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posted by BellaSwan636
Shaun

I hated seeing her cry. Knowing it was my fault immediately made me hate myself, not that I didn't already. I needed to hear her voice, know she was really here.

Some part of me registered the fact that I'd sat down, and that I had touched her, if briefly. I had said, "Tell me."

She met my gaze, looking terrified. She closed her eyes firmly, as if she was living a nightmare. Maybe she was.

"I know I hurt you, and I'm sorry," she whispered, looking anywhere but at me. "I thought it would be better that way, you had your whole life ahead of you and I couldn't take that away because of my stupid mistake - " she stops.

"Never say that. It is not your fault. Accept it, because it's mine. You only took my life when you left." I am not lying.

I realise that I have pinned her to the wall, but worse, she isn't struggling. I immediately release my hold. What right would I ever have to hold her captive?

She didn't seem to care. She leaned pasulong and kissed me with surprising force. I was paralysed for what felt like am eternity before I kissed her back.
posted by samuraibond005
Jiko went to a small school in a small town in Missouri where everybody was the same in likes, dislikes, and even very similar in personality, well, everyone but her and her parents. Jiko was just fine for a while, making all A grades in every subject with little effort, but then was the araw someone pissed her off. Jiko had carried a kutsilyo in her sleeve, something most people there honestly didn't think much of, she wasn't the only one who did it, even some of the teachers, did it, but Jiko did something that most people don't dare to do, she kept a revolver in her backpack. Someone had called...
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posted by AshleyA-Brizzle
Sometimes its Easier to inore the truth

to forget about everything

to sit in a closet and hide forever

Sometimes its Easier, to blame yourself

To think its your falt

To ipakita no emotion

Sometimes It's easier to keep everything inside

to not let anyone know

to hide everything.

To me, Its easier to say something

To talk

to cry

Its easier to Feel Emotions

Anger, rage, Sadness,

but not fear

Fear is my enemey

He wants to take over my mind

Keep me locked up inside.

I'm tired of being scared

I'm tired of being locked in my own world

I'm tired of being a prisoner.

I will not be afraid,

I will not Let him Win
posted by para-scence
"Do you have asthma?" the gym teacher asked me. My thoughts flickered to Emery. He had asthma, right? Breathlessly, I nodded. "Go get your inhaler. Emery, go with her." Emery helped get me up, and we went inside, as I was taking my last breaths.

"Give me.." I rasped. "Your inhaler."

"What?" Emery asked, unbelieving.

"Get me your inhaler," I sinabi through my teeth. My head started to spin. Quickly, Emery ran into the boys' locker room. A couple moments later, he returned with his inhaler, and handed it to me. I pumped some of it into my mouth, and thankfully it helped a bit. I sat there on the floor...
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posted by para-scence
"Shelby? Are you ok? Kirsten sinabi you've been pagganap weird lately..." Paige said, coming into my room. I laid back on my bed, closing my eyes so she couldn't see them.

"I'm fine," I sighed. "Just leave me alone." There was a long silence.

"...Has school gotten better?" I nodded, madami than necessary. "Make any new friends?"

"Yep..." I said, opening my eyes. I stared at the ceiling, then closed them again and sighed. A apoy started to burn in my chest. Why couldn't she just leave me alone? She was nosy and bossy.

"Have you done your chores yet?"

"No!" I whined. I pushed my palms against my eyes,...
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posted by para-scence
"I think it's working," Carissa smiled at me. I sat between her and Rigby on the bench. Already, I felt great. My puso was racing, and I almost couldn't sit still. After a few moments though, my eyes started to hurt. "They're just dilating," Carissa told me. "Here." She took off her sunglasses and handed them to me. I noticed her eyes seemed sunken in, and there were gray circles underneath her eyes. She blew her cigarette smoke in my direction.

"Thanks," I sinabi energetically. My mind was racing, I could barely spit out the words.

"Just don't tell anyone," Jordan sinabi on the other side of...
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posted by noahnstar1616
Cameron faced me. "Huh?"

"I said", my eyes focused on Mercury. "Could you give us some privacy?"

"I could, but I don't want to."

I scowled.

"It's fine Mercury, I'll see you later." Cameron kissed her on the cheek.

The sight stung the back of my eyeballs.

She smiled at him, glared at me, and left.

Cameron faced me again. "Now what did you want?"

"I want to know why the hell you're tongue was in that..bitch's mouth", I yelled. I had never used profanity before, but it felt good.

"Because she's my girlfriend."

"No, I'm your girlfriend!"

"Correction, you were my girlfriend."

" 'Were'? What do you mean 'were'?...
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posted by RiverIce
I sit there in my seat
when the teacher sees me
I stare at her
"do your work,"
she says.
I look at her with anger
I look at my math page
The problems stare at me
the kampanilya rings
"Ahhh!" I yell in anger.
people stare at me
I stare at them back.
they run out of the class room
I sit there until the teacher finally sees me.
"you may be dismissed," she says.
I still sit there.
"go," she says.
I stare at her.
She stares at me.
We stare.
"go... don't make me send you to detention,"
I stare at her
she looks at me.
"Ok, you asked for it, Richard, Detention,"
I get up.
Still staring.
I leave and walk to the office.
I stare at the...
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posted by Insight357
“Hey, bitches!” Espen laughed throwing open the door. His blonde hair fell into his eyes. “Come on in,” he stepped aside and let us all pass. One sa pamamagitan ng one, we all trailed into the crowded, alcohol smelling living room.
    Music was softly playing behind everyone’s chatter. Boys and girls danced with and groped one another. In a corner, some students I recognized sat in a group smoking. A few boys stood in the kitchen, cups of liquor in their hands.
    “Tatum, Nia, and I are going with Shayde and Lear to pick a game, you coming?” Celeste asked...
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posted by nick_cross
The Exiled
Story setting:
Era: future
Character setting: witch and wizards, vampires, werewolves, phoenix man, humans
Setting: earth, United States
World setting: future, world war??, nations combine to make 3 empires: wizard empire, empire of man, world empire.
PROLOGUE:
For centuries we lived harmoniously; we had two different worlds. Two very different worlds. Their world was lived freely and without secrecy. In our world, that’s what it was all about, secrecy. Don’t make too much noise, don’t seem so noticeable, and most important, under no circumstances, don’t ever get caught. For a while...
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posted by Seastar4374
I don't know what to think of waking up practicially every oras except for this: 'Why the hell does this happen?!' I was seariously exhausted and I hardly slept. Apperiently the twins are hourly alarm clocks or something because thats what it feels like. Once they fell asleep once again I got my chance. I layed down on the sopa and yawned. I only had 12 hours of sleep,oh an hourly basis one oras per every two. I finally fell asleep yet again. They were quiet for two hours this time up until the boy started crying. I groaned and stood up exuhausted. I walk to him. "Whtas wrong baby? Huh?"...
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posted by tigerseye43
I got up to the sound of glass crashing to the floor. I ran to my little kusina to see a man in a black ski mask and overalls standing in my kitchen. I ran at him to throw a manuntok or two but when I extended my arm to hit him, he grabbed my arm and stabbed my with a knife.As the kutsilyo cut through my skin I screamed in pain, with a few cuss words to go along with it. Then as I fell to the floor in pain, the thief ran out my door and fled from my house. What was going on, I thought. Why was that man in my house. Then I looked around to see what he had broken. When I saw what he had broken, I...
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posted by WildCherryWolf
Dear You Know Who You Are,


Love is a deep feeling, and what I felt for you was never love. It was...... I'm not sure, but not love. pag-ibig is deep. This only scratched the surface.

Your long blonde hair made you irresistible. Your ice blue eyes were enchanting, made me feel like I was walking on heaven. Your pale skin made me feel like I was in fake pag-ibig with a monster, though. My mga kaibigan teased me and you because of it.

Those arguments we had over the phone, I wish I could've spat the words at you. It would've been madami satisfying. Seeing your reaction. Hearing you overreact to everything.

You...
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posted by dawnisbeauty
Prologue
Randall regarded her with pride.His finest.Her skin was ebony-black,her eyes a sinister grey,hair pale,wintry white.She stared at him blankly,her tall,slender frame tense.Randall stroked her cheek and tucked a lock of her hair behind her ears.Lethal,she was.Designed to perfection for the task she was set.Despite the obvious arrogance in her gaze,he deemed her the best."Tell me,who are you?"he tested."Layla"she answered."And I?".
"Master."she said."Tell me,"he asked her,taking her large,clawed hands."how do you use these..assets?"."To serve Master."Randall smiled."Good'he said."Very Good indeed.""How do you do that,my lovely?"he purred.Her eys stared straight ahead."Kill"she whispered."Kill for Master"
posted by liissaaxx
I can’t even remember why I chose to marry you!” She yelled. Her beautiful face filled with anger, those sparkling brown eyes that I have loved since araw one, bore into me with no affection. She had sinabi them, the words I never wanted to hear.
The fight had been going on for an oras now and I started to yell back, I could no longer control myself. Our first real fight in five years. I knew she would be over it soon and that big bright smile will light up her face, but I was overwhelmed too. I was hurt. But I stopped myself.
There were no lights on in our house; the outside light had faded...
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posted by WildCherryWolf
I was the only one in this world, this blank space. It was obviously a dream, no other place would only contain a 13 taon old girl with an overactive imagination. I heard small cries, and I wondered if I truly was the only thing on this world. Then, I ran.

I ran the lengths and widths of the blank world, and kept running until I found a rock. A small, grey rock. Colorless. What was a little kore interesting was the figure on tuktok of the rocks. She had black hair, as black as a rook's wing, and it made a curtain around her face. She wore grey, a simple grey dress. On her feet were rags. But her...
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posted by r260897
Memories and grief of my heart
Are still buried somewhere
I can’t cry neither I can freely laugh
What if they don’t know my past
I have not forget it yet
I still remember the same Zean with the same Zeal
But not in flashes neither in cars
In backstage of life with trembling hunger
Hunger in eyes and lips dry
No money in pocket but Zeal on shoulder
With memories of ‘Love’ and burning heart
Now my clothes are branded
And my shoes are best, pocket heavy with dollars
But with this all my puso is all heavy
With secrets of past
Pleasures can bury them but cannot vanish
I still look pasulong to death
When all my secrets will disappear, my pain will end
Also with my life..end will come to my BAD MEMORIES. 
posted by coolie
“Pump! Pump!” went my pounding puso as I trembled across the deserted hallway of school. As I looked around in this hall of nothingness, I realized that I was the fist person here. However, I had the feeling that I was being watched, and followed. It was not a good feeling
I didn’t mind getting to school early because I always liked watching the other kids scatter out on the playground one sa pamamagitan ng one, and watching them sumali different games. I was too afraid to play the games that the other boys played. Football and their aggressive chasing games just seemed dangerous, and I couldn’t stand...
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posted by para-scence
"No! I don't want to go!" I shrieked. My whole world was crumbling down. This couldn't be happening. I found a place where I was loved and accepted, and now I was being kicked out?

What would happen when I got home? Mother and Father would either neglect me madami than ever, or beat me to death for "jeopardizing the family name" sa pamamagitan ng running away. The thought was stupid, but I'm pretty sure that's what would happen.

"Cosette, you've been so depressed ever since Asteria left," Grandma said. "You need to go home. It's what's best for you."

"No, it's not!" I shouted. Tears were pouring down my cheeks....
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posted by para-scence
"...So there's no way you're taking Cosette tahanan if she doesn't want to!" Echo shouted across the kitchen. She's been ranting for about ten minutos straight. It even frightened me. Asteria seemed surprised, but calm. That scared me too. Was she so certain I was coming tahanan no matter what? Echo paused for a couple moments, trying to regain her breath. She looked at me. "You... aren't leaving, are you?" I looked at Asteria, and sighed.

"No," I sinabi firmly. Asteria's eyes saddened a little bit.

"Please?" she whispered. My puso ached at her sadness. I was stuck between her, and my life here. But...
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posted by sawfan13
To travel the roads less traveled by, to travel in the paths of The Great Electric Poet, as the lizards halik your feet, rainbows giving you rides on their magnificent layers of light and color, to pag-ibig everything, and trip out on every kabute on the ground. I would pag-ibig that to be my life, Alice in Wonderland stoner version style. Alas, as an insane creature on God's most gorgeous green Earth, society and the laws my freedom. Yet, I do manage to find a way to release myself from these chains. For I am Kira Lucille Way, and I'm on the edge of mental health.


It's the taon 1966. A year...
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