You've done this. You've done this to me. You've made me this way. Were you not thinking? Were you not in the right mind? How could you have made me this? How could you do that to a child who would grow up to become what I am today? I had no clue. I didn't know any better. I was so young. This was you who did this. I try so hard. To undo your wrongs. But it is so hard. I fear I will never recover. I pag-ibig you with all my puso but you've done this to me. You've give this to me. It holds me back. It kills my dreams. I want to do some many things and now I fear that I can not because of what you have done. I don't want to be like you. I don't want to have what you do. It holds you back. It's killing you. It's hurting me. I don't want that for my life. I want to be my own person. Not who you've made me. Why? Why did you do this? You didn't think to what this might lead to in the future. I will not stand for this. I'm not going to be like you. I won't. I'll make it. Watch me. Just watch me.

You left everything you had. You came to my family. You made me. Then you left. You left us. You left us all alone. You went back to where you came from. Was I not good enough? How could you just leave us? Have you no heart. Have you no soul. Have you no sense of decency. You may have helped to bring me into this world but you didn't help raise me to become a part of it. If I met you I would ignore you. If I met you I would hate you. I never want to see you. You don't really care. And you don't pag-ibig me.

Im walking home.. ur gone. i start to walk madami and then rain pours down on me. I never felt like this u promised me that u wouldnt leave me. I may stay the night with ally but shes with her bf.. Im just gonna go to a hotel and sleep there. I walk and cry im just gonna go home. when i do go tahanan i climb the puno and go in the window and look in the mirror was i to ugly 4 u?!? I take out some scissors and cut my hair and arms and i pretty now?.. I go to the kama room and let the blood drip on the floor let me hair lay down its ugly. Ur werent gonna leave me u promised me!! i stare at the blank pader my world is gone. i cant take the pain any madami i get a call.. it from my mom and dad their gonna b tahanan soon great.. i sit up and look at what ive done to myself no madami me im done being the bright girl im done. I start screaming why u leave me!!! I Tried to explain to u! but no! U LEFT ME I LAUGHED AT THE THE UGLY GIRL IN THE MIRROR. well guys thats it till part 2 hoped u liked it!!