The amount of sleep I got was not alot. I was always getting awoken sa pamamagitan ng visions of Emily with other guys. I loved her alot. But I am not obsessed with her only a crazy person would. With her eyes and hair and mouth. Fine I guess I am obsessed a little. But she wouldn't go away. The fight over and over again.
August 12,2011.
"hey Emily look at this"! Emily ran to the Kay jewelry store at gasped at the new shipments of sapphire diamonds. "there pretty aren't they"? I asked her as she gasped at the colors. She nodded this time looking at me. "just like you". I said. She smiled and we kissed on the lips for a segundo then continued scouring the mall. "Gage! OMG it's me Alisha"! I turned around to see my friend Alisha Summers. I winced. Emily looked mad. I'd never told her about Alisha. I acted like I didn't know her. "Gage we dated in junior high remember"! I just walked away. Emily walking 10 miles faster than me. "emily please listen that was nothing." Emily turned abruptly. "NOTHING"! she yelled. People stopped and looked at her and me. Emily walked away and out to the car. Inside Emily looked at me. "why was I never told"? She asked a few miles away. I scrambled for a answer. "well" she sinabi impatently. "look Emily I dated her for two days" I lied. We actually dated until I saw Emily at my junior forensic tornement. Emily looked at me. "can we not have secrets anymore, please Gage?" I looked at her. I nodded and she continued to drive home. When I got to my apartment in my mailbox was a acceptance letter to the art institute of flordia. I sent the letter back and was ready to leave for collage susunod week. But me and my small mouth didn't tell Emily. She found out 5 min before I needed to leave. So it was a fight started. "this is better for us"! "us"! "there is no us!" but now Emily.
I bolted upward. Darla was sitting susunod to me. She looked worried. "are you okay Gage"? She asked me sipping her morning coffee. I nodded "you okay looked like a bad dream last night". She looked away. "yeah it was." I heard a populiar song sa pamamagitan ng Rhianna. I think it was Rude Boy. It wasn't mine. Darla picked up her phone. "hey girl why are you up so early"? Dina spoke into the phone. Her expression quickly turned to despair. "Gage the tv! Put it on the 8:00 news!" I did as I was told. On the telebisyon was wreck and policecars and ambulances. The anchor sinabi a girl of 20 was caught in the wreck. Darlas expression showed tears in her eyes. Then on th tv was a young girl with long hair and brown eyes. Darla screamed"EMILY NO!" yes it was Emily. She was in the hospital for cracked ribs dislocated shoulder and blown ears and the ribs peirced her heart. I couldn't beleve my eyes. Darla was crying hard. I switched off the tv and actually started crying too. After crying Darla and I drove in a rented car to the DeQuincy Memorial Hostipal. Inside Darla and I were in pain of how horrible she looked. It was my worst fear. She only had 1 madami araw to live.
August 12,2011.
"hey Emily look at this"! Emily ran to the Kay jewelry store at gasped at the new shipments of sapphire diamonds. "there pretty aren't they"? I asked her as she gasped at the colors. She nodded this time looking at me. "just like you". I said. She smiled and we kissed on the lips for a segundo then continued scouring the mall. "Gage! OMG it's me Alisha"! I turned around to see my friend Alisha Summers. I winced. Emily looked mad. I'd never told her about Alisha. I acted like I didn't know her. "Gage we dated in junior high remember"! I just walked away. Emily walking 10 miles faster than me. "emily please listen that was nothing." Emily turned abruptly. "NOTHING"! she yelled. People stopped and looked at her and me. Emily walked away and out to the car. Inside Emily looked at me. "why was I never told"? She asked a few miles away. I scrambled for a answer. "well" she sinabi impatently. "look Emily I dated her for two days" I lied. We actually dated until I saw Emily at my junior forensic tornement. Emily looked at me. "can we not have secrets anymore, please Gage?" I looked at her. I nodded and she continued to drive home. When I got to my apartment in my mailbox was a acceptance letter to the art institute of flordia. I sent the letter back and was ready to leave for collage susunod week. But me and my small mouth didn't tell Emily. She found out 5 min before I needed to leave. So it was a fight started. "this is better for us"! "us"! "there is no us!" but now Emily.
I bolted upward. Darla was sitting susunod to me. She looked worried. "are you okay Gage"? She asked me sipping her morning coffee. I nodded "you okay looked like a bad dream last night". She looked away. "yeah it was." I heard a populiar song sa pamamagitan ng Rhianna. I think it was Rude Boy. It wasn't mine. Darla picked up her phone. "hey girl why are you up so early"? Dina spoke into the phone. Her expression quickly turned to despair. "Gage the tv! Put it on the 8:00 news!" I did as I was told. On the telebisyon was wreck and policecars and ambulances. The anchor sinabi a girl of 20 was caught in the wreck. Darlas expression showed tears in her eyes. Then on th tv was a young girl with long hair and brown eyes. Darla screamed"EMILY NO!" yes it was Emily. She was in the hospital for cracked ribs dislocated shoulder and blown ears and the ribs peirced her heart. I couldn't beleve my eyes. Darla was crying hard. I switched off the tv and actually started crying too. After crying Darla and I drove in a rented car to the DeQuincy Memorial Hostipal. Inside Darla and I were in pain of how horrible she looked. It was my worst fear. She only had 1 madami araw to live.
This is a song inspired sa pamamagitan ng Anastasia's Once Upon a December. Also, it's the main song for my novel-in-progress, Imaginary. It's a song in which one of the main characters sings to cheer her up when she's scared. And once I finally get the story posted here, you'll actually see the depth and power and horror of the song.
Written sa pamamagitan ng a friend of mine from school.
Midnight settles, darkness falls
Close your eyes and remember
Fallen mga kerubin always sing
Once upon a December
Blood is flowing and it's warm,
Life's nightmares are like a storm
Demons dancing gracefully
across my memory
Broken mga paru-paro with torn wings
The pain they will always remember
Fallen angels, I hear them sing
Once upon a December.
Written sa pamamagitan ng a friend of mine from school.
Midnight settles, darkness falls
Close your eyes and remember
Fallen mga kerubin always sing
Once upon a December
Blood is flowing and it's warm,
Life's nightmares are like a storm
Demons dancing gracefully
across my memory
Broken mga paru-paro with torn wings
The pain they will always remember
Fallen angels, I hear them sing
Once upon a December.
Scraping at the boughs,
Unknowns becomeths known,
Where shards break across my skin as my mind is shredded into nothing.
How did I get here?
How did I become this?
How do I get out?
Trapped inside a thousand mirrors,
Seeing so many façades,
Which one is me?
Carved up and bleeding,
Happy unconscious,
Pepped up to go?
Nails scratch into my brain,
As I pick apart memories,
For a clue.
An inkling.
An idea.
Lost!
I’m so lost!
Where do I fit in anymore?
Who am I?
And how did I wind up here?
Unknowns becomeths known,
Where shards break across my skin as my mind is shredded into nothing.
How did I get here?
How did I become this?
How do I get out?
Trapped inside a thousand mirrors,
Seeing so many façades,
Which one is me?
Carved up and bleeding,
Happy unconscious,
Pepped up to go?
Nails scratch into my brain,
As I pick apart memories,
For a clue.
An inkling.
An idea.
Lost!
I’m so lost!
Where do I fit in anymore?
Who am I?
And how did I wind up here?
I slammed the car door shut, and faced the school.
"Have a good araw sweetie," Mom said, somewhat hopefully from the drivers seat. Just the words made me want to ball up and cry. She drove away, leaving me in the dust. I would not survive this day.
Not that I deserve to.
I clutched my books to my chest, and tried to keep my eyes fixed on the ground. But I still felt their eyes on me.
"Bitch," they muttered.
"She deserves to die," others said. Didn't they know I want to? Didn't they know how much strength it took to keep breathing? And when I did, it was the everlasting pain that nearly brought me to my death. But I could only hope.
But they didn't know this. They just knew it was my fault. And it was. It was all my fault for what had happened.
And I'd live with this guilt till I die.
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Please let me know if I should continue this; I don't know if I should.
"Have a good araw sweetie," Mom said, somewhat hopefully from the drivers seat. Just the words made me want to ball up and cry. She drove away, leaving me in the dust. I would not survive this day.
Not that I deserve to.
I clutched my books to my chest, and tried to keep my eyes fixed on the ground. But I still felt their eyes on me.
"Bitch," they muttered.
"She deserves to die," others said. Didn't they know I want to? Didn't they know how much strength it took to keep breathing? And when I did, it was the everlasting pain that nearly brought me to my death. But I could only hope.
But they didn't know this. They just knew it was my fault. And it was. It was all my fault for what had happened.
And I'd live with this guilt till I die.
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Please let me know if I should continue this; I don't know if I should.
I need to find a name for my character. She is a twelve taon old girl with short, kinda boyish blonde hair. She has a curious and Mischievous personality and a tomboyish attitude. She loves Music, she plays Piano and gitara and can play the Saxaphone really well. She is also very good in school. She has green eyes and likes to draw and write. Her main flaw is when she makes mistakes she has trouble realising that she is only human, and humans make mistakes. I am trying to find a good name but I am having a lot of trouble. Please help!
Introduction
Everybody has a friend. Someone to talk to, to share your secrets with. Someone in this cold cruel world that you could trust. A friend doesn't exactly have to be a person. It could be a pet, a journal-sometimes a banana-or even a rock. A friend doesn't have to be real, either. A character from a story or movie, perhaps? But that's still something everyone can look at, hear, or feel. Well, some of those make-believe friends, not actors, are things only you can look at, hear, and feel. Now those are called imaginary friends, as you probably know. Imaginary mga kaibigan can be anything you want them to be. An animal, a creature you made up, a monster, or just another human being. There are rare cases when special people have imaginary mga kaibigan that...are not exactly in the afterlife. But, no matter what, whatever kind of friend it is, that one true friend will always be there for you.
Always.
Always.
Always...
Everybody has a friend. Someone to talk to, to share your secrets with. Someone in this cold cruel world that you could trust. A friend doesn't exactly have to be a person. It could be a pet, a journal-sometimes a banana-or even a rock. A friend doesn't have to be real, either. A character from a story or movie, perhaps? But that's still something everyone can look at, hear, or feel. Well, some of those make-believe friends, not actors, are things only you can look at, hear, and feel. Now those are called imaginary friends, as you probably know. Imaginary mga kaibigan can be anything you want them to be. An animal, a creature you made up, a monster, or just another human being. There are rare cases when special people have imaginary mga kaibigan that...are not exactly in the afterlife. But, no matter what, whatever kind of friend it is, that one true friend will always be there for you.
Always.
Always.
Always...
Coming soon, I promise. :):):):):)::):))::):)):):):):):):):):):):)):):):):)::)):):):):):):)::):):)):):):):):):):):):)):):)::))::):):))::):):):):)):)::):))))))))))))))):):):):):):)):):):):):):)::)):):):):)::)):):):::):)):):):):))::):):):)):XPXPXPXPXPXPXPXPXPXPXXPXPXPXPPXXP:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D::D:D:D:D:D:D::D:DD::DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
