I miss, Michael so much.

I know exactly how it feels. I'm in the same situation. My family can't stand him, they don't understand my pag-ibig for him and consider me obsessed. They can't get how can I have such a huge admiration for Michael.. when they don't want to hear or see him. Of course I don't talk about my pag-ibig for him with them.. because I can't stand hearing insults about my angel. It hurts so bad when I hear someone saying mean words about him, making fun of him.. :( And how can I pretend understanding from such blind people? They don't know what means the word "fan", how it is to pag-ibig someone so much without knowing him personally, to change your life and inspire you forever...and I think they are in a saddest situation for being so blind and ignorant than myself for not being able to tell them.
My segundo family are the MJ Fans. With you all I can share my love, my feelings, my emotions without being judged. It's a true miracle how Michael always bring us together through our pag-ibig for him.

I miss him too whenever I play his music it drives my grandmother nuts I don't care I keep continuing playing his songs.

Same here , :( I just started listening to MJ 5 months nakaraan and my friend who introduced me to Michael Jackson himself says that he was a bad singer , only the dance was good. It hurts me so much. I stopped talking to my best friend about music after that. I'm considered too much obsessed with him , I don't know what to do anymore! Its not that MJ is a normal singer , anyone who could actually understand his greatness would never deny obsession. This is the point when obsession becomes necessary , you can't help it no matter what you do. I don't regret the araw I started listening to him because I know whatever people think , whatever they do , whatever they say , it can not remove the importance of my idol, it can not change my mind nor it can reduce the greatness he had , I'm helpless . In this dark word , where 99% people reject you including your owns , the only satisfaction you can find is to keep on doing what you want to. This is the only way of relief. Although I'm happy I'm one of those people who actually got introduced to someone who might is being faked in this world but in reality , is 100% Real instead of watching the one who looks real in this world but in reality , is 100% fake. That was a weird explaination but MJ fans will get it :)

my family hates mj too my dad likes only a couple of he's songs and my older brother kept calling me wack jacko and saying he was a evil man im like shut your mouth or I will kill you in your sleep then my dad stop it my step grandpa kept calling him guitly

That is how I feel every night and I´m sooo glad that I´m not the only one. My family and my mga kaibigan don´t like MJ and they often make fun of me. That makes me feel so sad and lonely, that sometimes nothing can stop me from crying. But we have to be strong! Let´s think about each other and focus on the good things in life! I´m sure Mike would like us to!

I know how you feel. I miss him so much and have never experienced anything like that with a celebrity, nor do I follow celebrities' lives beyond walang tiyak na layunin news stories. MJ was a gift - from God, nature, whatever your belief. He was the sweetest person with the purest heart, and the most beautiful thing I've ever looked at. He was such a special person...the dude can change your life; it's inexplicable. I hope wherever he is, he can feel the love.