I woke up gasping my lungs on apoy and feeling as if bricks were in my chest preventing me from btreathing properly i felt cold sweat run down my forehead into my eyes making my vision blurry i took a long shivery gasp and started breathing short sharp and shaky breaths i looked at the clock 3:15am. I clutched onto my charm kuwintas and kissed it softly rubbing each charm softly with my thumb.I then noticed the puwang susunod to me was empty but i noticed a small note i grabbed it with a pale hand and read
Scar, Im sorry for leaving my family was going hunting i havent had blood in months, needed the pamawing-gutom and dont worry youll be fine,You talk in your sleep, ill be tahanan shortly
With Love, Edward
i crumpled up the note and threw it at the pader and scram loudly i felt the monster inside me swell up the monster filled with jelousy fear and extreme anger.
i scram even louder at the tuktok of my lungs and kicked the sheets and pillows of my bed.
my thoughts were scrambled my impulses taking over me,i tended to do that, i though fiercly Why, why cant he change me why cant he just bite me and get it over me, my soul will be fine! i scram louder and got up thoughts running fast in my head like a summer breeze. but one thought stood out "Scarlet, your going to the forest find edward and tell him loudly and clearly 'if you dont change me....ill find someone who will'
Scar, Im sorry for leaving my family was going hunting i havent had blood in months, needed the pamawing-gutom and dont worry youll be fine,You talk in your sleep, ill be tahanan shortly
With Love, Edward
i crumpled up the note and threw it at the pader and scram loudly i felt the monster inside me swell up the monster filled with jelousy fear and extreme anger.
i scram even louder at the tuktok of my lungs and kicked the sheets and pillows of my bed.
my thoughts were scrambled my impulses taking over me,i tended to do that, i though fiercly Why, why cant he change me why cant he just bite me and get it over me, my soul will be fine! i scram louder and got up thoughts running fast in my head like a summer breeze. but one thought stood out "Scarlet, your going to the forest find edward and tell him loudly and clearly 'if you dont change me....ill find someone who will'
Blood!
alone in the dark i cannot breathe
where is my puso its locked inside of me
somewhere i cant go on.im scared yeah i feel all alone
where did you go my only love
yes time moves on without me.
im not as strong as you want me to be
you tell me you dont want me
and that you must leave.
oh i fall on my knees
yeah i i cannot breathe
was it not enough to want you
forever and a day
i am sorry that you feel that way.
for i will pag-ibig you yeah till the end of time.
even then i will.in my world you will still be mine.
ive cried myself out .im numb of the pain
null and void practicaly insane
yeah i hear voices all the time
only yours my pag-ibig and only in my mind
can you hear me screaming out to you
i pag-ibig you forever i will be here waiting for you
where is my puso its locked inside of me
somewhere i cant go on.im scared yeah i feel all alone
where did you go my only love
yes time moves on without me.
im not as strong as you want me to be
you tell me you dont want me
and that you must leave.
oh i fall on my knees
yeah i i cannot breathe
was it not enough to want you
forever and a day
i am sorry that you feel that way.
for i will pag-ibig you yeah till the end of time.
even then i will.in my world you will still be mine.
ive cried myself out .im numb of the pain
null and void practicaly insane
yeah i hear voices all the time
only yours my pag-ibig and only in my mind
can you hear me screaming out to you
i pag-ibig you forever i will be here waiting for you
