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Dream Of My pag-ibig So Far
Through my dreams,
I see you,
And me,
halik and holding hands forever.

On this roller coaster
i'm so scared
but your right there
holding my hand so safely

But they don't agree
This pag-ibig is out of hand they say
I am taken away
And our connection is broken

But madami dreams to come
Say you're okay
But I wish always
To see you someday


Butterflies
The gracefull butterfly,
Flies so very high,
Her beautiful winds flapping in a rythmic beat.

Sometimes I wish,
That I could fly so gracefully,
And to leave my fears down on Earth.

To Forget all my troubles,
To let go of all grief,
To be as free as a butterfly.

My feet would list,
My head held up high,
Soon I would be in the sky.

To fly like the butterflies,
Is all I ask for.
Freedom at last.

I wrote this listening to Gollum's Song, sung sa pamamagitan ng Karliene Renolds. I don't know why, I just felt like doing this.

It's so dark. I can't see. I have no one.
No one cares enough to try.
I'm sobbing now, along with the storm overhead. They lied. they sinabi they cared. I can't go back.

I can feel it coming. No mga kaibigan tried to find me.
Goodbye.
They didn't try for me.

Don't cry for me. you're too late. You hurt me. You blamed me everything. I can never go home.

I am lost. I will never go home.

Celluoid ghost from Hollywood's past
Forever haunt me on my telebisyon screen
Trapped on video to act out their roles
For all eternity

Judy Garland is in Oz
While Errol Flynn is in Sherwood Forest

The Marx Brothers spend a night at the opera
And a araw at the races

Humphrey Bogart fights crime
While James Cagney leads a life of crime

I beleive The Kinks were right
when they said
Celluoid bayani never die
Because they are here with us forever
On our televison screens

Note: This poem was inspired sa pamamagitan ng the song
"Celluoid Heroes" sa pamamagitan ng The Kinks

I don’t think I could ever pag-ibig someone like I loved you
You are my first and last pag-ibig
You go I go
You stay I stay
And you might think that’s weird but that’s the way it goes
That’s the way pag-ibig is
And no matter how hard we try to let go
You will always find your self coming back.

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Let’s go on a first date
Where it’s cold in the night
So you can hold me close in your arms really tight.
Let’s wait for the train.
And if it starts to rains you can be my shelter.
I will tell you my feelings and you will tell me yours.
We can laugh and halik and imagine always being like this.
And when the train comes
You can take me home
I will let you hold my hand until we arrive to my doorstep.
Were we will say our goodbyes?
And with a touch you give me
I will be satisfied.

pain fills my puso and brings me to the darkside where I reside for awhile. Until I'm grabbed sa pamamagitan ng the hand and pulled out sa pamamagitan ng a so-called friend who just pushes me back in and leaves me to cry in the darkest corner of my heart. I feel like I'm being ripped apart, limb sa pamamagitan ng limb, every string of my puso played sa pamamagitan ng the devil's hand. I feel like I'm not whole, like I'm nothing without him. The one one who killed his best friend, the one who left me alone, I didn't know how to swim. All I want is him to come back and hurt me again. He was my only friend, or so I thought, but when he slapped me across my face, that's emotion you can't replace and I faced it everyday or so for a taon and a half. Don't try to sympathize because I know with my puso and soul that you will leave and let me go with crappy bittersweet goodbyes...

This is a play I wrote.
There are three acts.
I'll add the susunod two later.

(scene 1)
(enter Gabby and Conner, who appear to be arguing)
Gabby: For real, Conner, I really don't trust Anna. (shakes her head)
Conner: Really, Gabby, her parents founded the church. How can you not trust her?
Gabby: Steve and sherry helped too.
(enter Anna)
Gabby: (death glares at Anna, but goes unnoticed)
Anna: So, Conner, are you talking to yourself or something?
Gabby: (clenches her fists, runs silently out of the room)