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Sevaiza said:
Yes.My mga kaibigan know my fixation about Severus Snape.And when one of my best mga kaibigan came to know about it,she reacted violently,she sinabi that I'm no longer the kind of person she knew and she asked me if I know what I'm talking about,if I'm aware of what I'm saying,and when I sinabi yes,and that I'm not joking,she asked me if I'm drunk!Of course she's my friend and I understand her concern for me but I was hurt.I want to cry at that moment but I resist,I forced myself not to because i want to know the reason why she hated the idea of me,being attracted to Snape.So I asked her why,and she sinabi that Snape is a bad guy,he's a villain,he's evil,dark and not good for me.Well,after I heared her reason,I sighed in relief because it's just a misunderstanding,she thought that Snape was evil,and sha's obviously wrong so,i told her all about Snape's past,about him,being a double spy,his pag-ibig for Lily and everything....And fortunately,she now understand.She's now supporting me and I'm glad for it.You know,me and my mga kaibigan have a lot in common,we have crushes on fictional characters like me,of course,in Snape,one of them has a crush on Draco,and the other one for Jacob Black in Twilight.But in my case,it's different,it's madami serious,it's not just crush,and it's not an infatuation,I'm obsessed with him and I'm not sure if it's pag-ibig but for now,I think pag-ibig is the most appropriate word to use,my feelings for him is very different compared to my nakaraan crushes crushes.I'm not really an expressive person but because of him,I turned to be.And how many times do I have to tell you guys,that he's madami than twice my age?There are many guys there that's in my age,young,cute,teenagers like me.But I was gripped sa pamamagitan ng him,it's only him and no one else and oh,I'm so sorry,I'm talking nonstop so,where was I again? Yes,my mga kaibigan know about it but there's still some parts of it that they won't understand.and my family,they know that I'm obsessed in Harry Potter and my father supports me with this and they just recently know that I have a crush on Snape but all they know is that it's just a crush,nothing serious and maybe they were thinking that I'm only half joking,well I was,at first,when I was just somewhere between 12 to 14...So,that's it.
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