I miss you.
The person you used to be. I miss your smile, your way of randomly laughing at things that are rather not funny. I miss how you knew the right time for a hug and how you always estola my kisses, making me smile. I miss how you kept telling me how beautiful I am, how different, how... special to you. If there is one thing I'll remember you sinabi was that you sinabi I was born to be loved sa pamamagitan ng the best. Was I? Because, somehow, I knew you loved me. Not the typical children love. No, the real love, with all its' good & bad sides. And, yet, I knew you weren't the best in this big, cruel world. But you were the best in my eyes and I believed in it with all my heart. I believed you, gave you my puso that patiently waited to be rescued. You threw it away, like it was just a game for you. Well, I had enough of it. You are a jerk. An ass. A guy who broke my puso for the first time, who made me believe there is no true love. I wish.
Because, after all the things I've been through just because of your pride, your mind and for your fun, I miss you. Every little thing you did. Every little thing you said. No, I am not hallucinating. I know who you are, deep inside. And I know that, at the moment, those things are lost, berried in your memories. But, I know that one day, in a specific moment, someone will wake up all the good things you posses and all those things that made me for fall you so bad.
And, if I have to wait- I will wait. I am here and I am not going anywhere. If that makes me stupid- Well, I'll just deal with it the best way I can. Ignore it. After all, life is not made of all the bad things we survived, it's made of all the good things that came afterward. And, in the end, when everyone is on their knees, when everything is broken, pag-ibig will be the only thing standing up.
I hope that one araw I'll see that ipakita and that, somehow, you & I will be the main characters. If not- take care.
I pag-ibig you. ♥
The person you used to be. I miss your smile, your way of randomly laughing at things that are rather not funny. I miss how you knew the right time for a hug and how you always estola my kisses, making me smile. I miss how you kept telling me how beautiful I am, how different, how... special to you. If there is one thing I'll remember you sinabi was that you sinabi I was born to be loved sa pamamagitan ng the best. Was I? Because, somehow, I knew you loved me. Not the typical children love. No, the real love, with all its' good & bad sides. And, yet, I knew you weren't the best in this big, cruel world. But you were the best in my eyes and I believed in it with all my heart. I believed you, gave you my puso that patiently waited to be rescued. You threw it away, like it was just a game for you. Well, I had enough of it. You are a jerk. An ass. A guy who broke my puso for the first time, who made me believe there is no true love. I wish.
Because, after all the things I've been through just because of your pride, your mind and for your fun, I miss you. Every little thing you did. Every little thing you said. No, I am not hallucinating. I know who you are, deep inside. And I know that, at the moment, those things are lost, berried in your memories. But, I know that one day, in a specific moment, someone will wake up all the good things you posses and all those things that made me for fall you so bad.
And, if I have to wait- I will wait. I am here and I am not going anywhere. If that makes me stupid- Well, I'll just deal with it the best way I can. Ignore it. After all, life is not made of all the bad things we survived, it's made of all the good things that came afterward. And, in the end, when everyone is on their knees, when everything is broken, pag-ibig will be the only thing standing up.
I hope that one araw I'll see that ipakita and that, somehow, you & I will be the main characters. If not- take care.
I pag-ibig you. ♥