Arlette and I walked into my own house as if I was a stranger or something.I saw everything in a different way;in a baby form now.Like,would my huge sparkly white wooden staircase be dangerous for the "thing" that was inside of me?The fact that my house had over 15 sockets scared me or at least scared the "thing".
"Wow Ann,I've really missed your house."Arlette took in a big breath as if she hadn't been to my house in ages.When really she came twice last week and stayed over both Friday and Saturday night.
"I'm sure it has missed you too Lettee."
Arlette plopped on the sopa while I just stood there staring at the couch."I was so confused,could I even plop on anything anymore?I don't want to sit in a way that would make the ..um..baby"-I still couldn't say the word as easily as I had before-"um the ba-by uncomfortable."
I sat down very slowly and very cautious of my stomach.
"Oh come on Annie!The baby is just an egg,it's like your going to kill the damn thing sa pamamagitan ng plopping on a sofa."Arlette's words were cold but I knew she was right.I was being a little too over protective and I hadn't even ibingiay birth to the kid yet.
"So would you want a boy or a girl?"She barely got the words out of her mouth without spitting the Doritos she had stuffed in her mouth from this mornings study hall.
"I don't know.I mean a boy would so much easier to raise but a girl is so much madami fun to me.But a boy would definitely be a mommy's boy and I pag-ibig that,while you know as well as I do that Emet will spoil our little girl rotten."
I had forgotten about Emet until I sinabi his name.Would he even want this baby?Whether it being a boy or a girl?I felt like my mind was going to explode with all the tanong and pressure I knew was coming.
Arlette didn't answer,I guess her mind was off in wonder too.She stuffed about another four chips into her mouth and turned on the tv.As we searched the guide we both got goosebumps;our hearts were racing with fear now.A lot of the pelikula were about complete tragedies referring to infants,thousands of infants.
Arlette and I took a glance at each other and immediately changed the channel to those boring jewelry selling/buying shows.
"Hey Lette I wanna watch Juno please?"
"Ha ha, that's exactly what I was thinking.We need payo from the pregnant goddess of the world Ann."
We both just laughed really loudly and agreed.We set up the movie.We popped some popcorn,picked out three soft drinks to drink during the movie and got the five bags of chips we knew was our favorite;we figured this was a therapy session that we had to be totally prepared for,also we were really really hungry.
As I watched Juno ideas flooded my head.Adoption,birth,huge belly's,carvings,&waddling like a umpa lumpa everywhere!
But in the back of my head,I knew that half of those decisions and actions couldn't even be completely thought about without Emet knowing.
I knew I had to tell him and tell him soon because I didn't want to be alone in this pregnancy,not for one segundo did I want to be alone.
Speaking a little too soon came back to haunt to me now,that whole ASAP thing;I really should of thought that over before actually wishing it would happen because Emet was calling now.But could I even tell him?I shouldn't do it over the phone though.
"Oh my god!Annie answer the phone before it goes to voice mail and Emet really starts freaking out!"
"Hello...........Emet..."?
"Wow Ann,I've really missed your house."Arlette took in a big breath as if she hadn't been to my house in ages.When really she came twice last week and stayed over both Friday and Saturday night.
"I'm sure it has missed you too Lettee."
Arlette plopped on the sopa while I just stood there staring at the couch."I was so confused,could I even plop on anything anymore?I don't want to sit in a way that would make the ..um..baby"-I still couldn't say the word as easily as I had before-"um the ba-by uncomfortable."
I sat down very slowly and very cautious of my stomach.
"Oh come on Annie!The baby is just an egg,it's like your going to kill the damn thing sa pamamagitan ng plopping on a sofa."Arlette's words were cold but I knew she was right.I was being a little too over protective and I hadn't even ibingiay birth to the kid yet.
"So would you want a boy or a girl?"She barely got the words out of her mouth without spitting the Doritos she had stuffed in her mouth from this mornings study hall.
"I don't know.I mean a boy would so much easier to raise but a girl is so much madami fun to me.But a boy would definitely be a mommy's boy and I pag-ibig that,while you know as well as I do that Emet will spoil our little girl rotten."
I had forgotten about Emet until I sinabi his name.Would he even want this baby?Whether it being a boy or a girl?I felt like my mind was going to explode with all the tanong and pressure I knew was coming.
Arlette didn't answer,I guess her mind was off in wonder too.She stuffed about another four chips into her mouth and turned on the tv.As we searched the guide we both got goosebumps;our hearts were racing with fear now.A lot of the pelikula were about complete tragedies referring to infants,thousands of infants.
Arlette and I took a glance at each other and immediately changed the channel to those boring jewelry selling/buying shows.
"Hey Lette I wanna watch Juno please?"
"Ha ha, that's exactly what I was thinking.We need payo from the pregnant goddess of the world Ann."
We both just laughed really loudly and agreed.We set up the movie.We popped some popcorn,picked out three soft drinks to drink during the movie and got the five bags of chips we knew was our favorite;we figured this was a therapy session that we had to be totally prepared for,also we were really really hungry.
As I watched Juno ideas flooded my head.Adoption,birth,huge belly's,carvings,&waddling like a umpa lumpa everywhere!
But in the back of my head,I knew that half of those decisions and actions couldn't even be completely thought about without Emet knowing.
I knew I had to tell him and tell him soon because I didn't want to be alone in this pregnancy,not for one segundo did I want to be alone.
Speaking a little too soon came back to haunt to me now,that whole ASAP thing;I really should of thought that over before actually wishing it would happen because Emet was calling now.But could I even tell him?I shouldn't do it over the phone though.
"Oh my god!Annie answer the phone before it goes to voice mail and Emet really starts freaking out!"
"Hello...........Emet..."?
Serena
He didn't seem... mad. Like he should have been. Like he had every right to be.
He stopped maybe a meter away from me. I glanced up, and saw the same look of indecision I had seen on his face the first day.
I had no idea what I was supposed to do. My life is not a perfect little story where happy endings are mandatory.
I didn't expect myself to sink to the floor against the pader and begin crying. There just weren't words to say what I wanted to.
I didn't expect him to sit in front of me and put his hands on my shoulders. He forced me to to look up at him, and he said, "Tell me."
He didn't seem... mad. Like he should have been. Like he had every right to be.
He stopped maybe a meter away from me. I glanced up, and saw the same look of indecision I had seen on his face the first day.
I had no idea what I was supposed to do. My life is not a perfect little story where happy endings are mandatory.
I didn't expect myself to sink to the floor against the pader and begin crying. There just weren't words to say what I wanted to.
I didn't expect him to sit in front of me and put his hands on my shoulders. He forced me to to look up at him, and he said, "Tell me."
The Man With No Eyes Collection (2): User
It works fast like a drug, when it’s shot through my veins,
And it lights up my fire, when it reaches my brains,
Irresistible tickle, in the depths of my chest,
I dissolve into ashes, and forget all the rest.
If you make my puso dance, I will dance in your hand,
Give me my one desire, I’ll be at your command,
Constant rushes of sugar, swirling mga kulay and light,
There’ll be no troubled sleep, for this body tonight.
This one is short and sweet, sung from the perspective of someone who's willingly being taken advantage of, as long as he gets what he wants. Hence the double meaning of the pamagat "User," which could refer to to an addict, or someone literally "using" another person for their own gain.
It works fast like a drug, when it’s shot through my veins,
And it lights up my fire, when it reaches my brains,
Irresistible tickle, in the depths of my chest,
I dissolve into ashes, and forget all the rest.
If you make my puso dance, I will dance in your hand,
Give me my one desire, I’ll be at your command,
Constant rushes of sugar, swirling mga kulay and light,
There’ll be no troubled sleep, for this body tonight.
This one is short and sweet, sung from the perspective of someone who's willingly being taken advantage of, as long as he gets what he wants. Hence the double meaning of the pamagat "User," which could refer to to an addict, or someone literally "using" another person for their own gain.
My brain is nowhere, my eyes are hungry,
Devouring the warm kahel sky.
It slides down my throat like soup, and pools into my soul.
I skip mindlessly over the hay, with bits of straw kicked up in my stride,
Like a destructive beast, only unknowing.
My dance is like the leaves.
Red- my pace quickens into a mad, hot dash.
Orange- my footsteps slow into a rhythmic tango.
Yellow- I swirl lazily, as if lovestruck.
The mga kulay of fire, burning at different tempos.
The mga kulay of emotion, striking the puso under the skin.
The mga kulay of death, leaving with a few last powerful words.
Fall, without regret, having lived your best life,
And dance toward the sunset with high spirits!
Devouring the warm kahel sky.
It slides down my throat like soup, and pools into my soul.
I skip mindlessly over the hay, with bits of straw kicked up in my stride,
Like a destructive beast, only unknowing.
My dance is like the leaves.
Red- my pace quickens into a mad, hot dash.
Orange- my footsteps slow into a rhythmic tango.
Yellow- I swirl lazily, as if lovestruck.
The mga kulay of fire, burning at different tempos.
The mga kulay of emotion, striking the puso under the skin.
The mga kulay of death, leaving with a few last powerful words.
Fall, without regret, having lived your best life,
And dance toward the sunset with high spirits!
someday
we will be the faces in the textbooks dog-eared and torn we will be immortal until the araw we are discarded and replaced with new editions or perhaps the susunod technology once pagbaba becomes obsolete and society falls into virtual illiteracy
with luck we will be remembered still projected onto some cutting edge device that will let them see us in a million dimensions or hear our voices saying things we never sinabi until the students are lulled to sleep sa pamamagitan ng the languid lectures and their heads slump onto the desks that once held the tattered textbooks
someday
we will be the faces in the textbooks dog-eared and torn we will be immortal until the araw we are discarded and replaced with new editions or perhaps the susunod technology once pagbaba becomes obsolete and society falls into virtual illiteracy
with luck we will be remembered still projected onto some cutting edge device that will let them see us in a million dimensions or hear our voices saying things we never sinabi until the students are lulled to sleep sa pamamagitan ng the languid lectures and their heads slump onto the desks that once held the tattered textbooks
someday
In the darkness,
No one is here for me.
I feel lonely,
And my feet tremble.
The grads have gone,
Some my closest friends...
Remember the times that we had?
We let them slip sa pamamagitan ng when things got bad.
Remember the times...
When we shared a sno-cone
When we cried together
When we laughed together
When we jumped in the pool
All in unison.
It's funny how I feel so much
But I cannot say a word.
I will remember you.
You will always be in my heart.
You have ibingiay me so many memories
To last.
You are a handprint on my heart.
It cannot be erased.
You motivate me.
You are what I can do today.
You are an amazing person.
You are what I am today.
All that I am today is because of you.
You will never leave my heart,
Even if you do leave me in life.
No one is here for me.
I feel lonely,
And my feet tremble.
The grads have gone,
Some my closest friends...
Remember the times that we had?
We let them slip sa pamamagitan ng when things got bad.
Remember the times...
When we shared a sno-cone
When we cried together
When we laughed together
When we jumped in the pool
All in unison.
It's funny how I feel so much
But I cannot say a word.
I will remember you.
You will always be in my heart.
You have ibingiay me so many memories
To last.
You are a handprint on my heart.
It cannot be erased.
You motivate me.
You are what I can do today.
You are an amazing person.
You are what I am today.
All that I am today is because of you.
You will never leave my heart,
Even if you do leave me in life.
Idea #1
A group of mga kaibigan try to hide their biggest secret. A secret that could send them to jail r worse the electric chair. They kill, kidnap, and trick those who try to find out the secret. No one should know the truth about them.
Idea #2
The parents of five mga kaibigan share a similar secret. These parents will not tell their daughters or even admit to them that there is a secret. When the girls find their parents old yearbook, their conspiracies about their parents begin.
Idea #3
After receive death threats, three best mga kaibigan are forced to ilipat out of the state. When trouble continues at their new home, the boys are angry so they figure out the reason for the threats.
A group of mga kaibigan try to hide their biggest secret. A secret that could send them to jail r worse the electric chair. They kill, kidnap, and trick those who try to find out the secret. No one should know the truth about them.
Idea #2
The parents of five mga kaibigan share a similar secret. These parents will not tell their daughters or even admit to them that there is a secret. When the girls find their parents old yearbook, their conspiracies about their parents begin.
Idea #3
After receive death threats, three best mga kaibigan are forced to ilipat out of the state. When trouble continues at their new home, the boys are angry so they figure out the reason for the threats.
Run
~*~
Run by
Run through
Run away
Run to
By, through, away, to
Run
~*~
Run by
Running by
That’s what happens
When you’re living life
You run by
Everything
Some may need
Another try
Run by
~*~
Run through
Running through
It’s what we sometimes
Want to do
Run through school
Run through life
It doesn’t matter
How much strife
It may cause others
It may cause you
Run through
~*~
Run away
Running away
It what we should do
Everyday
From ugly things
From messed up dares
From human beings
Who don’t give any care
On who they are
Go very, very, very far, just
Run away
~*~
Run to
Running to
Run to the One who is calling you
He’s calling you
With open arms
Just welcome Him
With your whole heart
You won’t need to run anymore
When He’s right there with you
Run to.
Fin
~*~
Run by
Run through
Run away
Run to
By, through, away, to
Run
~*~
Run by
Running by
That’s what happens
When you’re living life
You run by
Everything
Some may need
Another try
Run by
~*~
Run through
Running through
It’s what we sometimes
Want to do
Run through school
Run through life
It doesn’t matter
How much strife
It may cause others
It may cause you
Run through
~*~
Run away
Running away
It what we should do
Everyday
From ugly things
From messed up dares
From human beings
Who don’t give any care
On who they are
Go very, very, very far, just
Run away
~*~
Run to
Running to
Run to the One who is calling you
He’s calling you
With open arms
Just welcome Him
With your whole heart
You won’t need to run anymore
When He’s right there with you
Run to.
Fin
Here you are
On a road
Gone so far
Nowhere to go
You've hurt so bad
Wishing it to end
Don't hold back
Just trust me
Close your eyes
And choose your path
One is good
And one is bad
Just hold on tight
You've got to choose
It's whats right
You cannot lose
Take a step
It will not hurt
Your at a crossroad
You can't desert
Trust me child
For you will see
How it is ment to be
Hold your breath
And take that step
It won't be hard to do
And soon you'll be filled with love
Comfort and hope too
Something I came up with.Please comment!!!
On a road
Gone so far
Nowhere to go
You've hurt so bad
Wishing it to end
Don't hold back
Just trust me
Close your eyes
And choose your path
One is good
And one is bad
Just hold on tight
You've got to choose
It's whats right
You cannot lose
Take a step
It will not hurt
Your at a crossroad
You can't desert
Trust me child
For you will see
How it is ment to be
Hold your breath
And take that step
It won't be hard to do
And soon you'll be filled with love
Comfort and hope too
Something I came up with.Please comment!!!
Class ended. As I walked out of the classroom, I still felt sick. I went to my locker and put my stuff away. As I turned around, two tall 11th graders stood in front of me. One of them sinabi "Let's play a game! Its called 'Bully The New Girl'!" My puso trembled with fear. My hands glowed a little black. I quietly sinabi "Go away. You do not want me to hurt you." I guess one heard me, he sinabi "Ohh! Im so scared! Heh, now, no madami stalling!" Just he was about to manuntok me, Bruno grabbed his hand. And sinabi fiercely " Do not hurt her. Or I will hurt you!" Bruno squeezed his hand. The boy screamed loudly. Everyone looked at him. And the two boys ran away with fear. I sinabi " Bruno! How did you do that?" The voice screamed in my head, "He's the one, he's the helper" and he replied "Uhhhhh. I know karate?" I laughed nicely. He smiled warmly. Then sinabi "Ugh, I think I'm gonna puke!" He took me to the girl's bathroom and ran upstairs to get back to class.