here is one madami chapter. Please comment and tell me if you have some ideas. And of course, thanks for reading.

After near 15 minutos of our trip and my growing tense, I spotted the isle on a horizon. I knew it was too small and dark for Bella to notice it. so I waited for another 5 minutos and called her:
“Bella, look there” I pointed. I hoped that now it was close enough for her to see the dark spot on a horizon. As we moved towards, the silhouette of the isle became madami clear and detailed. at first Bella’s expression was concentrated and after a few moments, it seemed like she understood, what was in front of us.
The isle was beautiful in moonlight: full of palms with lovely pale beach,
“Were are we?” she asked, while I was heading to the northern part of island, where the dock was placed.
I glared at her and smiled wide, finally opening the secret: “This is isle Esme”. We were finally arriving. I stopped near the short dock. when I cut off engine, the silence filled everything. But the silence wasn’t complete for me – her heartbeat a little accelerated. Once again I was frustrated that I couldn’t know, what she was thinking at the moment and worrying about.
“Isle Esme?” She spoke in a low voice.
“a gift from Carlisle – Esme offered to let us borrow it” As I could read of Bella’s face – she was slowly realizing, how rich my family was to have an opportunity to give such gifts. She never wanted me to give her some presents and was anxious when I spent some money for her. Sometimes it was difficult and painful for me, because I wanted to give her the whole universe.
So now it was the time to get to the house. I placed the suitcases on the dock. I couldn’t hide the smile, when I finally realized that we were completely alone. I took my wife up into my arms and pressed her beautiful warm body to my chest. The feeling was incredible . My touch to her skin made her heartbeat accelerate madami and it took her breath away. she met my gaze with her melting tsokolate eyes:
“ Aren’t you supposed to wait for the threshold?” she asked, breathless.
“I’m nothing if not thorough” I grinned. I carried Bella in one arm and the suitcases in another. Now I couldn’t stop my thoughts of what we were going to do. I was extremely nervous, as we walked to the house. I didn’t want to wait any more. I wanted her as badly as she wanted me. But I didn’t know how to start, how to keep my passion in check, while Bella will be so close to me, her scent intoxicating me. I feelings were fighting with my mind. I felt her body pressed to mine and that was the only thing I could notice. I stared at Bella’s face and couldn’t turn away, but she refused to meet my gaze. Her puso was hammering against a chest and her breathing was fast. I pleaded God, if He heard me, to hear her thoughts for a second. Was she afraid? Did she finally realize in what danger she might be? Did she really want me madami than anything else? I was as tense as she and maybe much more. I was responsible for everything. My mind was separated into 2 parts. The first was screaming that it’s dangerous, but it was losing to the other, that couldn’t stand waiting and wanted to make Bella totally happy and totally mine.
Even if I badly wanted to know, what she was thinking, I never asked. I was dreading the answer.
I set suitcases on the porch and opened the doors of a house.
But before I stepped I, I wanted her to meet my gaze. When she finally did, I carried her through the house, flipping on lights. I couldn’t focus on the beauty of the house, that I’ve seen only in Esme’s mind. Finally I stopped in the most beautiful, big and comfortable white bedroom with a huge kama in the centre.
I set Bella on her feet.
“I’ll…..” I didn’t know how to make the situation at least a little easier for both of us “…go get the luggage”. But as I left Bella, I couldn’t help my feelings – I didn’t want to leave her for a second. So I used inhuman speed to come back.
Bella took a few steps pasulong the bed. Her scent was overfilling and almost intoxicating me. It was madami intense with heat and I smelled the sweat. Bella didn’t notice my return. I noticed a drop of sweat on her neck and it made me realize, that everything wasn’t perfect: here was too hot for human. she didn’t feel comfortable.
I wiped away little drop sa pamamagitan ng my wintry finger. I was so sorry.
“It’s a little hot here”, I sinabi apologetically.
“I thought …that would be the best.” I remembered, that she hated to be covered with something in case not to catch cold, while we were halik on her bed.
“Thorough” she murmured breathless.