bella's pov
i quickly felt asleep when we arrive tahanan
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i was in the woods
i was wearing my paborito dress it was a white cotton dress i wasn't wearing any shoes and my hair was free the sun make it look like it had red in it and the wind make it ilipat ......
this was my happy place
then i saw that edward was standing sa pamamagitan ng a puno in the shadows
i run towards him and he open his arms
i jump and hug him tightly he hugg me sa pamamagitan ng the waist also tighlty and sigh happily
"i pag-ibig you edward" i sinabi he smile brightly at me
he ilipat clser until our lips touch when our lips touch i suddenly felt uncomfortable his lips felt hard and harsh i pull away confuse this halik reminded me of..
when i look at edwards face i realize it wasn't edward anymore it was james i yelled in horror but he continue to halik me
i wake up gasping and cover in sweat
it was just a dream ... i told myself
but i was too scare to sleep and dream of james halik well attack again so i hop out of my kama to open my window it was still night probably 2 am
i walk out to my balcony and decieded that i would go to the garden ...but then i realize my mother would find out i was in the garden if my night toga got filled with dirt i sigh
wait i could used my white cotton dress i used this morning it was already dirty i happily change
then i walk quietly down the stairs to the garden
i went to my paborito spot at the garden it was the part of the white mga rosas and in the middle of it there was a beautiful fountain
i sat on the edge of the fountain and play with the water
i heard some bushes ilipat i look at them scare
"who is there" my voice shook i was terrify what if it was james or my mother ...
i heard i chucled i would recongnized that chucled everywhere
i felt silly but i sinabi "edward?"
edward step out of the bushes he look a little bit embarased as when i little kid is caught doing something he isn't suppose to do
i laugh at his face
he stay there and i run and hugg him
"i miss you" i sinabi happily
edward laugh and sinabi "me too Bella madami than you imagine"
i look down embarassed i really just known edward what 1 araw nakaraan and i was already pagganap and felling like this.... this wasn't like me but
i look at edwards eyes he took my hand and pull me the fountain i sat besied him
"Bella i have to confess something to you ..." he sinabi and then his forehead wrinkle
"well i have 3 things to confess to you but 1 thing i can't never tell you because i pag-ibig you too much and if i tell you , you would ran away from me and am too selfish to allowed that am sorry of that Bella but you could run away from me now "
he talk really fast i concentrate to get it all
he sigh heavily and took both my hands in his
"it all started....."
i quickly felt asleep when we arrive tahanan
***
i was in the woods
i was wearing my paborito dress it was a white cotton dress i wasn't wearing any shoes and my hair was free the sun make it look like it had red in it and the wind make it ilipat ......
this was my happy place
then i saw that edward was standing sa pamamagitan ng a puno in the shadows
i run towards him and he open his arms
i jump and hug him tightly he hugg me sa pamamagitan ng the waist also tighlty and sigh happily
"i pag-ibig you edward" i sinabi he smile brightly at me
he ilipat clser until our lips touch when our lips touch i suddenly felt uncomfortable his lips felt hard and harsh i pull away confuse this halik reminded me of..
when i look at edwards face i realize it wasn't edward anymore it was james i yelled in horror but he continue to halik me
i wake up gasping and cover in sweat
it was just a dream ... i told myself
but i was too scare to sleep and dream of james halik well attack again so i hop out of my kama to open my window it was still night probably 2 am
i walk out to my balcony and decieded that i would go to the garden ...but then i realize my mother would find out i was in the garden if my night toga got filled with dirt i sigh
wait i could used my white cotton dress i used this morning it was already dirty i happily change
then i walk quietly down the stairs to the garden
i went to my paborito spot at the garden it was the part of the white mga rosas and in the middle of it there was a beautiful fountain
i sat on the edge of the fountain and play with the water
i heard some bushes ilipat i look at them scare
"who is there" my voice shook i was terrify what if it was james or my mother ...
i heard i chucled i would recongnized that chucled everywhere
i felt silly but i sinabi "edward?"
edward step out of the bushes he look a little bit embarased as when i little kid is caught doing something he isn't suppose to do
i laugh at his face
he stay there and i run and hugg him
"i miss you" i sinabi happily
edward laugh and sinabi "me too Bella madami than you imagine"
i look down embarassed i really just known edward what 1 araw nakaraan and i was already pagganap and felling like this.... this wasn't like me but
i look at edwards eyes he took my hand and pull me the fountain i sat besied him
"Bella i have to confess something to you ..." he sinabi and then his forehead wrinkle
"well i have 3 things to confess to you but 1 thing i can't never tell you because i pag-ibig you too much and if i tell you , you would ran away from me and am too selfish to allowed that am sorry of that Bella but you could run away from me now "
he talk really fast i concentrate to get it all
he sigh heavily and took both my hands in his
"it all started....."
As I was going tahanan I suddenly was hit sa pamamagitan ng the reality that I really was going to be a mother... a mom at last.
A mother wow... I thought to myself. I'm going to be responsible for someone. I shook that thought out of my head quickly, since I had always been a clutz like my mom. I mean what if I accidently hurt my unborn baby, I thought to myself before quickly shaking that thought off too.
It was 6 a.m. and I had just awoken to discover Jacob sitting at the foot of my bed. Jacob... I began- I need to tell you something I'm...I'm... Pregnant. "Thats great", he replied to me reaching up to stroke my growing stomach. "How far along are you?", he asks me. "I'm 3 months now Jake but... the baby's not yours.", I tell him... he slaps me and gathers all his things and bolts out the door leaving me to face reality i]alone.[/i]
A mother wow... I thought to myself. I'm going to be responsible for someone. I shook that thought out of my head quickly, since I had always been a clutz like my mom. I mean what if I accidently hurt my unborn baby, I thought to myself before quickly shaking that thought off too.
It was 6 a.m. and I had just awoken to discover Jacob sitting at the foot of my bed. Jacob... I began- I need to tell you something I'm...I'm... Pregnant. "Thats great", he replied to me reaching up to stroke my growing stomach. "How far along are you?", he asks me. "I'm 3 months now Jake but... the baby's not yours.", I tell him... he slaps me and gathers all his things and bolts out the door leaving me to face reality i]alone.[/i]