So i was watching a youtube vid of this white guy telling his story of how him and his (black) gf met.i saw these horrible comments that hurt me so bad(see pic one).After all thses years this kind of stuff is still going on.Before i ever petsa a white guy,yes i will/do ask myself,will his parents approve?no i dont care what his mga kaibigan and everyone else thinks,but the parents,yes.its a scary.But i think its scarier(i think)for a black guy,b/c i mean c'mon,do i have to explain?

I always get asked "why do you like white guys?" "who do you like more?",its annoying.Its hard for me to find a white guy,thats my type.Anyways one araw a friend came up to me and we were talking and he said"yeah but if we dated my dad would not approve"he likes black girls,but cant petsa them b/c his father wont approve.thats horrible.Suddenly im notcing alot madami black girls starting to like white guys.in todays time were surrounded by,hannah montana,the jonas brothers,justin bieber,you get my point,THEIR WHITE,meaning my little cousin is going to like them madami than she'll ever like,idk,Usher(for ex).Its what the generation is seeing.its fucking 2010.its not the 30's anymore.

But then again alot of black guys are not as happy as the white ppl(not all).They feel as they have tried to become as successful as possible for no reason,b/c black women are starting to petsa black men(see pic two).i see there point,but you cant get mad.Then alot of my white mga kaibigan sleep around and go out w/black guys,b/c i quote"i dont like white guys".so if they can go out and make mixed mga sanggol and go out w/ black guys,why cant i and other black women or any other race petsa a white guy.its not fair if you ask me.idk,then ppl get mad at me saying racist towards my own race b/c i dont petsa black guys.*sighs*.

who knows about my future?i dont even know.i just really wish the world wasnt like this. i wish (some)white ppl didnt act like there better than me and my mom,knowing were making way madami money than them(b/c they think we live in the "ghetto"),i wish i could petsa a white w/out getting critzied from his parents and blacks who think im going agaisnt there race.i mean ppl are pagganap like interracial dating is like gay/lesbians.ok im done,thank you for reading.