before, I was not well acquainted with him. Only in class 5, I saw a picture of him in the newspaper with the story that he had changed his religion and had became “Mikhaeel”. The days were beautiful, the nights were wonderful, we used to play, sing, dance with each other...His death did hit me hard and I used to cry but he was always there for me. I never felt alone ever.
Until the araw came when he told that it was time for him to bid me Goodbye as he was being buried on 3rd September at the Forest Lawn cemetery in his24 carat ginto coffin. He sinabi that he had kept his promise of visiting India for 2nd time. I asked,”But how will I live without you?” He assured me that he would often come to visit me. Yet then a taon has passed and he had kept his word, for my cute MJ, my world was always filled with laughter and goodwill.
But now everything seems to have come to a standstill and I'm stuck. You're gone! You're gone! Michael don't you understand how it pains when you ain't with me anymore. Nobody tries to understand but I really L.O.V.E you, will always L.O.V.E you.
“I close my eyes
Just to try and see you smile one madami time
But it’s been so long now all I do is cry
Can’t we find some pag-ibig to take this away
‘Cause the pain gets stronger every day

How can I begin again
How am I to understand
When there’s nothing left to do but walk away”
“There’ nothing left to do
Don’t walk away” 'cause just
“Look at me
See what loving has done to me
Look at my face
See how cryin' has left its trace
After you made me all your own
Then you left me all alone
You made your words sound so sweet
Knowing that your pag-ibig I couldn't keep”
MJ do come back, do come back..the world needs you Michael..come back..come back “Dear Michael”.