Neither do i but you know what? im still living. And since i continued to live my life has gotten alot madami better! So dont give up just yet. Your life may be full of crap now but in the future im sure it will get better. Patience is a virtue, my friend. So be patient. ^^
Wow. I know how you feel. My friend just died in a car accident and I really don't want to continue without him. But I'm forcing myself to keep going. But it hurts so much that I keep wanting to stop. Guess what I'm trying to say is; keep pushing forward. There's something at the ned of the bahaghari for everyone!