I poured myself one last glass and then that was it. The liquor was going to be gone soon and then there would be nothing madami to stand between me and my decision. I lifted the glass up to my eyes and stared at the content. This small glass of whiskey was the only thing keeping me human, which was funny in a way because alcohol usually turns people into animals, figuratively speaking.
I had promised myself that when the bottle was done I was going to say yes. I was going to let Michael in.
I let out a sigh and put the glass down on the mesa again. My eyes scanned the room and took it all in. The ugly green color of the walls, the little mesa in front of the mirror, the two beds with those hideous bedspreads and the only thing I had contributed with, a dent on the bedspreads where my cardboard box had been. A cardboard box, where my most valuable and important things lay; my paborito leather jacket, my paborito gun, the keys to my baby and something not that valuable but important nonetheless; a letter telling everyone I loved goodbye. It was now on its way to Sioux Falls in South Dakota.
I wondered what Bobby would say about me giving up. How he’d react when he found out that Michael jumped my bones. He’d be furious and use the word “Idjit” madami times than anyone can count.
Cas would probably stand quietly in a corner, or he’d just vanish into thin air as usual. Or maybe he’d surprise me. When I thought of it, I had no idea how Castiel would react especially after seeing him drunk. That was something I’d never thought I would see, it was like the eighth wonder of the world, a drunken angel.
And Sam… I pushed the thought away. If I started imagining Sam’s reaction I’d end up backing out and going straight to South Dakota to assure him that everything was okay, that we’d find another way, but I’d be lying. I knew there was no other way and I hoped eventually he’d see it to. I just hoped that he wouldn’t do anything stupid in the meantime.
My gaze travelled back to the glass in front of me.
“Screw it”, I sinabi aloud and then I emptied it.
I heard the swooshing sound of wings behind me and then a voice that said: “Hello Dean. It’s nice to see you again so soon.” I spun around and found myself face to face with… my brother. Well, half-brother is the correct term.
“Adam?” Even though I knew it wasn’t I had to ask.
“Dean, I thought you were smarter than that. You just called me here. I think you wanted to answer a tanong of mine”, came Michael’s words from Adams mouth.
“How… What…” I couldn’t form a sentence. This was too much to progress. I took a deep breath and tried again. “Why are you possessing Adam? How can you even possess Adam?”
“Like I sinabi the last time we met, it runs in your fathers’ blood, your blood and also in Adams’. But you’re my true vessel, Dean.”
“What is this? A ‘Ride as many Winchesters you can’ competition? You know my car’s in Cicero if you want to take it out for a test-drive to!”
“I resurrected him…”
“Yeah, I can see that!” I was losing my temper. Not only did he possess my half-brother, he was also ipinapakita me what I would be like when I sinabi yes. Michael sighed and shook his head.
“I resurrected him so that I could talk to you. Since you clearly don’t speak Enochian I thought it would be madami polite to talk to you in this form.”
“Wow, thanks for caring! What the hell do you wanna talk about except you wearing my meatsuit?”
“I figured you wanted to assure some people’s safety first? Or am I wrong?” I was stunned. This was not what I had expected from the archangel. Maybe he wasn’t so bad after all, but that didn’t really change anything.
“No, of course I have conditions. Lisa and her son Ben, they live in…”
“I know who they are Dean. There will be someone to watch over them. Anyone else?”
“Bobby, you give him his legs back.” I hoped that would make up for saying yes, if he got his legs back maybe he would be a little happier.
Michael snapped his fingers. “Done”, he said.
“I don’t want anything to happen to Cas. I know he’s rebelled and all but…” Michael held up a hand to stop me.
“When we’ve won the APB will be gone”, he assured me. This angel certainly knew which century he was in.
“Great. I also want you to look after Sam and…”
“No, sorry”, Michael interrupted me. I blinked.
“What the hell do you mean sa pamamagitan ng that?”
“I mean that I’m not doing anything for Sam”, he told me matter-of-factly. I couldn’t believe this dude. The guy was a douche!
“And why the hell not?” was all I could ask.
“Would you stop swearing? It’s not good for you.” If looks could kill he would already be on the floor in a pile of ash made of holy oil and fried archangel.
“Why can’t you do anything for Sam?” I asked through clenched teeth. Michael looked into my eyes and held my gaze.
“Because your brother is not your brother anymore. He sinabi yes to Lucifer.” I felt nauseous and black spots started dancing in front of my eyes. When the world started tilting I sat down on one of the beds. Michael had started talking again but I couldn’t make out the words. My ears were ringing and it felt as if I was going to puke at any minute. I just couldn’t understand why he would have done it. I had only been gone for about a day. What could possibly have happened in twelve? Maybe he’d ibingiay up, just as I had? There was no way of knowing. The ringing in my ears decreased and I could hear what Michael was saying again.
“…matter? It has to be done. I am also killing my brother, so we’re in the same bangka you and I.”
“No, I won’t do it. You can go back to heaven and tell your brothers that you Nawawala because I am not killing my brother!”
When Michael spoke again his voice had a hint of anger in it his eyes had gone dark.
“If you say no to me I won’t return to heaven Dean. Even though you are my true vessel I think I’ll manage to go up against Lucifer using this body. I’m just bummed that I won’t win the ‘Ride a Winchester competition’.” The smile that spread across his face was cunning. I wanted to matunog na halik it from his face.
sa pamamagitan ng choosing Adam as his vessel he had made a backup plan. He knew that I wouldn’t let someone else take the hit for me, especially family. There was no way out of this and I knew what I had to do. Michael saw the answer in my eyes and gave me a brilliant smile.
“So shall we get this ipakita on the road?” was all he said.
I glanced at the clock on the bedside table. It showed 11: 47.
11:47 was the last time I was Dean Winchester.
It was the last time Dean Winchester was human.
“Yes.”
I'm not sure when the susunod part will be up, but it will take some time so don't expect it too soon! :)
THIS IS DEDICATED TO YOU ANJ! pag-ibig YOU! :D <3
I had promised myself that when the bottle was done I was going to say yes. I was going to let Michael in.
I let out a sigh and put the glass down on the mesa again. My eyes scanned the room and took it all in. The ugly green color of the walls, the little mesa in front of the mirror, the two beds with those hideous bedspreads and the only thing I had contributed with, a dent on the bedspreads where my cardboard box had been. A cardboard box, where my most valuable and important things lay; my paborito leather jacket, my paborito gun, the keys to my baby and something not that valuable but important nonetheless; a letter telling everyone I loved goodbye. It was now on its way to Sioux Falls in South Dakota.
I wondered what Bobby would say about me giving up. How he’d react when he found out that Michael jumped my bones. He’d be furious and use the word “Idjit” madami times than anyone can count.
Cas would probably stand quietly in a corner, or he’d just vanish into thin air as usual. Or maybe he’d surprise me. When I thought of it, I had no idea how Castiel would react especially after seeing him drunk. That was something I’d never thought I would see, it was like the eighth wonder of the world, a drunken angel.
And Sam… I pushed the thought away. If I started imagining Sam’s reaction I’d end up backing out and going straight to South Dakota to assure him that everything was okay, that we’d find another way, but I’d be lying. I knew there was no other way and I hoped eventually he’d see it to. I just hoped that he wouldn’t do anything stupid in the meantime.
My gaze travelled back to the glass in front of me.
“Screw it”, I sinabi aloud and then I emptied it.
I heard the swooshing sound of wings behind me and then a voice that said: “Hello Dean. It’s nice to see you again so soon.” I spun around and found myself face to face with… my brother. Well, half-brother is the correct term.
“Adam?” Even though I knew it wasn’t I had to ask.
“Dean, I thought you were smarter than that. You just called me here. I think you wanted to answer a tanong of mine”, came Michael’s words from Adams mouth.
“How… What…” I couldn’t form a sentence. This was too much to progress. I took a deep breath and tried again. “Why are you possessing Adam? How can you even possess Adam?”
“Like I sinabi the last time we met, it runs in your fathers’ blood, your blood and also in Adams’. But you’re my true vessel, Dean.”
“What is this? A ‘Ride as many Winchesters you can’ competition? You know my car’s in Cicero if you want to take it out for a test-drive to!”
“I resurrected him…”
“Yeah, I can see that!” I was losing my temper. Not only did he possess my half-brother, he was also ipinapakita me what I would be like when I sinabi yes. Michael sighed and shook his head.
“I resurrected him so that I could talk to you. Since you clearly don’t speak Enochian I thought it would be madami polite to talk to you in this form.”
“Wow, thanks for caring! What the hell do you wanna talk about except you wearing my meatsuit?”
“I figured you wanted to assure some people’s safety first? Or am I wrong?” I was stunned. This was not what I had expected from the archangel. Maybe he wasn’t so bad after all, but that didn’t really change anything.
“No, of course I have conditions. Lisa and her son Ben, they live in…”
“I know who they are Dean. There will be someone to watch over them. Anyone else?”
“Bobby, you give him his legs back.” I hoped that would make up for saying yes, if he got his legs back maybe he would be a little happier.
Michael snapped his fingers. “Done”, he said.
“I don’t want anything to happen to Cas. I know he’s rebelled and all but…” Michael held up a hand to stop me.
“When we’ve won the APB will be gone”, he assured me. This angel certainly knew which century he was in.
“Great. I also want you to look after Sam and…”
“No, sorry”, Michael interrupted me. I blinked.
“What the hell do you mean sa pamamagitan ng that?”
“I mean that I’m not doing anything for Sam”, he told me matter-of-factly. I couldn’t believe this dude. The guy was a douche!
“And why the hell not?” was all I could ask.
“Would you stop swearing? It’s not good for you.” If looks could kill he would already be on the floor in a pile of ash made of holy oil and fried archangel.
“Why can’t you do anything for Sam?” I asked through clenched teeth. Michael looked into my eyes and held my gaze.
“Because your brother is not your brother anymore. He sinabi yes to Lucifer.” I felt nauseous and black spots started dancing in front of my eyes. When the world started tilting I sat down on one of the beds. Michael had started talking again but I couldn’t make out the words. My ears were ringing and it felt as if I was going to puke at any minute. I just couldn’t understand why he would have done it. I had only been gone for about a day. What could possibly have happened in twelve? Maybe he’d ibingiay up, just as I had? There was no way of knowing. The ringing in my ears decreased and I could hear what Michael was saying again.
“…matter? It has to be done. I am also killing my brother, so we’re in the same bangka you and I.”
“No, I won’t do it. You can go back to heaven and tell your brothers that you Nawawala because I am not killing my brother!”
When Michael spoke again his voice had a hint of anger in it his eyes had gone dark.
“If you say no to me I won’t return to heaven Dean. Even though you are my true vessel I think I’ll manage to go up against Lucifer using this body. I’m just bummed that I won’t win the ‘Ride a Winchester competition’.” The smile that spread across his face was cunning. I wanted to matunog na halik it from his face.
sa pamamagitan ng choosing Adam as his vessel he had made a backup plan. He knew that I wouldn’t let someone else take the hit for me, especially family. There was no way out of this and I knew what I had to do. Michael saw the answer in my eyes and gave me a brilliant smile.
“So shall we get this ipakita on the road?” was all he said.
I glanced at the clock on the bedside table. It showed 11: 47.
11:47 was the last time I was Dean Winchester.
It was the last time Dean Winchester was human.
“Yes.”
I'm not sure when the susunod part will be up, but it will take some time so don't expect it too soon! :)
THIS IS DEDICATED TO YOU ANJ! pag-ibig YOU! :D <3
