I don't understand...
why I hate
why I lie
why I trust
why I try
why I cry
But most of all...
why we fight
why kill
why we hate
What I understand most is...
why I stay sa pamamagitan ng myself
why I can no longer feel
why I'm now numb to what happens
why I won't ipakita my pain
why I can't not write
Just Because I lie...
doesn't mean I don't cry
don't think I don't try
still count me as here
Just because I lie...
I still try
I don't even know I do it
I still wanna be here
Just because I lie...
I can still trust
I still have a heart
I still have dreams
Just because I lie~don't think I do it on purpose, don't think I haven't tried to stop.
why I hate
why I lie
why I trust
why I try
why I cry
But most of all...
why we fight
why kill
why we hate
What I understand most is...
why I stay sa pamamagitan ng myself
why I can no longer feel
why I'm now numb to what happens
why I won't ipakita my pain
why I can't not write
Just Because I lie...
doesn't mean I don't cry
don't think I don't try
still count me as here
Just because I lie...
I still try
I don't even know I do it
I still wanna be here
Just because I lie...
I can still trust
I still have a heart
I still have dreams
Just because I lie~don't think I do it on purpose, don't think I haven't tried to stop.
~Life After Death?~
is it possible to live after death?
I guess so...
memories never truly die
but will anyone remember...
such an insignificant speck?
~Anyone Care?~
Does anyone care?
Truthfully...
probably not
even if they say they do...
people don't always...
mean what they say
~Love Struck~
Love
Adoring, smiling, electric
my heart
quickly
fell
to the floor
~Black~
Makes me think of night
with no stars, no moon in sight
in the emptiness of space
~Hate~
Boiling, Jumping, Pounding
restless in the heart
of me
is it possible to live after death?
I guess so...
memories never truly die
but will anyone remember...
such an insignificant speck?
~Anyone Care?~
Does anyone care?
Truthfully...
probably not
even if they say they do...
people don't always...
mean what they say
~Love Struck~
Love
Adoring, smiling, electric
my heart
quickly
fell
to the floor
~Black~
Makes me think of night
with no stars, no moon in sight
in the emptiness of space
~Hate~
Boiling, Jumping, Pounding
restless in the heart
of me
hope, for me, is a place uncharted
and extremely over grown.
the world, it has chilled me,
nagyelo my very soul.
my little hope bird, it is gone
forbidden and forewarned.
all my faith and trust,
it flew away in the storm.
the fire, it can not warm me,
i do not feel the cold,
the sun doesn't shine,
my puso is numb.
and this is why,
my hope bird has died.
because the world has chilled me,
my puso can not ache,
nor can it brake.
the lie of a life
I'm suppose to live,
but, no one can give
an explanation.
so i ask, Why?
why do we need
to belong in a group?
why can't i be me?
so this is why
hope for me is a place uncharted,
and my hope bird is gone.
i hope you understand...
and extremely over grown.
the world, it has chilled me,
nagyelo my very soul.
my little hope bird, it is gone
forbidden and forewarned.
all my faith and trust,
it flew away in the storm.
the fire, it can not warm me,
i do not feel the cold,
the sun doesn't shine,
my puso is numb.
and this is why,
my hope bird has died.
because the world has chilled me,
my puso can not ache,
nor can it brake.
the lie of a life
I'm suppose to live,
but, no one can give
an explanation.
so i ask, Why?
why do we need
to belong in a group?
why can't i be me?
so this is why
hope for me is a place uncharted,
and my hope bird is gone.
i hope you understand...
(Chours)
red sky when u say goodbye
red sky makes me cry forever
red sky when i feel the pain
red sky makes me see...no...end
red sky when u say goodbye
red sky seems 2 last forever
red sky when u feel no pain
red sky when u said...the...end
i can't help this conection i feel
i thought u felt it 2
i guess i let my puso get the best of me
i guess i was wrong...
when i believed it when u sinabi u felt it 2
u sinabi it'd last forever
but forever's come and gone.
i guess it has an end i didn't know about...
but my pain will last forever because...
(Chours)
i thought u sinabi u loved me...
with every single kiss...
i thought we came closer
a happiness and bliss.
but then u went away
u left me standing in the rain
tear that never dry
everyday i'll cry
maybe u can follow the river back
it's a pain that just won't ever....see...an....end
(Chours X2)
red sky when u say goodbye
red sky makes me cry forever
red sky when i feel the pain
red sky makes me see...no...end
red sky when u say goodbye
red sky seems 2 last forever
red sky when u feel no pain
red sky when u said...the...end
i can't help this conection i feel
i thought u felt it 2
i guess i let my puso get the best of me
i guess i was wrong...
when i believed it when u sinabi u felt it 2
u sinabi it'd last forever
but forever's come and gone.
i guess it has an end i didn't know about...
but my pain will last forever because...
(Chours)
i thought u sinabi u loved me...
with every single kiss...
i thought we came closer
a happiness and bliss.
but then u went away
u left me standing in the rain
tear that never dry
everyday i'll cry
maybe u can follow the river back
it's a pain that just won't ever....see...an....end
(Chours X2)
I believe in the power of love
the influence of music
the fact that words can't hurt you
the evil we all poses
the fact that some things won't stop, even if they should;
war, fighting, killing
but the pantasiya that pag-ibig always will come isn't true.
I believe in the strength of hate
I believe in the light at the end
I believe in a life after death
Memories, flowers, smiles
and I believe in the fact that no one can set you free...they can only help
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the headstone says
the fresh bulaklak bloom
the still and silence
lose and loneliness
words on my tongue
"another soldier is gone forever"
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
nothingness
fear in the air
screams of Nawawala souls, wings always beating
heat of the flames melting me
the hate and mapait loneliness
I'm in Hell
the influence of music
the fact that words can't hurt you
the evil we all poses
the fact that some things won't stop, even if they should;
war, fighting, killing
but the pantasiya that pag-ibig always will come isn't true.
I believe in the strength of hate
I believe in the light at the end
I believe in a life after death
Memories, flowers, smiles
and I believe in the fact that no one can set you free...they can only help
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
the headstone says
the fresh bulaklak bloom
the still and silence
lose and loneliness
words on my tongue
"another soldier is gone forever"
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
nothingness
fear in the air
screams of Nawawala souls, wings always beating
heat of the flames melting me
the hate and mapait loneliness
I'm in Hell