Serena
When the movie was over, I had no idea what I'd just seen.
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We sat down in a restuarant.
It was so easy to talk to him. Not in the "Tia" way, but just that I felt I could say anything and not be judged.
I told him about the Michigan boyfriend, and he didn't stop laughing for a full minute.
"So I should probably not mess with your mom," he said.
"Probably not," I agreed, as I tried to stop laughing sa pamamagitan ng forcing myself to take a sip of coke.
I ducked my head in an attempt to prevent another laughing fit, and the irritating piece of hair that I hated fell in my eyes.
His susunod movement shocked me; he gently brushed the offending strand behind mt ear. He'd never touched me before now.
Shaun
I tried watching the movie, but failed miserably. Serena was just too fascinating.
I felt slightly embarrassed later that evening, while we were eating, and the topic of our nakaraan relationships came up, and I'd had to admit I'd never been in one before. She'd only had one; and when he'd dumped her publicly, her mom had tacked pictures of him to a dartboard and made her apoy darts at them. I felt that any idiot who'd ever dumped her would be eating their words now. Couldn't they see how perfectly beautiful she was and is?
I nagkomento that her mother didn't sound like a person I would mess with.
"Probably not," she'd agreed.
She looked down, and bit her lip, and my susunod action surprised me. The back of my hand skimmed her face slightly as I brushed the strand of hair behind her ear.
I don't think she realises just how much I don't want to see her hurt.
When the movie was over, I had no idea what I'd just seen.
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We sat down in a restuarant.
It was so easy to talk to him. Not in the "Tia" way, but just that I felt I could say anything and not be judged.
I told him about the Michigan boyfriend, and he didn't stop laughing for a full minute.
"So I should probably not mess with your mom," he said.
"Probably not," I agreed, as I tried to stop laughing sa pamamagitan ng forcing myself to take a sip of coke.
I ducked my head in an attempt to prevent another laughing fit, and the irritating piece of hair that I hated fell in my eyes.
His susunod movement shocked me; he gently brushed the offending strand behind mt ear. He'd never touched me before now.
Shaun
I tried watching the movie, but failed miserably. Serena was just too fascinating.
I felt slightly embarrassed later that evening, while we were eating, and the topic of our nakaraan relationships came up, and I'd had to admit I'd never been in one before. She'd only had one; and when he'd dumped her publicly, her mom had tacked pictures of him to a dartboard and made her apoy darts at them. I felt that any idiot who'd ever dumped her would be eating their words now. Couldn't they see how perfectly beautiful she was and is?
I nagkomento that her mother didn't sound like a person I would mess with.
"Probably not," she'd agreed.
She looked down, and bit her lip, and my susunod action surprised me. The back of my hand skimmed her face slightly as I brushed the strand of hair behind her ear.
I don't think she realises just how much I don't want to see her hurt.
inch sa pamamagitan ng inch
bringing me closer
to my doom
mga paru-paro of
anticipation
flutter nervously
in my stomach
knuckles whiten
jaws clench
what have I
gotten myself into
the suspense
is killing me
I'm going to hate it
I'm going to pag-ibig it
I might lose my lunch
but I don't care
heaven help me
here it comes...
...
I hold my breath...
...
and then
I scream
my stomach
drops
my breath
is stolen
my heart
is pounding
adrenaline
courses
through
my veins
amid screams
of sweet terror
I fling up
my hands
and ride on
the wings
of Thrill!
I remember the araw I fell in love.
Not just simple love.
No, this was head over heels, I'd die for you love.
I remember where I fell in love.
A small middle school in a small town.
A place you could easily miss.
I remember the my matchmaker.
A short women, but with madami apoy then you could ever imagine.
madami passion for what she does then I had ever seen.
I remember my girlfriends who were with me.
My athletic, sassy, fun-loving chicks.
My flirting consultants.
I remember him.
Good God, he was beautiful.
Yes, I remember the araw I fell in love.
True Love.
Head over heels love.
With..................
Basketball.
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This is dedicated to my first real basketbol coach. She taught me not just how to play basketball, but how to be part of a team. I have so much respect for her and I know I should thank her everyday for helping me fall in love. For Coach Joy.
Not just simple love.
No, this was head over heels, I'd die for you love.
I remember where I fell in love.
A small middle school in a small town.
A place you could easily miss.
I remember the my matchmaker.
A short women, but with madami apoy then you could ever imagine.
madami passion for what she does then I had ever seen.
I remember my girlfriends who were with me.
My athletic, sassy, fun-loving chicks.
My flirting consultants.
I remember him.
Good God, he was beautiful.
Yes, I remember the araw I fell in love.
True Love.
Head over heels love.
With..................
Basketball.
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This is dedicated to my first real basketbol coach. She taught me not just how to play basketball, but how to be part of a team. I have so much respect for her and I know I should thank her everyday for helping me fall in love. For Coach Joy.
Just a poem. I hope it isn't much of a bother to rate.
I dream of all things
Uncertain of dark deeds and pasts
Within these thoughts as dark as sea
When once those wings of black
Hung over all
Shadowing but of the wretched white
That blinds me of all beauty.
I dream of all things
From happiness to highs
Let down these pills
Or I’m gone, retreat inside my mind
Where none but the darkest thoughts
Swallowing twilight
I dream of all things
From the stories told sa pamamagitan ng hidden scars
Unable to ipakita themselves
Under this intense scrutiny
That makes up this world’s attire
To the times that I could be happy
Without a drug to create
The much-needed illusion...
I dream of all things
No matter of their contents
Because, well,
Nightmares are still dreams.
I dream of all things
Uncertain of dark deeds and pasts
Within these thoughts as dark as sea
When once those wings of black
Hung over all
Shadowing but of the wretched white
That blinds me of all beauty.
I dream of all things
From happiness to highs
Let down these pills
Or I’m gone, retreat inside my mind
Where none but the darkest thoughts
Swallowing twilight
I dream of all things
From the stories told sa pamamagitan ng hidden scars
Unable to ipakita themselves
Under this intense scrutiny
That makes up this world’s attire
To the times that I could be happy
Without a drug to create
The much-needed illusion...
I dream of all things
No matter of their contents
Because, well,
Nightmares are still dreams.