I'm in a living hell
Seeing you in pag-ibig with someone
else

And I know
I have to let you go
Even if you aren't time

It's my time......
My time to let you go
To stop loving you
madami then it should be

Falling madami in pag-ibig with you
Then I thought I would have
Because every second
Every min
Every hour
Every day
Every week
Every month
Every year
I fall madami in pag-ibig with you

No stop, we've been through this before
Be strong and ilipat on

Yeah.... I guess I have to.....
{If its pag-ibig he'll come back to you

I have to deal with it..

Crying,
Blackmailing.
This won't work
On me, anyway.
I don't
Respond
To the things
That other teenagers
Would.
I am not
Scared of you,
You know.
I have a soul,
A voice,
A heart, and
I can fight you back.
I don't care if I
Am small, I am
Much older
Than you

Why tease
Little kids? Do you
Like being
Cruel,
Halfhearted
Coldhearted?
You are insensitive,
You only care
About you,
Yourself,
and who?

Life is
Hard enough,
Without you
Poking your nose in,
Uprooting old things
I said.

Get lost.
I won't care.
ilipat to South Africa.
It won't
Bother me.
Change your name,
Even better.
I will always remember you as
The monster under my
Bed,
The horror waiting for me
On the bus.
Thanks, dude.

Made my life that much harder.
As if I needed trouble now.

Everyone sees a certain special light in them.
I don't.
Sometimes I wonder if there
is something wrong with me.
People tell me to stop feeling down.
They worry I send a negative vibe
instead of a positive one.
I can't help it.
I am what I am...

People ask if I'm ok.
They think just because I feel
down there's something wrong.
Others just judge saying
I'm always like that.
No one knows the real me.
On the outside I ipakita my emotion
on the inside: Darkness.
Sometimes my soul feels
like it's slowly dieing, on the brink of death.

The thing about me is,
I won't pretend everything is ok when
I know it's not.
Life will knock people down.
I'm the prepared type.
Sure, I might seem the
type to draw dark
things while other girls are into
girly hearts and bright colours.
This is who I am.
I see darkness.. While others see light..

~~ a letter to my dear prince ~~

Dear prince,
I`m tired of living in this unusual life
My diary
Took me to an old distain memory
when I become your wife
I don`t know why ?!!
Every good memory has became whiter then white
Except the araw I saw you
You`re right
Special memories always colored with special liquids
But which kind of inks should I use to erase my past
I tried everything
Harm
Hate
Even pain!
But this distain memory seems to be
My number one aim
I decided to listen to my wise puso
But suddenly
I was falling apart
It gave me a magical ink
All I have to do is only to spring
one , two , three drops or four
and everything started to be like old time before

THE SADNESS OF THE MOON

by: Charles Baudelaire

HE Moon madami indolently dreams to-night
Than a fair woman on her sopa at rest,
Caressing, with a hand distraught and light,
Before she sleeps, the contour of her breast.

Upon her silken avalanche of down,
Dying she breathes a long and swooning sigh;
And watches the white visions past her flown,
Which rise like blossoms to the azure sky.

And when, at times, wrapped in her languor deep,
Earthward she lets a furtive tear-drop flow,
Some pious poet, enemy of sleep,

Takes in his hollow hand the tear of snow
Whence gleams of iris and of opal start,
And hides it from the Sun, deep in his heart.

Just something I wrote! :)

Forever I am Yours

A tear falls on the page smearing the words
The last pag-ibig letter you ever wrote to me
i hold on to it tight, hugging the word for comfort

I shall never see your smile and hear you laughter
But I Have these word,true words of love
you may be gone from my site but not from my heart

You broken once but when you fixed it you made it stronger
I hope to see you again, but for now i must live with our memories
They may be able to take you away from me, but they can never take my love

Forever I will pag-ibig you
Forever I will Remember
Forever I am yours

In the midnight sky the air grows cool and crisp
As the moons blows away the clouds
Swirling into a small wisp
While the bugs serenade sleepy children in there beds
Who doze off to counting shooting stars
With wide eyes and dreams in there small heads
As the moon shines on seeping light onto the world


I lay wonder struck at the sight
Of five graceful fireflies
Dancing in the night
They were pearls of white against the night sky
Prettier than fireworks
Like the frost on my window that I edged the word hi
Hoping the the moon would respond
From within the midnight sky

I don't write much mga tula but this my attempt. Feedback would rock. x

How Clumsy

How clumsy our hands are
To so often give leave to those we love,
Crossing fingers behind backs
And waving wistful farewells

How clumsy our tongues are
Infatuated with power,
Quick to anger and quick to act
Then begging acquittal of Lazarus

How clumsily we handle
The abstracts we cannot fathom,
How clumsily we blunder
The lines we misrepresent

We are but mites surrounded sa pamamagitan ng infinity
Enveloped sa pamamagitan ng narcissism
And drunk on false pretenses –

How clumsy

Forgive me my pag-ibig
for i cannot go on
this tourchered sould has givein up
you can laugh
You can cry
but all i scream is
Why oh why
i needed to e free
for great murder
i can not survive
your touch is healing
your halik is saveing
but without you
im dieing on the inside out
literly
i need some one to pag-ibig me
i need some one to care
it can not be you
for you can not be there
i deal
i cut
i cry
i take the pain
i try
i try
i try
i try to die
but alass
i am traped
i am stuck
relese this tourchered soul
forgive my blackened sin
and try to find the pag-ibig that beats within

My puso cries,
every time I remember you,
my little brother,
full of youth,
only a child,
stolen in the night,
ransomed,
and died before you came back to us,
only a child,
so beautiful,
full of love,
they estola you because you were there,
and we were not,
life was hopeless,
at least it felt so,
it was my fault,
I fell asleep,
well I was supposed to watch you,
but my eyes could not stay open,
tears fill my eyes,
my puso cries,
as I remember you.
Do you remember me, too?

(This poem is not my experience, I wrote it for a friend.)

What is the "l" word?
Is it "law" or "lint"?
Those are incorrect,
But I'll give you hint

It's defined as affection
It rhymes with "dove"
Figured it out?
If not it's "love"

If your wondering what
This poem's about
The susunod few stanzas
Should help you out

The word "love" is
Affection, passion, or lust
For me, however
"love" is disgust

Hugs and kisses
Aren't me
At least that's what
I tell my family

Not my whole family
Just ones in my house
Like my mother, sisters
Grandma and her spouse

And just because I
ipakita no affection
They say my life's
Headed a different direction

A life of drugs
Drinking and killing
Everyone in the house
Isn't that silly?

No it's not silly
It's absurd! At least
You know my meaning
Of the "l" word

As the light was gone
thats all i saw
as the baby was born
he blew the horn
the sadness i saw
their was no law
ashes always came
i dont need to blame
all i saw is love
sadness sa pamamagitan ng a dove

The tears came
while i was on my chain
darkness was on land
their was no man
as i cry
on no side
i Nawawala my pride
they lied
as they live
they give
their blonde
is gone
as the young
has done

The path
is on behath
pag-ibig is sad
then you get mad
height
shows light
my heart
tares apart
a sorwd
went through more
the puso bleed
now i hav need
i saw a shard
with a gaurd
so that had began
sa pamamagitan ng a ungreatfull man

So the of thou poem must be done as the poem i shall make susunod time so pick your right

Something about sitting on the lege of a window seal,has some how got my up most appeal, and sitting up pagbaba non-fiction books. The nice breezy wind gives me this great big feel. When I look outside I see my green field. Then I look inside at my wide layed out floor covered in teal. I live in a nice big quite country and thats for real. Every night I look at the moon out of my one room house.
An wish my prince would take me away from my bedroom. Only if I let my ideas bloom. You dont want to know half the things I think, then you might have to send me to a shrink. I think being in captivity dor so long makes me think. What I should do during my midnight blues. After all of that its time to hit the sack. Way in the back were you can see a crack of the midnight moon. Then I lay me down in sheets and let myself loose fast asleep.
The End

The night is snowy
the snow is red and bloody.
The ashes flew
and the damage of apoy grew.
Poeple cried
then they died.
A girl and boy
needed joy.
Sadness
made alot of badness.
A black swan
comes into dawn.
pag-ibig is sad
the kalapati wasant glad.
The children run
but with no fun.
They make a red line
and the blood is not a dime.
The girl was in her white dress
and the blood on made a mess.
As the night
has fright.
Their is no doom
when you stare at the moon.
Is their a family
thats happily.
We need to grow the hearts
not the parts.
Dont blink
or draw with ink.
We stare
at the lare.

Everyday in the halls, I saw you with her.
I saw you hug her and halik her.
It hurts so much.
When you told me it was over, I cried for so many nights.
I couldn't believe you wanted to end our pag-ibig for that other girl.
Did you think I would be happy for you?
Well that was a big mistake.
When we met, I felt like I was the happiest girl to have
met you.
I felt,...like our pag-ibig was going to last for long time..
It hurts so much to see you everytime we pass sa pamamagitan ng each other.
It hurts so much,that I can't take it anymore.
But, why would you want to hurt me like this?
Did you think I wouldn't feel pain or sadness?
Well you thought wrong.
You want to know how I feel?
I feel betrayed.
I feel like you grabbed a kutsilyo and...
Just cut it in pieces..
I...I can't go on like this..I just can't..
It..it hurts so much...