How did u feel when u saw on the news about mj's death???

I. . . I didnt quite know who he was . . . though I figured out the person I had always admired from my earliest memory had died and I had missed all my chances. I was banging my head against a wall, but I did not cry. I was too shocked . . . I too was dying on the inside but I revivied myself after time. Though part of me is still wounded deeply :(

I was a tagahanga before so It was the worst news in my life, and from that moment until now, and forever there will be a big empty place in my heart. From that araw on I dedicated everything to Mike and lived for him. He'll always be my shining star