I always thought I would die trying doing something reckless and stupid, I kind of new it actually...I just didn't think it would happen quite like this.
I slipped further and further yet beneath the surface, the water was cold...merciless...relentless. Suffocating.
I thought about it.
About my family--a mother who'd already Nawawala her husband and a little sister just shy of 6 years. About my friends--Mandy, (she was an odd one alright, claimed I was the only one who cared for her) Hidie, Beth, and Lara (she helped me embark on my reckless missions). About my boyfriend, pretty sure on 3 buwan anniversary...