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Riku114 sinabi …
Shit man. Im starting to fall down the rabbit hole of Marvel. Posted sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 nagkomento…
Yall I dont want to gain another HUGE series to keep track of :v bituin Wars added to it and :v sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 nagkomento…
Like Im feeling urged to go back and actually fully watch the Iron Man pelikula rather than half assing them too :v sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
TheLefteris24 nagkomento…
That's good though. Embrace Marvel, Riku. You know you want to !!!! sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 sinabi …
Fun story time. I dont really remember the details too well, but like... three or four years ago, I was having some kind of a high anxiety day. I dunno if it was a panic attack that I didnt know of, an anxiety attack, or some traumatic shit or anything, but I was experiencing high anxiety and was excessively zoned out as to cope with it, and some guy came to like... touch me, hug me, or pat me or something Posted sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 nagkomento…
So like... I had a segundo or two of panic where I shoved him up against the railing of the upper floor and was like... a segundo or two away from instinctually pushing him over the railing of the segundo floor before I snapped out of it and somehow managed to play it off as a joke sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 nagkomento…
Like I dont know HOW I played it off without any tanong asked cos I pushed him like a good 5-10 feet to get him to the railing and I wouldnt be shocked if I had a crazed look XD sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 nagkomento…
Nah I didnt look sad. I have a resting asong babae face no matter what emotion Im feeling sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 sinabi …
RIP all my classes from today pasulong tho XD My brain officially went from like 90% checked out, to like 100% checked out for the rest of the school taon when I finished my AP Government test (even tho I still have an AP Econ test on Wednesday XD) Posted sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
wantadog nagkomento…
Awesome. Be lazy time? sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
2ntyoneplts nagkomento…
Lazy is life sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 sinabi …
Honestly, the sheer degree of which I like Stephen Strange is.... STRANGE.

Like I watched the movie, enjoyed it a lot, but he wasnt all too high on my list, but out of no where suddenly Im just as hyped to see him on screen as the long term Marvel paborito of mine - Loki?

And I just get that natural "Hes a favorite" feel, but I dont know exactly why..?

I mean Imma make Wanta watch it and I wanna watch it to analyze and see why I might like him XD But still. Posted sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 nagkomento…
My memory is iffy but maybe I kinda relate to him? Who knows. I know I do have some similarities sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 nagkomento…
I really dont have the ability to be comfortable saying I like a character just cos I like them. I need to be able to know what in specific I like :v sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 sinabi …
You know, if you think about it, being a hero, a famous hero, just honestly isnt fair. Its borderline toxic. At the point that someone becomes a famous hero, the pressure to constantly be the hero and be responsible of helping others and saving the araw just would consume the life of the 'hero'

Sure they are saving people and being great people, but it comes at the cost of their limited existence.

When you think about it like that, you have to pity superheroes Posted sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
wantadog nagkomento…
oh they undeniably have it pretty bad. sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
wantadog nagkomento…
As an idealist, I can assure you gets rough having the pressure to always remain upbeat XD sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
2ntyoneplts nagkomento…
IKR if I was a ‘hero’ I’d probably like idk sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
wantadog sinabi …
I think I adequately fucked with Riku's mind right before she went to sleep. I'm satisfied with that Posted sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
wantadog sinabi …
Why does Faba not have a Flygon? Posted sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 sinabi …
I AM BEING SHAMED FOR HAVING AN ESTIMATE OF 300-450 ENGLISH SONGS PICKED OUT ON THAT LIST.

FIRSTLY, THATS ONLY LIKE THE tuktok OF THEM EACH

SECONDLY, I ADMIT IM A MUSIC JUNKIE, BUT COMPARED TO SOME PEOPLE I KNOW AND ZANHAR, IM A CUTE BABY Posted sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 nagkomento…
THIRDLY, I HAVE AN INSTUMENTAL PLAYLIST PROBABLY 9X LONGER, A JAPANESE PLAYLIST ABOUT THE SAME LENGTH (guessing), AND A KOREAN PLAYLIST THAT IS PROBABLY A BIT SMALLER sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 nagkomento…
THIS IS NOTHING asarol sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 nagkomento…
*cough* My irl mga kaibigan have no place judging me :v sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
wantadog nagkomento…
My USB currently has 225 songs in the English folder. sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 sinabi …
Honestly, people in my school make fun of me for only listening to 'weeb' music, but truth is I probably like madami English songs than most of the people saying that. Im a music junkie. Its just I have so much I like that downloading all of it is overwhelming :v Posted sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
TheLefteris24 nagkomento…
^ #Relatable !!!! sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
wantadog nagkomento…
Music is just really nice. sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
2ntyoneplts nagkomento…
Without this music I don’t know how I would’ve fought this - Lane Boy |-/ sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 sinabi …
Ha. My English teacher had us 'read' like six books in preparation for the AP Exam essay, then I did my mock on Romeo and Juliet (one that wasnt one of the six) and I sinabi Id probably do it on the AP Exam cos I know that one better than I should

She sinabi I shouldnt because its been a while since I read it and since it doesnt cover all the topics that well and should study the other books (not that I even studied R&J) Posted sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 nagkomento…
But fuck that XD Totally wrote my essay on Romeo and Juliet XD I know that piece too well solely cause its famous, cos I read Tybalt two years nakaraan and really liked his character madami than I should have, watched an anime version of the play (which btw, had the plot changed a lot, I recommend the anime), and cos its jsut a good piece to analyze off of since a lot of stories can take a lot of inspiration and similarities off of it sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 nagkomento…
Even one of my side stories has a lot of parallels I didn't really intentionally do sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
TheLefteris24 nagkomento…
^ YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAASSSSSSSSSSSS !!!! sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 sinabi …
Despite never really watching the movie or anything, Ive always been attached to the idea and things themed / inspired from Alice in Wonderland Posted sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
TheLefteris24 nagkomento…
Same honestly. Have always found its whole concept fascinating !!!! sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
2ntyoneplts nagkomento…
Me too! sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 sinabi …
Im sorry Im like.... on a tired high.

I only got 3 hours of sleep for a really busy araw XD

If I say weird stuff, enjoy XD Posted sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
wantadog nagkomento…
TIRED RIKU! DON'T APOLOGIZE! COME OUT FURTHER! DO MORE! sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 nagkomento…
If I talk too much I might start casually talk about murder or shit. Im in a demented tired :v sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
2ntyoneplts nagkomento…
A tired high? Oh so that’s what you call it. That happens to me as well. So excuse any crazy stuff I say... I’m out of it a lot sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
wantadog sinabi …
Seriously Riku needs to stop being all ansty about it and accept my offer to let her stab me with one of her knives. I mean sheesh. It's a flesh wound. MAYBE liver injury at worst. Posted sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 nagkomento…
Keep talking weird shit like that and itll be in the head sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 nagkomento…
jk jk sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 sinabi …
Honestly, I am not going to lie. I am 'crazy' and 'insane'. I used to be even madami so, but honestly even now I still can be. I've gone to the point of naming myself something else. I've talked way too excessively with people in my head, one of which tried to convince me I was a god before I realized I was getting way too off the rocker.

I've thought of excessively sadistic things with no guilt or shame to back it up. Posted sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 nagkomento…
Personally, I strongly accept that part of me. The closer you get to me, the madami creepy and unsettling things you might find my mind causing. But its honestly something I accept of myself. I am definately working out of it since it isn't a GOOD thing to be like this, but its not something Im going to let harm my esteem or hold against myself sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 nagkomento…
I dont disclose too much of specifics of how... off... I can get at times since theres no need for that to spill out onto here, because I always sound like a psycho edgelord and I find that cringey, and because personally I dont like to attribute it to my pangkalahatang character. sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 nagkomento…
But yeah thats just kinda a ramble sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 sinabi …
I want sleep Posted sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
TheLefteris24 nagkomento…
You NEED sleep !!!! sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
wantadog nagkomento…
Sleep? sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
GDragon612 nagkomento…
ya deserve sleep so much sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
wantadog sinabi …
"If that's the case, then you owe it to yourself to pick apart the games you LOVE, not just the ones you hate."

pag-ibig that. Posted sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 sinabi …
Person: Im so stressed out Imma pull out my hair!

Me, a person with Trichotillomania: https://tinyurl.com/y8fvjeqz Posted sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 nagkomento…
Honestly, I'm not the type to be like "OMG YOU ARE MAKING LITTLE OF MY DISORDER" because Trich is pretty poorly covered and that is a common saying, but I still kinda just take a pause whenever I hear it sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 nagkomento…
Cos like... asong babae I doubt you are literally gonna pull out your hair :v Stop appropriating my culture sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 nagkomento…
Jk jk sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 nagkomento…
I just find it funny-ish whenever I hear that line sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
wantadog sinabi …
I text Riku too much. Confirmed. RIP Posted sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
2ntyoneplts nagkomento…
Ha I bet ya do! Y’all are so close! :) sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 sinabi …
*deep breath* *sigh* Honestly, searching for a roommate is a pain in the asno with my family issues and vulnerability issues and just my pangkalahatang trust issues and stuff. Like I know I'll be fine regardless and I'll make mga kaibigan and all just fine. Its just my brain being stupid about it while I'm waiting for a reply combined with how this whole "I cant just get this done with" stuff does not fit with me who likes to get things done with before moving onto the next. Posted sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
2ntyoneplts nagkomento…
Good luck buddy. Try not to listen when you tell yourself stuff like that. You’ll get through it and everything will work out. :). [Wow. Listen to me, little motivationist. I’m trying.] Stay Alive |-/ sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 nagkomento…
Nah, to be honest, the things that concern me are genuine issues I need to keep in check. Some of the issues I have with making irl mga kaibigan are deep rooted with family issues of mine and I actually genuinely do sabotage them myself with how my anxiety and stuff reacts to certain things. Its a work in progress and all and I know Ill get through it XD sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 nagkomento…
Its just a stinkin pain in the asssss sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
2ntyoneplts sinabi …
Hi I’m back! A few days is like a taon when you live here Posted sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 nagkomento…
Welcome back sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 sinabi …
Honestly, Im waiting for madami information on Osoro Shidesu specifically from Yandere Simulator. Cos honestly right now she kinda borders relatable, but there is so little actually ibingiay out on her character.

Im super interested tho. Posted sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
TheLefteris24 nagkomento…
She looks interesting. Has a pretty cool appearance too !!!! sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 sinabi …
So got back from Infinity War.

Not nearly as depressing or sad as like.... 99% of people make it out to be. Maybe its the fact I bathe in tragedy or because I write stories and tragedy as much as I do, but it didnt really hit me too hard.

Also rather predictable if you ask me. Like I wasnt shocked or surprised with anything other than the abrupt ending. Posted sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 nagkomento…
With that being said. I loveeeed the movie. It was great and I honestly like how the first like... half of the movie had my favorites XD Thor, Loki, Dr. Strange, and Guardians of the Galaxy. Just awesome XD sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 nagkomento…
Oh and Stark. Thats the other one. XD tuktok Five Marvel Characters. ((Yes GoG is counted as one imo XD)) sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
TheLefteris24 nagkomento…
Great to know. Looking pasulong to seeing it myself !!!! sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 sinabi …
My dad pissed me off. My dad just wants us to keep breeding my bird and wonders why we arent letting Smokey breed and every time we tell him its not healthy for them, its abusive to make them breeders for money, and that it adds to the problem that most parrots go to shitty homes, he just scoffs.

I called him out at constantly scoffing at it and hes like "You could make money"

So like. Fuck that greedy asno bastard. Posted sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 nagkomento…
Ill stuff that asshole in a cage with a woman and force them to have children for money. See how he fucking likes it. sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 nagkomento…
Not really but still. sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 nagkomento…
I dont HATE him as much as I sound like I do. I just refuse to forgive him or give him any leeway or even truly see him as my dad / family until he gets his behavior straightened a bit and honestly and genuinely makes amends and realizes how shitty of a person he was / still sometimes is sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 sinabi …
Honestly, smart charismatic people are some of the last people you want to trust. They can analyze people way too well, and with charisma, they can pull strings way too well to make things happe-

.... oh shit wait. Posted sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
2ntyoneplts nagkomento…
Lol! sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 sinabi …
Also a walang tiyak na layunin fact

Birds are literally dinosaurs

I raise baby dinosaurs Posted sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 nagkomento…
Also, you doubt it until you hear what baby cockatiels sound like. sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 nagkomento…
link sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 sinabi …
Also walang tiyak na layunin fact about Riku

On an average, I make sure to get at least 30-60 minutos of bird bidyo within each day.

It makes me happy. Posted sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 sinabi …
On another note, as I begin talking of my plans for the future and all, the rate of which my pag-ibig and knowledge on birds began to become well known rapidly sped up

At this point, I can now expect that if I hear any talk of birds between two people and there seems to be disagreement or uncertainty of facts, that within five minutos Ill hear "Hey Riku! You are the bird expert, give us some info on this topic!" across the room Posted sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
2ntyoneplts nagkomento…
It’s expected sa pamamagitan ng now I imagine:) sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 sinabi …
Im just shaking my head here at this argument between two people over Akashi.

One side is arguing "Akashi doesnt care for team work and bringing people together and only cares about winning." The other side is arguing "No, Akashi is all for team work and bring people together. Its one of his strongest characteristics and his main role in his team."

And Im just like.... Neither of you are right or wrong. You are just ignoring an entire half of his character. Posted sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 nagkomento…
Like I dont even know how they just ignore one side or the other. sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 nagkomento…
Honestly I really need to see "The Last Game" since there is a lot madami interaction between Bokushi and Oreshi. sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 sinabi …
GONNA WATCH INFINITY WAR TODAY.

#HYPE Posted sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
BlindBandit92 nagkomento…
It was a great movie. sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
TheLefteris24 nagkomento…
^ #ThanosDemandsYourSilence lol !!!! sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 nagkomento…
Annnd my dad didnt understand me when I sinabi we had to leave early cos itd be busy / sold out XD So going tomorrow! sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 sinabi …
Decided to take the trumpet solo in the Game of Thrones theme for Zeppie cos she seemed happy enough that we were playing it, I figured Id do that in her name as well. Posted sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 sinabi …
Honestly, Im tired as hell despite me constantly sleeping at least an oras or two early most nights.

I am really just a permanently exhausted and tired bun.

I just want a good night to sleep and all.

.... did I not have a weekend to rest or something? I dont really remember 5 days back XD Posted sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
GDragon612 nagkomento…
take care of ya riku =( and try to sleep if ya can , want to see ya healthy sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
TheLefteris24 nagkomento…
^ This, pretty much. Make sure you rest whenever you are able to. Still hyped for #RelaxedRikubun at some point !!!! sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
2ntyoneplts sinabi …
uy this probably sounds really weird but I pag-ibig you guys. Feel free to ignore this if you want. Most people either feel very uncomfortable or just don’t understand.
Stay Alive |-/ Posted sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 nagkomento…
Its cool dood XD sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
nightiee nagkomento…
You too sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
TheLefteris24 nagkomento…
Most people could feel uncomfortable but I doubt that they wouldn't understand. Your feelings are much appreciated. Right back at you !!!! sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 sinabi …
So in my school we have this thing called a Senior Exit Project required to let us graduate and all where we have to present a powerpoint to a panel of teachers about our plans and all

I dont get why everyone is freaking out, trying to memorize it, and some barely passing it.

I did little to no preparation other than setting up the power point and just sa pamamagitan ng talking about what I did for my Job Shadow and why I wanna do what I wanna do, I got a perfect score on the mock Posted sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 nagkomento…
Relax. Talk genuinely and tell them what you feel and mean. Its not that hard. I get the shy introverts struggling with it, but even some of the large known extroverts are stressing out sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
2ntyoneplts nagkomento…
Good job. I bet you’re glad that’s over thou! |-/ sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 sinabi …
Honestly if I watched Madoka Magica again I feel Id relate to Kyoko madami than I did the first time Posted sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
wantadog nagkomento…
I could see you relating a LIL bit to Mai from Ghost Hunt sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
TheLefteris24 nagkomento…
Kyoko has always been one of the Characters that interested me the most in this Series. I am pretty curious about which Character I could mostly relate myself when I finally continue and go even further with this Anime !!!! sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 sinabi …
Yeah honestly though, I am such an extrovert.

Now that Im not a ball of anxiety, depression, angst, and massive distrust, I find that a lot of my goals surround people and having them around me and being a speaker and stuff.

Im not even an ambivert. Im a strict extrovert XD Just a highly selective one at that. Posted sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
TheLefteris24 nagkomento…
link sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
2ntyoneplts nagkomento…
Wow 5hats pretty cool sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
2ntyoneplts nagkomento…
❤️ sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
wantadog sinabi …
Alright Im back. And with an emote of my own. -x- Posted sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
2ntyoneplts nagkomento…
Lol sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
TheLefteris24 nagkomento…
Good to know. Welcome back !!!! sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
GDragon612 nagkomento…
welcome back wanta! sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
sunny
TheLefteris24 sinabi …
Attention everyone! ''Rikubun'' has been added to the listahan of Nicknames available for Riku. I would like to make this Official. Fluffy Rikubun will certainly be referred to as such from now on.

KANPAI !!!! Posted sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
2ntyoneplts nagkomento…
Got it :^; sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
2ntyoneplts nagkomento…
Uh what was that I just did?! sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
TheLefteris24 nagkomento…
^ Are you talking about the Emoji you made? It certainly seems unusual. A Typo, I guess? sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
2ntyoneplts nagkomento…
Yup. Lol sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
2ntyoneplts sinabi …
<3 thanks for the hope Posted sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 nagkomento…
Keep the hope alive. <3 sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
TheLefteris24 nagkomento…
Preach 🙏 !!!! sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
nightiee nagkomento…
Keep the asarol alive sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
2ntyoneplts nagkomento…
Oh Satan! XD sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 sinabi …
I always wanna write but dont have the energy and/or the creative flow XD Posted sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 sinabi …
Gosh Im tired XD Im still good and all tho guys. Posted sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 sinabi …
Sorry about all the trauma talk out here lately XD I usually like to keep things fun and all, but Ive been too busy to be full on obsessed with anything, and dealing with trauma has been one of my largest focuses and goals these days XD

I dont any of you mind but I wanted to put that out there. Posted sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
GDragon612 nagkomento…
don`t say sorry riku we understand it totally sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
TheLefteris24 nagkomento…
^ !!!! sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
BlindBandit92 nagkomento…
riku it's your club. You're entitled to do anything you want. It's a blog of sorts. sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 nagkomento…
XD I know. I just wanted to put it out there sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
sunny
TheLefteris24 sinabi …
Also......

HAIL HYDRA !!!! Posted sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
GDragon612 nagkomento…
xD leftie sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
TheLefteris24 nagkomento…
XD !!!! sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
sunny
TheLefteris24 sinabi …
#PidgeonLivesMatterToo !!!! Posted sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 nagkomento…
#PigeonLivesMatterToo sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
TheLefteris24 nagkomento…
^ Preach !!!! sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 sinabi …
So I asked my therapist out of curiosity and all, and I do have PTSD apparently. Posted sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
TheLefteris24 nagkomento…
I see. It makes a lot of sense when thinking about it !!!! sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
wantadog sinabi …
Just gotta keep urging Riku to shoot someone in broad daylight. Posted sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 nagkomento…
Aye sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 sinabi …
Riku: The Highly Selective Extrovert. Posted sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 nagkomento…
I actually saw that while scrolling Tumblr and I think that paglalarawan fits me VERY well XD sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 nagkomento…
Better than Ambivert tbh XD sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 sinabi …
WOW MY DAD JUST DID THE MOST CARING THING I EVER HEARD HIM DO IN ALL MY CHILDHOOD

HE OFFERED TO GO ON A WALK WITH MY MOM TO GET HER OUT OF THE HOUSE WHEN SHES DISTRESSED COS OF MY SISTER Posted sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 sinabi …
omg

My mom and dad are watching a horror ipakita about where parents go crazy and try to kill their children and my dads like "Its like your husband" Posted sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 nagkomento…
At least we now know hes aware sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
TheLefteris24 nagkomento…
I... Kinda have my concerns about your father watching Horror Shows... sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 nagkomento…
^Eh... hes a child sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 sinabi …
What I planned on doing:
-Get all the last Z Crystals in Pokemon
-Write another piece to my stories
-Write RPs
-Relax
-Play Hitman and other Steam
-Take today off to relax and have fun as I rejected activities to do so

What I got done:
-Six scholarships
-Researched and planned out madami of my college stuff
-Got my Health homework done
-Researched walang tiyak na layunin stuff
-Finished two essays for an application
-Finished everything I can do right now for Davis Posted sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 nagkomento…
I had a super productive day, but Im not satisfied since I barely got anything at all I planned today done XD sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 nagkomento…
I did one post to the RP and like... Kinda took some Flight Rising time but thats not really there either? XD sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 sinabi …
UC Davis: For a chance at a $1000-4000 scholarship, write an essay on your leadership experiences and how it affected you and will continue to help you in the future

Me: *flips through 900 things I could talk about cos leadership has played a major role in my life and Im super thankful for it and very passionate over it* Posted sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 nagkomento…
Dude, Id write a 14 page essay on Leadership for free asong babae sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 nagkomento…
Like I literally might even be dead if I never found myself in a leadership position some how. sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 nagkomento…
PLUS IF THEY ACCEPT ME THEY WILL BRING ME IN FOR AN INTERVIEW AND I LIKE THAT KIND OF STUFF ESPECIALLY IF ITS ON THE TOPIC OF LEADERSHIP sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 sinabi …
Personally, I dont really believe too much in not chasing what I want. Its part of the reason I cant sit and relax too much, but if I determine I want something, I weigh out how badly Im willing to want it, then charge full on ahead.

I make excuses from time to time, but if I cant get something done in the long run, its often capable to blame myself for not taking action. Posted sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 nagkomento…
At least partially blame myself that is. There is a level of rationality to how much one can and cannot control sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 sinabi …
Honestly, I personally wonder where I stand on the trauma scale. I know I probably fit under the "traumatized" title, but I dont really know if I actually fit one of the trauma disorders. Its something Ill probably ask my therapist or psychiatrist about at some point. Posted sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 sinabi …
I'm probably a lot better now. Had a really bad moment related to shitty stuff of the past and all but direclty after a lot of the depression and massive amounts of anxiety withdrew for the most part. Ive been shakey when I wake up for the past few days, but I think Im good so for anyone worried or concerned, I should be fine.

Thank you so much to everyone who watched out for me and helped. Posted sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 nagkomento…
Some part of the whole fiasco with Wanta 'triggered' something I think and it kind of let madami of my really bad mental state thats usually disappears when Im online carried in sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 nagkomento…
Im back to normal I think. And now that I see a massive unprocessed wound, Ill probably take goals to addressing it in my susunod therapy session and individually on my own. sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
TheLefteris24 nagkomento…
It is certainly good to know about the progress that has been made and will continue to do so. For the both of you, I hope. Always here when needed, Riku. We pag-ibig you too !!!! sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 sinabi …
We officially have a baby bird. Posted sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
TheLefteris24 nagkomento…
NOICE! A NEW MEMBER IN THE FLOCK! CONGRATULATIONS, FANPOP'S LOCAL BIRDKEEPER !!!! sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 nagkomento…
We might have two sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
GDragon612 nagkomento…
congrats riku our birdmum =D *throws confetti and open a bottle of chamapaigne*, for the non alcoholics juice xD sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 sinabi …
#StartingTheHitmanSeriesFromTheLastGame Posted sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 sinabi …
Honestly though.

Akashi I am officially going to call my paborito character from now on. He super deserves it. He absolutely does deserve it. Outside of loving the character, he has always been consistently a significant figure in helping me process and work through issues, helping me make the right decision, calming down, self reflecting, etc.

And fun fact, his bidyo can calm down one of my poor mental states so quickly and successfully Posted sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 nagkomento…
That I have this thing on my phone called "Emergency Akashi" since I could be in a really bad mental state and if I recognize it, Akashi bidyo can almost always return that bad mental state to AT LEAST a neutral or calm and managable mental state sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 nagkomento…
Even if his character sucked ass, the fact one fictional item could have helped me so much through my mental health journey and all, it alone is deserving of it sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 sinabi …
Yeah Im doing better now but honestly, I still need to take time to chill. Who knows I might wake up and have another bad time or something. I cant be sure but Imma take it somewhat easy. Posted sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 sinabi …
I apologize if it takes me a bit to get back to being my old energetic and peppy self I like to be on here and usually am.

The kamakailan events through me into a bad loop and pool that might take a while to fully get out of.

Im alright though. I just don't feel in the right place to have the energy and exorbitant positivity I usually do. Its not anything Wanta did or anything Im pretty sure.

Thank you to everyone that has been putting effort into this situation and helping me out. Posted sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Zeppie nagkomento…
Take all the time you need. sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
TheLefteris24 nagkomento…
It is understandable really. Take your time, Riku !!!! sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 nagkomento…
Feeling better ish rn sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 nagkomento…
A little sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 sinabi …
Figuring out which Akashi icon to use when you have so many is hard. Posted sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
TheLefteris24 nagkomento…
Literally every time I want to display a new Icon showcasing favorites of mine. It takes a while !!!! sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 nagkomento…
For me I have to like the icon and have that feeling like my mood at the moment likes the icon either cos it represent it or because it soothes or it just feels fitting at the time sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 nagkomento…
Its liking it and then finding one that I feel is kinda nice at the moment and like the look of how it looks when I post sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
TheLefteris24 nagkomento…
Same here XD Relatabilty is a major factor when I am going to display an Icon. It makes things all the madami harder honestly with such a variety !!!! sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 sinabi …
I can always rely on Akashi and KnB to neutralize shitty mental health crap. Posted sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 sinabi …
walang tiyak na layunin Anxiety: "I want to die."

Me: How about no you over-dramatic sensitive edgelord? Take your damn asno medicine Posted sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 sinabi …
I don't have time this morning to read through the uh... five or six messages since on early start days I always wake up for just barely enough time to work through my regular routine.

But I see there is a lot of misunderstanding the in meaning and intent of the words.

And also, I figured with how often Ive talked about my issues with relationships with other people before addressing it with them to you specifically, that you knew the difference between mine and Zeppie's stance Posted sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 nagkomento…
I dont believe in going directly to the friend if the situation is serious or important enough. Doing that is how you make bad, emotional, and irrational ideas off of current feelings. For major and very important issues, it is best to go to other people for payo and a segundo opinion. Ive always lived sa pamamagitan ng that and only kept my avoidance of following it for Zeppie in specific since she gets majorly hurt sa pamamagitan ng it otherwise. sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 nagkomento…
I wanted to say that one for everyone who reads this. sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
BlindBandit92 nagkomento…
Honestly I might be out of turn. But if something is really important. I wouldn't make an exception. It might seems like I would be a dick or something. But I rather be a dick than let a problem fester with no easy way or solving it. sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
wantadog nagkomento…
Feel free to say your peace as much as you like, Blind. Riku apparently won't talk to me about it for another oras so...*shrug* sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
wantadog sinabi …
Everyone gets all upset when things that aren't directly related to the story in Pokemon games are not post game. I loved sumali Avenue from Black 2 and White 2. I loved where they placed it and found it entirely relevant and helpful Posted sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 sinabi …
You know, one of the shittiest things about mental health, especially as a kid and teenager, is that it steals away your childhood.

A lot of people have good memories of their high school life, they remember the fun with their friends, they remember all the fun risks and activities they did...

But when it comes to mental health, you just kind of have all those times stolen.

I personally realize... As a senior, I'm far too late to regather them

But Ill cherish what I have. Posted sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 nagkomento…
Ill be happy that I have it right now and not let what I have left go to waste because of what I already Nawawala sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 nagkomento…
I do wish I could have my childhood back, heck I wish I could REMEMBER my childhood again, but theres no point in crying over spilt milk. Past is past, its time to accept it and ilipat on. sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 sinabi …
I owe people in my highschool madami credit and appreciation than I give them since I've spent most of my time around them being a reserved, angsty, emotionally-scared child.

Like one of my mga kaibigan from 7th grade... never really opened up at all to him. Apparently I was a huge inspiration and role model for him. We talked a lot but it was really one sided

Or the trumpet brother of mine I'm not dating. He dealt with so much of my stupid jokes and I pag-ibig him. Hes family. Posted sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 nagkomento…
Those two really helped me out even if it was no where near direct. Honestly, they both opened their doors to me if I ever needed to escape my house even though they dont even know the tiniest tip of the iceberg of how horrible my house can and could get sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 nagkomento…
Ill be honest. sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 nagkomento…
For the first time, Ill say it. I will miss them. I will be sad. But its not bad. Its kind of nice. sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 sinabi …
Geesh. Lucy - The Eternity She Wished For is a super sad story

#FeelsBad

#Sad Posted sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 sinabi …
College: Has your dad been physically present in California for at least three years-

Me: Not emotionally present but sure I guess hes been physically present Posted sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 sinabi …
"And squaring numbers are just like women, if they are under thirteen just.. do them in your head" ~ Bo Burnham Posted sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 nagkomento…
Thats actually going to be my clubs new quote sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
TheLefteris24 nagkomento…
True, I suppose !!!! sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 sinabi …
My body is so damn worn out XD

Going to the fitness center for like 45 minutos is always good for when the brain is being stupid. Posted sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
TheLefteris24 nagkomento…
#Relatable !!!! sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
TheLefteris24 nagkomento…
It is great to know Riku. Exercise will do you pretty good !!!! sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 sinabi …
Heres to never having heard your dad ever say the word "love" "care" or "proud" to you in a positive way over the seventeen almost eighteen years of being alive.

Heres to him instead liking to get violent and yelling when anyone even remotely asks for him to say something remotely similar to it

Heres to him getting your therapist to give up after thirty minutos of being asked to compliment you. Posted sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 nagkomento…
At the very least I get "good jobs" here and there for doing good things regarding his money and my money. Its something. sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 sinabi …
TFW you get hit sa pamamagitan ng a sudden wave of mild depression and anxiety and are about to post about it

Then realize you forgot to take your anxiety medication this breakfast and thats probably part of it. Posted sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 sinabi …
Honestly, I dont think I can watch the new season of Supernatural or really much of any of it until I deal with my issues entirely.

It brings back bad flashes of really bad coping mechanisms and mental states I used to way too heavily relate to back when I practically binge watched it.

Sam and Dean are strong members of my relatable character list, but theres a reason for it. Some of those mga panipi hit way too close to tahanan and their dynamic feels too personal. Posted sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 nagkomento…
Like anyone else get that 'flash' feeling in their head when something reminds them of something unpleasant or tempts to bring you back into a nakaraan bad mental state? Like you dont actually fall back to it, but you feel the pull for a segundo in your head and its kinda uncomfortable but not immensely so? sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 nagkomento…
Like a mini panic of a warning? sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 nagkomento…
XD this is just a tanong for anyone XD sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 sinabi …
@Me a taon nakaraan saying "Am I the only one that wonders when my signature would randomly become something fancy? Like adults seem to always have one (parents and all) and some of my classmates have one then theres me thats all like "What is cursive?"

Yes, it did happen. I dont know when but it did Posted sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 sinabi …
Honestly going through my pader for an artikulo is interesting cos firstly, this icon makes all the posts super hilarious and secondly, because Im really realizing how horrifically depressed I was.

Even madami shocking since I actually tried not to post it on here too much and to keep it subtle.

Honestly super concerned for my past self Posted sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 sinabi …
Me: Okay I literally wasted an oras of my time doing the most stupid and wasteful things. Before I can feel comfortable doing osmething slightly unproductive but also not stupid and wasteful, I have to do something fully productive. *groan* Ugh fine Posted sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 nagkomento…
Flights Rising is literally the largest waste of my time but I still do it so much XD sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
wantadog nagkomento…
That's me with whatever walang tiyak na layunin app has my interest for the buwan XD sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 sinabi …
Honestly, I have a weird relationship with change. I hate change coming into my life up until it hits me and there is no return. Cos once I jump straight into it or get run over sa pamamagitan ng whatever change came my way, I just kind of go 100% into it and embrace it to the point I pag-ibig it.

Im someone really happy and comfortable with my natural normal schedule, but Im also someone who likes to take change as an opportunity to massively fix things. So its just interesting. Posted sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 sinabi …
Im officially committed to UC Davis XD

God I have to many massively long trips coming up in the future Posted sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
TheLefteris24 nagkomento…
That is great to know. Wish you all the best Riku. Have a good progress most of all !!!! sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
wantadog sinabi …
Pokemon knew what they were doing when they let you name your rival. Honestly it's the most cathartic release. Posted sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 sinabi …
IM FINALLY tahanan AFTER A 15 oras ROUND TRIP OF DRIVING OVER A LIKE 35 TRIP OVERALL.

IM FINALLY NOT SITTING

...

and Im back at my computer. :) Nice. Posted sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 nagkomento…
Maybe even 16 hours idk XD sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
TheLefteris24 nagkomento…
Welcome back XD !!!! sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 sinabi …
Honestly, being a "leader" is a great feeling and isnt something Id really ever want to give up. I always pag-ibig having a team that I can work with and helping them / maximizing their potentials and getting work done and all.

Plus the respect and ability to influence another person's life positively is always nice. Posted sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 sinabi …
Watching a PS4 gamer try PC Gaming for the first time is hilarious. Posted sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 sinabi …
Currently off in Davis checking out UC Davis today and tomorrow. Took like... an eight oras drive to get here but Im here. Posted sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 sinabi …
link

Please do take and enjoy.

Wanta and I put a lot of work into it XD Posted sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
TheLefteris24 nagkomento…
I certainly did enjoyed it. Well done, to both of you !!!! sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
wantadog sinabi …
Riku confirmed that Professor Oak is a Totem Pokemon in Pokemon Ultra Sun and Ultra Moon and can be unlocked with a sticker. Posted sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 sinabi …
There is something really wonderful about learning about yourself in all ways possible. Looking deep inside yourself and finding all the good, bad, weaknesses, and strengths and accepting them. Its really wonderful to be honest.

I never loved myself madami than when I started doing this.

It hurts like Lucifer's wrath on steroids at first, but the longer and longer you do it... the madami magical and wonderful and secure and confident you feel. Posted sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
TheLefteris24 nagkomento…
It is certainly wonderful recognizing that. As I sinabi before, pretty admirable !!!! sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
TheLefteris24 nagkomento…
Seeing you making those positive remarks alone feels pretty satisfying to me as well :') !!!! sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 sinabi …
God Im tired XD Posted sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 nagkomento…
Being tired honestly isnt good for my mental state Im guessing. Go wonder XD sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 nagkomento…
Im alright tho. Its just amusing the amount of intrusive thoughts Ive been playing baseball with sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 nagkomento…
#StrikeAllThoseHomeruns sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
TheLefteris24 nagkomento…
Relatable XD !!!! sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
wantadog sinabi …
Riku is oppressing me! Posted sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
wantadog sinabi …
Never name your Pokemon after mental issues.

Duskull used Foresight.

Codependance was identified.

Me: "...." Posted sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 nagkomento…
:v sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 sinabi …
Honestly, if I got into Harry Potter, Id probably fall in pag-ibig with Snape. The issue however is that Harry Potter is everywhere. After bituin Wars and Kylo, I fear having two popular series holding characters I pag-ibig Posted sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
BlindBandit92 nagkomento…
You would pag-ibig Snape. Snape would be hands down your favorite. sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 nagkomento…
He currently is from the little, tiny bit I know from the series XD sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
TheLefteris24 nagkomento…
^^ I agree about Snape as well. He certainly is your kind of Character XD !!!! sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 sinabi …
Jeesh. Yuki Kajura is an amazing composer. Pandora Hearts OST, Fate OST, Madoka Magica OST, Sword Art Online OST, Tsubasa Chronicles OST.

Those are all some of my paborito works geesh.

*knows madami anime osts than animes* Posted sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
TheLefteris24 nagkomento…
I have listened to some of them and I agree that there are quite a few amazing Tracks. Pretty interested to check out the rest !!!! sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
BlindBandit92 nagkomento…
You've listened to the fate ost even though you haven't really seen the anime? lol sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
TheLefteris24 nagkomento…
You continue to sin, Riku. Not that I cannot understand that but still lol !!!! sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 sinabi …
I decided and I am committing to it.

I am going to process through my trauma and try to see if I can clear the fog on my memories and bring back, experience, remember, and accept what happened for everything it is.

Its not going to be fun, but I want to be able to pull myself back together before I leave off to college.

Honestly the hard part is though I only get really bad over my trauma when its abruptly brought up. I dont really get connected to it much on command Posted sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 nagkomento…
The thing about trauma though, especially at a young age, is that it steals away a lot of yourself and a lot of your ability to be an entire person. You forget a lot. You loose your history and your past. You loose your childhood. You loose your sense of identity. You become a grandly incomplete person sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 nagkomento…
I really cant be me at my full potential until I work through it fully so as much as I hate it, I want to do the most with my life. sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
TheLefteris24 nagkomento…
That is quite an admirable way to look at things, Riku. Making peace with the past is a major step towards one's Improvement. I too believe you can do it. There is no doubt about that !!!! sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 sinabi …
Honestly one of the things i appreciate the most in mga kaibigan and people close to me are people who have experienced stuggle and can manage and handle it well.

I really appreciate and like that since they usually do good with payo and keeping me under control when Im at my worst. c: Posted sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 nagkomento…
I often, especially in thr past, need people who can handle and keep things in a good perspective while keeping me from doing anything stupid off of stress or anything sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 nagkomento…
Cos I can lack self control at times and have too many demons on my shoulder. Its kinda why I like Lefteris a lot. Hes my "positive echo chamber". Hes full of nice health lines to encourage positive growth. sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
TheLefteris24 nagkomento…
I am all about encouraging one's Growth XD It helps when I feel myself strongly relating with sinabi person. I am always here for you, Riku ^_^ !!!! sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 sinabi …
DUDE. POKEMON GENERATIONS LOOKS SICK.

THEY A ADDRESSED POKEMON BLACK 2 AND WHITE 2 SCENE SO NICE.

IMMA WATCH IT. Posted sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
wantadog sinabi …
Wantadog's depressing introspective about Love.

pag-ibig is nice when you think of it like "Oh two people who were meant for each other" but sadly the case is that when they say true pag-ibig is one in a million, they mean it. 90% of relationships are not true love. 90% of marriages are not true love. 90% of true pag-ibig CASES are NOT true love. Odds are no one here has even seen "true love" in action. Posted sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
wantadog nagkomento…
"Love is not equal" sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
wantadog nagkomento…
I won't dismiss someone else's relationship, but my statement on the main post holds true. sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
TheLefteris24 nagkomento…
^ I'll have to agree with it !!!! sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
wantadog sinabi …
Three cheers for depressing yourself sa pamamagitan ng asking for the impossible Posted sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 sinabi …
Also, Im a really strong advocate for taking medication for mental health issues, especially when it starts to get too extreme.

Taking medication for anxiety, no matter how much actually thinking about taking it gave me madami anxiety, was probably one of the best decisions of my life

It lowered how bad my anxiety got to a manageable level. Posted sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 nagkomento…
Personally before I got it, I got the horrible feeling like I was going to kill my real self off. It felt like a half assed indirect suicide. sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 nagkomento…
I actually got super suicidal over it I think. But it really helped in the long run. sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 nagkomento…
I mean I was already suicidal during that time, thats why my therapist was like "You really need to see a psychiatrist and get medication", but it made it worse sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 nagkomento…
Ive been on medication for like.... ten months I think now. Its been helpful without a doubt sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 sinabi …
Its interesting how Psychosis and Dissociation are commonly seen talked about in the same areas. They are strictly different, but I can see where a lot of the similarities come in play.

Psychosis is a break away from reality, dissociation is a cut off from reality. Posted sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 nagkomento…
Baujel is such a wonderful character sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 nagkomento…
The only issue I have to be honest with Pagsulat his character is that I sa pamamagitan ng no means depict him sa pamamagitan ng his actual age XD There is no way a kid would act this way at his age XD sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 nagkomento…
But sh.. this isnt a formal Pagsulat peace. I dont have to be that realistic. Its just hobby Pagsulat and its a side story to depict things. Maybe Im Pagsulat it how he remembers it so it comes out as madami mature since people have trouble fully making themselves as immature as they were when they think back to their past experiences :v sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 sinabi …
tfw you have symptoms of a large portion of mental health issues but write a character whose main issue is the ONE you dont so you gotta research :v Posted sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 sinabi …
Okay I decided. I will pag-ibig Lusamine begrudgingly Posted sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
TheLefteris24 nagkomento…
Riku: I hate you... But I pag-ibig you... But I hate you !!!! sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 nagkomento…
Accurate sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas
Riku114 sinabi …
But for people that struggle to realize the difference between "OCD" ins a colloquial sense and OCD in a literal diagnosis sense, the single phrase of "If I dont do _____, then ________ will happen / ____ might happen" paired with genuine anxiety if the latter statement occurs to the point it locks you into doing the first statement. Posted sa loob ng isang taon na ang nakalipas