What should I ask for for Christmas?

Is it weird that I don't want anything? I mean, I WANT stuff, but I don't want stuff. Does that make sense? 0.o I guess not. I mean, the stuff I want is too expensive. And my mom's a total club-nugget. I could ask for a gift card to like the mall or something, but then she would never take me. And if I say I don't want anything, she'll say I can't get anything for my birthday, (my birthday's pretty close to Christmas, February.) I do want stuff for my birthday, but IDK. Please help? I a regular (not really) teenage girl. I like camcorders, netbooks, clothes, and walang tiyak na layunin accessories. But you know, I don't really need those things, so yeah. And if you ask, "Why don't you want anything for Christmas, it's a big deal?" I'll just say "I don't want my mom or big bro to spend that much money on anything I'll probably hate in a few months. I want them to spend on themselves." Welllll, there is something I want: A laptop/netbook. But all the ones I saw are waaaay too expensive. Please help!