Dear worthless diary, a couple of weeks have past by, I have relized that my teachers are stupid. my homeroom teacher is the most contry wonman i have ever met. she's so annoying she talks during test and quizzes.And she doesnt teach anything to us.all she does she give us worksheets ,and she is not the only one that doesnt teach us anything. My other teacher ,my math teacher doesnt teach us anything,all she does is give us are games.And my social studies teacher is the strictest teacher in the 6 grade school. And my science teacher is the loudest teacher ever! she gives me headaces all the time.And one araw i relized i needed help from my abusive parents. so i txted my friend about it.and she sinabi i needed help and i didnt know wat to do because most abuseive parent abuse there child already. so i talked to her for another two days ..untill my mom came into my room and looked through my bookbag right in front of me.then she found a book and was fipping out that i was on page 42 of a book and it was a test.*i got a 72% on it sa pamamagitan ng the way* then my mom fipped out,called me a asong babae and took all of my things away,i cried but my mom did nothing about it. then she sounded happy talked on the phone,laughed alot..like she was happy.then she told me to finish the book,then she told me i was going to fail anyway so she told me to do my homework ,so i did it then she came bk and sinabi y iam i not reding then i told her that she told me that she sinabi i was going to fail then she sinabi might as well read.then she told me i not grown then she hit me in the forehead.i still have a scar on my forehead.then she left. then i cried again..then she slamed my door and laughed. then the susunod weeks of hell .when i came tahanan from school still with nothing in my room,she told my that she looked through my messages in my phone,then she had this long conversion on how i should lie to make friends,and that when i was little and all that crap,i wasnt falling for it then she sinabi if i ran away from tahanan that she should care...then the susunod day.she walked to me and sid that she never chocked me in my life...she did two years ago..i nearly died.and she told her mga kaibigan that she chocked me .they did nothing..becuase there followers.then i went to a conslier..then we talked for 5 mintues *i didnt tell her about the hitting part yet..* then she sinabi i'll she u torrorrw then i was like ok.then the susunod araw i told my friend ,then she was scared for me..i didnt want the conslier looking for me because i heard on the news that adoped kids where slaves.soi hid from her.she never found me.when i went tahanan she acted normal liked nothing happened at all and when my real mom come tahanan she sinabi nothing happened....
There's nowhere to run.
There's nowhere to hide.
You can't escape,
from the pain inside.
You're mind is lost.
Fear has taken over
and insanity has caved in.
Voices in your head tell you to walk
out the front door
and down to the dock.
At the edge you stand
In your lovely gown
took one madami step
And began to drown.
You become aware
and gasp for air.
Waves crash in
and you choke on water
You're suffocating now
you start to wonder will anyone save me?
Tears started to show.
It's too late to be saved.
It's too late to be found.
Another death gone by
These happen everyday
From thoughts of suicide.
Poem made sa pamamagitan ng me.
There's nowhere to hide.
You can't escape,
from the pain inside.
You're mind is lost.
Fear has taken over
and insanity has caved in.
Voices in your head tell you to walk
out the front door
and down to the dock.
At the edge you stand
In your lovely gown
took one madami step
And began to drown.
You become aware
and gasp for air.
Waves crash in
and you choke on water
You're suffocating now
you start to wonder will anyone save me?
Tears started to show.
It's too late to be saved.
It's too late to be found.
Another death gone by
These happen everyday
From thoughts of suicide.
Poem made sa pamamagitan ng me.
Nor am I still treasured sa pamamagitan ng you
And this way, I'll be all alone
That is how you always
Make me mad and cry in the end
But I loved
How your face looked when you said, "I'm sorry"
Afterwards
Please do not let me go
Hold me tight--Yes, with all my heart
I want to be in your arms
Together, with our foreheads touching
We'll fall asleep
Such a beautiful song.The feels :'( The anime this song is from, which is Guilty Crown, made me depressed for a very long time. I still get really sad when I listen to this song.