Things that don't work out for you no matter how hard you try?

Math

Making hybrid trap music, making future bounce music, making dubstep music, making future bass music, making bass house music, and finding sample packs for sinabi genres without having to pay for them. I think I should stick to jungleterror and big room house.

Welp, since Math has already been taken, I'll go with Tomatoes. You see, I have really tried. No matter how many times I try to put up with them I simply can't. Their texture and taste. I can't stomach them. They simply make me want to vomit. Just looking at them or thinking how they feel like is enough to give me the urge to do that. So, yeah. Tomatoes are not for me !!!!

Hmm I guess getting over my need to constantly doubt. Eventually I'll prevail over it. It always comes back.

I am being super lazy.....nowadays I go to my kama with I'll do everything tomorrow and the susunod araw I'm like nah!!!it's tomorrow not today..So I guess it's my laziness..

This without crying.

One word: Adulting.

I have my few moments where things are smooth and improved until--BAM!! I forget to get toilet paper, car runs out of gas, I'm late for work, I want to make mag-ihaw only to remember I forgot to get bread, I run out of both milk/creamer AND sugar and have to deal with drinking coffee black, or I'm Pagsulat something that I've put so much detail and work in only to accidentally click the "X" of death and close out EVERYTHING.

....XD

Imma save my answer to this for when the susunod round begins on the Icon Contest.

Let's get the hype for this round started early cuz bois....it'll be a good one.

1) Understanding SJW's
2) Understanding Feminists
3) pag-awit high notes without sounding like I'm dying
4) Watching Unikitty without laughing my asno off
5) Trying to feel appreciated sa pamamagitan ng the family members I live with

Photo: Me, in all my fabulous, kulay-rosas (and grey) glory 😎

No matter how hard I try to like any of the Kardashians, and that's Kardashians not Kardashians and Jenners, I can't. I've seen Kim Kardashian in some makeup tutorial bidyo on YT and I've heard her speaking and everytime I do, I just want to scratch my eyes out. I just can't like her no matter how hard I try. And I am really tired of hearing about her and her family. People treat them like they are Royalty and it makes me sick.

I try and sleep as long as I can [10-12 hours]
But it never feels like enough

My Trichotillomania probably is my number one thing.

Outside of that.... a lot of other things seem to work out if I focus on it, try hard, and dedicate myself to it for the long run.

Being happy

memorizing!!!!
i kind of easily understand concepts and write things on my own words..... but there are subjects which needs memorizing.... like pharmacology-drug components (im trying my best to memorize the drugs name since my whole career depends on that only)......anatomy etc......

other things if i try i can atleast manage!

thats why i find it difficult to memorize lyrics compared to my friends! -_-

Staying attracted to only one person - I keep thiinking each person is the one but then a taon later or so - the mga paru-paro just randomly start again out of nowhere and I lose interest in the first person. I know it's bad but I can't control the mga paru-paro and I don't know what to do with myself :-/

Getting over my indecisiveness... no matter how hard I try to choose fast, I`ll end up thinking about all the 'what if`s' and 'did I choose right' and that suuuuuucks. I just want to be that person who can make fast decisions and stop worrying about them after I`ve made them. ;_;