They always sinabi that I was a bit mad.
I guess that’s why I hear bumble bees and geckos talking to me, and not about allergies or how to save money on my car insurance.
You see my dad and my mom is traveling the world for fun. My dad got me some teachers just for me so I won’t have to be in school with the normal kids. But I think it would be fun. I could have real mga kaibigan instead of no one. Also I could also see some real doctors about some of the things that I think of. They are strange. My fathers doctors say that I am perfectly fine, don’t worry, mentally fine, ect., I don’t believe any of it.
Every night I walk out into the rose garden, and look at the bulaklak in the darkness. The world looks better without the harsh light playing tricks on you. Tonight as I walked out something caught my eye, a rabbit. I had never seen a rabbit this late at night so I followed it. After the rabbit and I left the garden, The Rabbit stood up on his hind legs and looked at his watch.
“Oh I am late, dear me, today is not going so well, is it now?” The rabbit sinabi shaking its head sadly, as he took a look at his wrist watch. He started to hop away sadly. I followed. This was one weird dream. Never before had I seen a rabbit with a wrist watch.
I followed the rabbit to a large whole hole in the ground under a large willow tree. That was strange, I never noticed the hole before.
I guess that’s why I hear bumble bees and geckos talking to me, and not about allergies or how to save money on my car insurance.
You see my dad and my mom is traveling the world for fun. My dad got me some teachers just for me so I won’t have to be in school with the normal kids. But I think it would be fun. I could have real mga kaibigan instead of no one. Also I could also see some real doctors about some of the things that I think of. They are strange. My fathers doctors say that I am perfectly fine, don’t worry, mentally fine, ect., I don’t believe any of it.
Every night I walk out into the rose garden, and look at the bulaklak in the darkness. The world looks better without the harsh light playing tricks on you. Tonight as I walked out something caught my eye, a rabbit. I had never seen a rabbit this late at night so I followed it. After the rabbit and I left the garden, The Rabbit stood up on his hind legs and looked at his watch.
“Oh I am late, dear me, today is not going so well, is it now?” The rabbit sinabi shaking its head sadly, as he took a look at his wrist watch. He started to hop away sadly. I followed. This was one weird dream. Never before had I seen a rabbit with a wrist watch.
I followed the rabbit to a large whole hole in the ground under a large willow tree. That was strange, I never noticed the hole before.
im so sick.
im sick of everything about you.
i hate what you say,
what you do,
everything.
it sets off some spark,
that just angers me inside and out.
im so sick.
im sick of your laugh,
your smile,
your eyes,
everything.
i hate how you talk to me,
how you treat me,
what you think of me as.
im not your toy,
im not your anything.
i dont belong to you,
im not a possession.
im just me.
and im so sick.
sick of everything in this godforsaken world.
especially you.
and i dont want to be something
that hates and is sick
of everything.
im just sick of you.
and honestly...
i dont want to be with you
anymore.
im so sick.
im sick of everything about you.
i hate what you say,
what you do,
everything.
it sets off some spark,
that just angers me inside and out.
im so sick.
im sick of your laugh,
your smile,
your eyes,
everything.
i hate how you talk to me,
how you treat me,
what you think of me as.
im not your toy,
im not your anything.
i dont belong to you,
im not a possession.
im just me.
and im so sick.
sick of everything in this godforsaken world.
especially you.
and i dont want to be something
that hates and is sick
of everything.
im just sick of you.
and honestly...
i dont want to be with you
anymore.
im so sick.