Warning: This is just my pantasiya coming through. And some information to you; the story plays before Bella became a Vampire and there is no Nessie in sight. So its just for our little Jacob's sake, he needs some luving.
Information about this Chapter: There will be some hot loving, but i censored it myself. Simply cause i know there are younger readers and i didnt mean to insult anymore. So enjoy none than less ;)
Try to reach the impossible
The ride in this awesome car had been amazing, none than less it was a release coming back home. Yeah home, into a house full of vampires. Well you cant have everything i told myself while opening the door with my foot. Kristine had been falling asleep about an oras ago, and she looked way too peaceful to disturb her sleep. The best quality about Bampira was that they were quiet, and for sure that Edward was able to read my mind. So it was no suprise he had told the others to keep it low, and Alice nearly had opened the door for me. She smiled, and like always it gave ma shiver.- but it wasnt that evil anymore. In no time i had brought her upstairs laying her on the big comfortable bed, as again Alice appeared behind me. For some strange reason it appeared to me like she had something on her mind, but a hard time spitting it out. I turned around giving my best fake smile, then turning back putting the blanket over my girlfriend.
''Why dont you tell me what it is Alice'', i sinabi lightly annoyed. But then again i couldnt blame that on her, i was just a bit stressed out latley.
''I just wondered if i could spend some time with Kristine alone.''
''You spend time with her everday, so what could be so important...'', she cutted me off with a look. Something seemed madami important than my babbling, her dark eyes were focused on Kristine. She was sitting down on the bed, her tiny fingers softly running over her hair. She didnt mover underneath her hands, allthough her human instincts should have made her jump up. In many ways Kristine was different to all humans i knew, and in others she was just like everyone i knew. Often enough she didnt see how much danger surrounded her, and that again was my fault. I brought her to that danger, and allthough i knew she was able to take it.- i hated it. She would assure me that she was happy, but i could never know. Damn you Edward Cullen, can i borrow your gift just for once. I finally was able to concentrate again, wondering what it really was with this pixie like Vampire.
''What you want from her'', i was in no way unfriendly, just my typical way of talking.
Alice finally got up, grapping my arm and lead me on the outside. She closed the door very carefully, and then i saw this look on her face. A look i had seen before, full of worry and somehow sadness. If it was possible that their perfect faces showed that kind of emotion. I leaned against the wall, sighing deeply.- all of this cryptic talking annoyed me.
''You know how i can see the future of people, well not you but most others. Till yesterday i saw the future of Kristine perfectly, but today...'', this time she stopped herself. My brain started to work faster than before, and i stepped closer trying to keep my voice down.
''Maybe her and my relationship is so deep that you cant see her cause of me?''
''No'', that was short but she for sure would have madami to say. ''I saw her with you, that was the only time i saw you aswell. Then i saw her sleeping, but the problem was she didnt wake up anymore. And then she was gone, like she never did exist.''
I was only one step away from pushing her, maybe ripping her apart. Of course it was not her fault, but it definatley was nothing i wanted to hear after such a great day. We had been far away from all the drama, sitting in the damo enjoying the day. From underneath i heard some other voices, mostly sounding like Jasper and Edward. Of course the blonde, tall and somehow weird Jasper was able to sense my feelings. So it was no suprise that he felt my anger. I walked past Alice, nearly running downstairs. I nearly crashed into Edward, but that couldnt have stopped me.
''We have to erase her mother'', i said, my voice a little shaky at this point. ''I dont care how we have to do it, if i have to personally struggle her to death. I will not allow... .''
From behind someone laid his or her hand on my shoulder, of course it was Esme. I was too busy being angry to be concerned about that gesture, so i just stood there glaring at Edward.
''We will not let you become a murderer, Jacob'', it was Carlisle's voice, trying to calm me down. I already had killed people, well Bampira but the meaning behind it was the same. She was the enemy, she wanted to take my only precious from me.
''Excuse me doc, but i will not let anyone destroy the little bit that i have.''
''He sinabi we wont let you become a murderer, no one sinabi that we dont agree that it becomes to dangerous. The truth is we need a plan'', Jasper tried his best to explain things to me, that he didnt have to explain to his family. I felt my knees becoming weak, so i didnt fight anymore. Latley too much was happening, and after all a part of me was human. I allowed myself to sink down on the floor, sitting there going a bit into shock.
''We need a plan though, and i know no one that can help us about witches'', the voice of Carlisle was not reaching me fully, it was too far away. It was like she never did exist, i heard Alice say still. And then it hit me, we had all kind of legends about witches.- i just never paid enough attention. Actually cause i had heard it all before my life as a lobo had started, and i thought my father was just getting old. But now i was able to remember, and finally understand. Allthough they were still talking, everyone seemed to notice me getting up and my face expression changing.
''I gotta go, take care of Kristine.''
I had nearly reached the door, as Edward appeared in front of me. Whats your problem, want a new face? It didnt look like he would ilipat so i tried to walk around him, definatley no chance.
''WHAT?'', i screamed, the susunod segundo hoping i wouldnt wake up Kristine.
''Where do you think your going, you know its not the safest place for you out there'', he was calm, ipinapakita that he cared. But that was probably the last thing i wanted right now, i felt awful. So being nice with me, didnt help.
''I can take good care of myself, thank you'', it felt great having a bit of sarcasm left.
''But you do remember that at least ten mga lobo and one witch are after you? I will come with you.''
I stepped a few inches back, breathing out slowly and deeply back in. I didnt know if it was possible for him to read my thoughts now, cause they were so confusing even madami myself.
''Where i am going, you cant come with me. You dont want to break the treaty'', it finally seemed to break through. I used this one moment of confusion making a quick exit. No longer could i wait to take off my sando and change into my lobo form, i somehow had missed that. But i wasnt out for fun, i needed to finally deal with problmems my way.
Is it just me or did it become colder?
It didnt take too much time to reach LaPush, feeling this burning in my heart. I was home, and yet i knew it never would be my tahanan again. Most of the lights here were out, but i was sure that my father would be still awake. How would he react to my return? To be perfectly honest i couldnt care less, i was here for Kristine. My family would always be in my hard, but i couldnt take care of their feelings anymore. A few meters away from our house i changed back into human form, stretching a little bit. On the inside the telebisyon was still on, and my father right in front of it. I didnt bother knocking, instead i just walked in with a smile. Dad didnt turn around, but i was sure he heard me coming.
''Hey dad'', i tried, starting in a soft way.
''What do you want here...'', oh yeah he was definatley mad at me. But for a moment he looked at me, and i saw that he was happy. After all we had spent so much time together, ever after my mother had died and my sisters left us. But he would have never tried to hold me back. The only mapait aspect abut me leaving, was the coven i lived with now.
''I need your help dad, please.''
''About what? How to be the perfect guarddog for a group full of vampires?''
I was about turning around, cause that was definatley too much. He didnt wanted to help me, fine then i would have to find out myself. I heard his wheels moving, and soon enough he had reached me and i stood still looking down on him.
''Look i am sorry son, but the truth is you ran away from your pack. You left your family behind, so what you want me to think? You are my son but you know that the Quileute... .''
''Dad i really dont have that much time. I am in trouble, and i need your help. So i will make it short, what do you know about witches.- and no quesitons please?'', i spoke so fast that i nearly bite my own tongue. I couldnt be sure if he understood everything i had to say. I stepped from one foot on the other, after all patience never had been my best quality.
''Well the Quileute legends go back long before anyone of the Black family lived here, and there have always been witches. But the problem is you can never see for real what they are capable of. As far as we know, a witch can only killed sa pamamagitan ng another witch to burnt like they did around 1600. The only problem with those two ways is, you have to find another witch. Or get close enough to her to burn her... .''
''But its not impossible?'', i asked halfloud.
''No but very dangerous and'', he kept talking but i was already out of the house again. If i ever was running with fullspeed, then this was the time. For a moment i fought with myself, thinking about dealing with the mother myself. But i didnt wanted to make that some suicide mission, cause there was no point in that. If i wanted to have Kristine, then i had to live. That was what kept me up, making me return to the Cullen house. From a far i was able to see that they all were located in front of the house, just not Kristine. Again it was burning inside of me, but this time it was me longing for her presence. Her soft skin rubbing against mine, her smell,... Keep the thoughts down, he hears you. Again i didnt bother looking at anyone, while i ran into the house.- upstairs. Being as quiet as possible entering the room, i spotted her on the bed. She was awake, looking out of the window. Did she even hear me?
What direction shall we go?
''Good morning, Kris'', i whispered into her direction. She didnt turn around, and it felt like she was ignoring me. But to say the least that was not her way, so it suprised me. I walked closer to her, laying my hand on her shoulder. Finally she would look at me, her deep meaningful eyes having so many questions. I wanted to speak again but she pulled me closer, so we both landed on the bed.
''Time is running out Jake, we should make the best of it'', her voice was like music, her light soprano sound gave me chills.
And then without me expecting it, she had laid her lips on mine. And allthough we had kissed like million times before, this one was different. She was forcing and wild, and the passion was flowing from her mouth in mine. This time my brain was set off, i didnt even try to control myself. Neither did i bother me anymore that this house was full of vampires. My hands seemed to do whatever they wanted, ripping off her tuktok like it was not there. Her breathing became faster, and so did mine,- meeting her warmth in the middle.
''Dont you think we should...'', she didnt give me enough air to finish my sentence, instead she was the one that took off my shirt. I had never been so nervous before, and i couldnt believe my own eyes when i saw the perfection of her body. I kissed the side of her face, biting her neck slowly. Her legs were now wrapped around me, making it impossible to move.- like i wanted to run away. Soon enough we had forgotten the world around us, and our bodies were moving together. Of course we both were nervous, but it felt like our bodies were made for each other. And for the rest of my little life i wouldnt be able to forget her smell or taste, this was it. The peace i had been searching for all along, this one person that was able to keep all the trouble from me. It was our first time being that close with each other, but for some strange reason it seemed to be the perfect moment. And the madami intensive i moved, the louder and faster her cute little noises became. For this moment i felt complete, and i had forgotten about witches, Bampira and the pack. Kristine my love, my life and my end
End of the Seventh Chapter