what's the WORST taon (so far), season, buwan and day? why? (only 3 reasons max)

(to my girlfriend) i miss you, i miss your smile, and i still shed a tear, every once in a while. and even though it's different now, you're still here somehow... my puso won't let you go, and ('cause) i need you to know... I Miss You

she was my first and only girlfriend...