Do you feel the same way??

im starting to hate/love anime! Heres why:
The Hate is not really hate its madami like envy and jealously, cuz in anime shows the guy always protects the girl and is such a hero to her and makes me really jealous!! ( Example Misa and Usui from Maid Sama ) and i know that nobody wiil ever be like that to me and i get mad at anime for being so unrealistic and making me mad so ya, so i quit for a while then i go like: NO I pag-ibig ANIME!!!!!! ANIME ROCKS I CANT GO WITHOUT IT!!!!!!!! IT IS MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!! so ya, but the good news is that pag-ibig is winning over hate! and ill never hate anime im just annoyed! so my tanong is: do you guys feel the same way??