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ang napili ng mga taga-hanga: Oh man,yes
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ang napili ng mga taga-hanga: Writing: Fiction (Class on Pagsulat fiction)
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14%
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38%
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ang napili ng mga taga-hanga: YES XD
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Riku114 sinabi …
Yo hearing your oldest sister be like "Yeah, I didn't really care that you were madami attached to him than me, I was just glad there was someone else helping out because I could barely keep you alive since there is only so much a sister could do."

Well geee.

I mean I remember being bad but not that bad :v Posted 1 day ago
Riku114 nagkomento…
But then again I dont really remember XD At least people being really up front with how close I seemed to be to offing myself gives me validation that I really was depressed at some point like my sparknotes of my own life says :v 1 day ago
Riku114 nagkomento…
Lowkey kinda wanna go back and experience again just to see how bad I really was but I think Id regret that five segundos in 1 day ago
Riku114 sinabi …
I don't really have a good sense of when Im pushing myself too hard to be entirely honest. Usually I end up pushing myself and pushing myself unaware of the toll its having or only minimal awareness of it to the point I feel like I can do a lot madami then I just suddenly snap / break / crack and am forced to stop

Its something I am working on and I only really stopped studying (out of boredom) cause I took a short rbeak to call my boyfriend and he told me to take a break Posted 1 day ago
Riku114 nagkomento…
Turns out Im kinda feeling how exhausted I was after taking about an oras break XD 1 day ago
Riku114 nagkomento…
Same kinda goes with most internal feelings, may it be hunger, exhaustion, and sometimes even just flat out pain. Im really bad at recognizing it until Im barely functioning and at that point it tends to be too late :v But Im working on it and try to listen when someone I know that can read me and that I trust tells me to take a break cos I know some people are better at telling when Im worn down than I am XD 1 day ago
Riku114 sinabi …
Man going through your tumblr (a place you only ranted on when REALLY bad and not really wanting people to know) and specifically go back to the rants cause you know you had a tag for them

"I WANT TO DISSOCIATE. I WANT ADERIS. I DON’T WANT TO FEEL OR BE HERE." Posted 2 days ago
Riku114 nagkomento…
[Hashtags so I could find the post if need be] #I Hate That Ive Been Stopping With My Dissociation #I Want It Back #I Dont Want To Be Here #I Dont Want To Feel For Now #If I Had To Give The Personality To Her #I Would #I Want Someone Else To Protect Me #I Want Someone Else To Handle The Stress #I Dont Want To Be The One To Take This Bullcrap #I Want Someone Who Doesnt Judge Herself #I Want Someone Who Can Say 'Fuck You And Fuck It' #I Want Someone Narcissistic And Egotistical #Just Not Me 2 days ago
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April 4th 2018 apparently. I wish I knew what happened that araw XD 2 days ago