sorry kindve short! another chpt is goin up in a bit tho!
I stood there frozen, unsure of what to say.
“ I-I - I, those are old Harry, come on…” I sinabi trying to pull him to the door.
“No, why are you doing it?” he asked demanding an answer. I felt the tears forming in my eyes.
“ Please, don’t make me talk about this, not now Harry. Ill explain, but with time… Now, I just want to thank the guy’s and get some sleep. Are you coming?” I sinabi . He hesitated for a moment then nodded.
“ Alright then come on…” he sinabi and we stepped out.
We were all seated in the living room, still trying to take in what had just happened. We were all expecting the worse and tried to prepare for what we seen. When we walked in though, it was like we were Penguins walking into a dessert, shocked and unsure what to do, or were to go. When we entered her house, we were all taken a bit back, sa pamamagitan ng how nice it was. We couldn’t get a good look because the only light we had was from the moonlight shining in through the windows. We didn’t here her , but we kept looking. I was the one to find her. She was there lying in a pool of tears. She seemed so life-less, so broken. I ran over to her and told the gang she was in the kitchen. I noticed her legs were so beaten, and her sando was a bit lifted in the back, revealing lash mark’s’. I picked her up gently and I guess the pain was to fierce and she black out in my arm’s. Adi, had burst in tears and was waiting with Niall in the Van. Harry stood frozen, unsure of what to do. I walked out with Liam’s help and went to the car. Zayn returned minutos later and Harry drove as quickly as he could to the hotel. We arrived and I laid her on my bed, not carring that she was wet and bleeding. I told everyone how she was doing and Adi and Harry went to change her. About 15 minutos nakaraan Adi came out. It was about to be 3 but none of us could go to sleep, until we knew she was ok. We sat there waiting and then she and Harry came out.
“ Are you alright?!” I asked rising and walking toward’s her. She pulled me into a tight hug and sobbed a bit into my chest, I let her. After a few minutos of this she winced and pulled away.
“ Can I have madami painkiller’s?” she asked Harry he nodded and got them for her. He returned with them and a new bottle of lemonade. She took it then went to the sofa. I sat down and pulled her onto my lap. She looked up at me.
“ Thank you, for saving me” she said.
“ No problem, any time you need anything just call ok?” I told her. She nodded.
“ Thank’s to all of you guys…. I pag-ibig you guy’s” She sinabi tearing up once again. I pulled her close to my chest and let her sob again into my chest.
“ Like Lou said, whenever you need us, just call ok?” sinabi Liam. She looked up and nodded.
“ Well im tired, so where are we sleeping?” She asked confused.
“ well, you guy’s can sleep with each other in the guest room, or with one of us, your choice…” I told her. Her and Adi glanced at each other for a bit.
“ Together!” they sinabi in unison.
“Alrighty then, ill ipakita you were the guest room is.” sinabi Liam as he got up. The girl’s followed him and I turned to look at Harry, something was wrong, and I was determined to find out what it was.
Liam led us down the hallway which held Zayn and His room, along with the guest room and a bathroom. We stopped at the door and Adi wished him good night and walked in. I turned to him and pulled him into a hug.
“ yell if you need me or anything alright? Goodnight Julli-bug …” he sinabi and giggled after the last part.
“ What? Why Julli-Bug? Why not Julli-Bear, or Julli-boo?” I asked in confusion.
“ Fine, Julli-boo, happy?” he asked.
“Better, goodnight Lili.” I sinabi as I walked in and closed the door. I climed into the kama with Adi and we hugged each other. We both soon fell asleep.
I awoke from a nightmare and realized I had only been asleep for about 35 minutes. Adi was sound asleep. I got up and stepped into the hallway. I heard voices in the living room, so me, with my curious self, decided to go over and check it out. The boy’s were seated and talking about something. After listening for bit, I realized they were talking about me.
“ She is broken Lou, and I don’t know how to fix her. I want to just take her in my arms and make all her pain, worry and fear dissapear… I don’t know what to do Lou, she’s a mess.” Harry said. ‘ she’s a mess’ ran through my mind over and over. That’s what he thought of me? A broken, mess? I felt myself tearing up and noticed Liam looking at me. He was the only one that noticed me and looked away quickly so the boy’s wouldn’t take notice. I sat there waiting for him to say something, defend my situation, try to come up with a solution, but nothing happened. Harry continued and each minuto I felt my puso braking madami from his word’s. ‘She is to broken’ ‘she is insecure’ ‘she doesn’t trust me yet, and it ticks me off’ she needs help’ each phrase hitting me hard as I realized they were true. What he sinabi last, was what broke me the most. ‘ why cant she just let it go and accept there gone, cutting her self seems so stupid! I know she get’s beaten, but she is basically letting them, sa pamamagitan ng not telling the police! Why cant she just stop being afraid, and stand up, it’s like she is afraid, which is stupid because she just has to build up some courage and ulat it!’ he said. I took in his words and realized he was right. I was the foolish one, sa pamamagitan ng not reporting any thing, I was a coward. I tuned back in after hearing a shout. ‘STOP! Its not her fault! Id be afraid to!’ I smiled realizing it was Liam. I hadn’t heard what they sinabi after words but heard footsteps coming, and noticed it was Liam. He pretended not to see me but motioned for me to follow him. I stood and followed him into his room, he closed the door and turned to me.
“ How much did you hear?” he asked sitting on the edge of his bed.
“ Enough, so that’s what he thinks hugh? I cant believe I actually trusted him” I sadi as I sat across from him. I let a few tears slip out before Liam spoke again.
“ No, you didn’t hear all of it. He think’s he loves you, Jull’s. he is upset because he saw you hurt, and noticed your cut’s. he is upset because he cant protect you. He was just burning some anger, that’s it.” he sinabi moving closer to me.
“ really?! I think I might like him a lot, to. Im sorry, im so messed up…” I sinabi looking down.
“ No, stop, you are perfect just like this, your you, and I pag-ibig every part if it.” he sinabi lifting my chin to meet his eye’s. I felt so ligtas with him and I nodded.
“ thank’s Lili, can I sleep with you, I had a nightmare.” I said.
“ Harry wi=ont like to hear his girlfriend slept in his best mga kaibigan bed…” he sinabi smilling.
“ he’ll just have to get over it.” I sinabi as I pulled back the covers and laid down.
“ alright, let me change and ill be back. I nodded and he walked out. He came back minutos later in some flannel pijama pants and a plain grey t-shirt. He smiled at me and got in the bed. He laid down and moved to the edge so there was at least 2 feet between us. I rolled my eye’s and scooted toward’s him. He looked down at me confused but scooted closer to me and wrapped his arm’s around my waist.
“ Good night Lili” I sinabi to him.
“ good night Julli-bug” he chuckled a bit and I sighed before drifting off to sleep.