Why does life seem to be getting madami and madami confusing? People always told me, "You will understand once you grow up." Now, I do not agree in any way with those people. Breakups, your friend dumping you, getting in trouble, those are all things that happen basically everyday today. Before, when I was a little girl, people always fussed over me, took care of me, were mga kaibigan with me forever, it seemed. What happened? Why is this happening to me? I want to ask that. But no one seems to know the answer. Especially when we see fights out, we know that fog is drifting into our minds. I don't like this at all. I want the fog to lift. But it doesn't seem to be happening...not today, or ever. Everything seems to be staying the way it is right now: confusing, awkward, new to us. I really hope that one araw something will change. But...for now, the future isn't bright. Not in any way I see it.
"Oh my gawd! Lauren, you like Jack?!" sinabi Koshi. I blushed and replied,"... Yeah, so what?" she gave me a puzzled look, and then she caught up with my tanong of curiosity and rolled her eyes and said, "So what? Do you even know the reason why it's a problem?" I shrug and say, "No," her face starts to get red like a cherry. I tumawid my arms, and shifted my weight on my left leg. "Why? Is it a problem if I like Jack?" Koshi looked down and looked at me like I should've heard."He wasn't a good boyfriend." I raised my eyebrows.What? Why hasn't anybody told me that Koshi and Jack were going out? Why? "Oh.My.GAWD!"