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posted by NightFrog

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National Suicide Prevention Lifeline - 1-800-273-8255 (1-800-273-TALK)

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Secrets

posted by xxNeverBrokenxx

1. I cry myself to sleep
2. Cut mostly everday
3. I starve to be skinny
4. I hate myself
5. No one can break me down
6. Im forgetting the good side of life
7. Ive attempted suicide 4 times this year
8. I want a family but that might not happen
9. Bullied
10. I sit in my room thinking of my death and my funeral... no one but my loved one comes
11. When everyone thought I did succeed in suicide the people who drve meto itfake cried.
12. Ive been abused
13. I want to eat everything but the voice in my head chastises me
14. I dream of killing the people who torture me
15. I paint a smile on daily

My wanted someone

posted by cutiepie0310

I want someone to love.Someone who I can make my own and is easy to talk to.I'll be their first choice and never their second.They'll play with my hair and twist it between their fingers just like my mom used to when I was little.My wanted someone will hug me tight and cuddle a lot. He will make me laugh when I'm down and be serious if necessary. We will act like little kids just for fun. He'll be romantic for sure. My someone will be at least somewhat cute so even his smile will make me smile. I want someone who appreciates me for me and will still pag-ibig me if I do something wrong. It would be nice if he was smart so he could help me out with stuff I can't do or don't understand. I know I sound selfish,but I know for sure I'd be super happy.

Of course since it is a lot to ask for,there is not likely to be a person like that and it is unrealistic and impossible.

(btw i already know the grammar and wording of sentences are bad so please don't complain about them)

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Open Your Eyes

posted by rockstarjb12

Open your eyes to what is going on with me deep down and really understand why i sometimes frown i want you to see how i really am inside im tired of trying to cover it up and hide you think you know me but you really dont you should but you probably wont Open your eyes and see the real me
not the person that you want me to be understand that you cant make me who im not even though you probably want to a lot i dont care what the heck you think okay? im gonna find myself and be who i really want to be everyday
Open your eyes and see why im this way its because of everything thats happened to me,that i think about everyday whats done is done but the effects are still here living everyday of my life with some sort of fear why do i not really like people and have issues? because i have been hurt sa pamamagitan ng them so many times theyve made me cry and go get tissues

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Broken Mirrors

posted by Rock_n_Roll671

Broken Mirrors
I was walking a long path, the most horrible path you can take, the one with thorns on the ground, blood on the trees, and dark clouds. The path of life. I was sad, alone, depressed. Because I was looking back at all the things I left behind, just so i can finish the path. I didn't know why, i just had to finish it. While I was walking it hit me, I have been walking this path forever, I want to reflect on everything, I don't want to take this path anymore. I sobbed and cried, and I didnt know where I was going. I crashed into something, and hard, cold, glass shattered on me....

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Who should I be?

posted by cutiepie0310

I don't know who I want to be. I just can't decide whether I want to be quiet and mysterious or sociable and cheerful. You may think it's an obvious choice, but it's not for me.

I feel like being both, but I feel like it's wrong to be both. everything with me is either one or the other.

On one hand,I feel like pushing people aside.Mostly because they annoy me,but also because I feel better when I'm alone. One the other hand,I feel like talking to everyone with joyfulness.

I feel like the whole world is frowning upon me.

But yet I feel like smiling and that I can do anything without being ashamed. Every time I do this though,it turns to be something to be ashamed about and just wanting to keep my happiness inside and to never ipakita it again.

Feeling like crawling inside a hole.

Feeling sorrow,guilt,embarrassment,happiness,unstoppable,trapped,and furious all at the same time. It's driving me crazy!

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Stuff I Wrote

posted by cutiepie0310

These regrets are madami like nightmares. And these nightmares never end. Somebody please stop them before I go insane.

Feeling like no one can save me from the depths of my disgrace.

All of my mga kulay have turned gray since the first araw I felt this way.

I know there's people who pag-ibig me and couldn't live without me,but that doesn't change the fact that I want to disappear. Because all I ever do is make mistakes.

Making the wrong ilipat at the wrong time is what I do. For there isn't room for people like me.

I don't want to feel any emotion. Not even pag-ibig for I fear there is still a gaping hole inside of me that I can't seem to fill.

Feeling detached from everything is the only way I can put how I really feel. Everything just seems so far out of reach. I want to be one of those people who feel complete but it seems impossible.

I am so weak because the only thing keeping me alive is my fear of pain.

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You Are madami

posted by silverlocket

You are madami than the choices that you make. You are madami than the many hearts you’ll break. You are madami than your dreams that don’t come true. You are madami than whatever people think of you.
You are madami than the things that you say. You are madami than the places that you stay. You are madami than the things that you do. You are madami than I could ever think of you.
You are so much madami than what you think. Your life right now is only beginning These tests and trials that come to you, are meant to make you someone new. You are more. You are worth it. You are so much greater than you think...

Life+Death

posted by AndrewX

We are born,happy,cheerful and not knowing what happens in the end. But I know the true meaning of life,Death. Living life just keeps us waiting till "Death do us part". Theres no way to spend the remaining time in your life besides beind alone. Being alone can satisfy and occupy yourself. Fill your mind with everything wonderful that hasn't been ruined yet. Exclude everyone,they are a distraction. They can't help you with your fate, Its only in your control. Take in the silence,it'll only calm you down rather than bring you down. If silence won't help you cope with the pain,then just cry...

Im not okay

posted by canal

Not many people can say, when they smile, they mean it. I've finally Nawawala it all, my parents dead, sister commit suicide to get away from me, noone talks to me. I sit alone in a dark house listening to one song every araw seven days a week fife our four weeks a month, twelve months a year. Every night i cry my self to sleep. I..have officialy Nawawala all of my sanity. so today, with no sanity, i've decided to commit suicide so goodbye every one, i hope your better off without me.. link

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Just another araw

posted by canal

Have you ever felt like the third, maybe fourth wheel? Have you ever felt that one moment in your life you needed someone.. no one was there? Have you ever thought of suicide? Every day.. i'll wake up afraid i'll say one small little thing and every thing falls apart. Is me being bipolar the cause of my problems? no, i choose the be the way i act.. but i snap easily. with no control.. i've felt like a third or fourth wheel i've needed some one and they weren't hear for me.. and i.. have thought of suicide and many times did i attempt it.. many of those times i failed. I have many mga kaibigan and...

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The Sad and Ugly Truth

posted by Lizzy-ILoveJB

The Sad and Ugly Truth

Pain… I’m not talking about physical pain; I’m talking about emotional and upsetting pain. It’s not something you can just shrug off your shoulders and carry on with. You don’t usually get over it in a whistle. It takes time… time you don’t always have. You want a holiday alone where you can be alone and cry. You just have complications such as school, work, children and family… all things you have to handle. I often envy Death. Death feels no pain; I’d rather be Death than have to stare him in the face. Emotional pain isn’t something you can get rid...

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My Song ~ Helena ~ My Chemical Romance

posted by DNAngil101

~My Chemical Romance~

Long ago,
Just like a hearse,
You died to get in again,
We are, so far from you...

Burning on,
Just like a match,
You strike to incinerate the LIVES,
Of everyone you KNEW,

And what's the worst you take?
From every puso you BREAK?
And like a blade you stain,
We'll I've been HOLDING ON, tonight,

What's the WORST thing I COULD SAY?
Things are BETTER if I STAY,
So long, and Goodnight,
So long, and Goodnight...

Came a time,
When every starfall,
Brought the tears again,
We are the EVERY HURT you SOLD,

And what's the worst you take?
From every puso you BREAK?
And like a blade you stain,
We'll I've been HOLDING ON, tonight,...

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RAZORBLADES

posted by Goth-Girl-36

Screaming.
She listens as it echos through her ears, consuming her every sound.
Blocking out reality, her nightmares some to life.
She fights back the screams with the screams of her wrists.
She silences the echoing with the echo of her blood drip.

r a z o r b l a d e s

Reality is her nightmare, her dreams are her peace.
haunted sa pamamagitan ng blocked memories of her mind, she sleeps away time.
Till araw break her terrors come alive,
she'll walk in reality but wish to die.

r a z o r b l a d e s

Alone, she counts the endless kulay-rosas marks on her skin;
all created sa pamamagitan ng knives, fire, razors, and pin.
Every night she asks her...

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Dark Despair

posted by cutiegirl01

Wrote because I was bored

Dark Despair
sa pamamagitan ng cutiegirl01

In the dark I die
Scared and alone
Keeping me in the dark
No one ever sees
That who they see
Is not the real me
So scared and alone
I die till I see
You come as the son of night
So I wait in my dark despair.
Can anyone save me
Does any body know
that I am dieing
and I am alone?
Save me
from what I have become
alone and broken
the life of me is draining
I have nothing
to live for
but I know that
I am holding on for you
I am holding on for that
I am dieing
please come save me
from my dark despair

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the definition of suicide

posted by ilovekud

Main Entry: 1sui·cide
Pronunciation: \ˈsü-ə-ˌsīd\
Function: noun
Etymology: Latin sui (genitive) of oneself + English -cide; akin to Old English & Old High German sīn his, Latin suus one's own, sed, se without, Sanskrit sva oneself, one's own
Date: 1643
1 a : the act or an instance of taking one's own life voluntarily and intentionally especially sa pamamagitan ng a person of years of discretion and of sound mind b : ruin of one's own interests <political suicide> c : apoptosis <cell suicide>
2 : one that commits or attempts suicide

My Secret

posted by Kibahina96

A few days nakaraan on Halloween I estola on of my mom's boyfriend's serbesa then brought it to school and when no one was looking I drank about half of it until the taste hit me. At first the loneliness and the pain was so hard I didn't taste anything then the taste came to and hit me all at once. After I decided to dump it out When I was dumping it out I saw someone staring at me I don't know if it was a teacher or a student but his eyes were wide I hid the can behind me until he went back in his class and threw it away. A few minutos later I went back to eat my breakfast but was restless I coudn't eat anything I didn't know if that guy was a teacher and if he was how much had he seen ? Did he see me dumping the other half of the can out ? I knew I had done something bad part of me regretted it but most of me didn't care .Now though I wanna confess.Well that's it.

Would you....?

posted by cutiepie0310

Would you remember me if I moved away?

Would you miss me if I died tomorrow?

Would you care if I started cutting myself?

Would you stand up for me if I was being bullied?

Would you visit me if I was in the hospital?

Would you fight for me if I pushed you away?

Would you look for me if i ran away?

Would you be there to comfort me if I was feeling down?

Would you be my hero/heroine if I was in trouble?

Would you hug me if I needed one?

Would you appreciate it if I was nice to you?

Would you keep my secrets if I told you them?

Would you still talk to me once you knew I was awkward?

Would you even consider...

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I am?

posted by SeeUV3

I am not normal
I am not pretty
I am not skinny
I am not talented
I am not worth a shit
I am not lovable
I am not worthy of love
I am not approachable
I am not happy

I AM...
I am weird
I am ugly
I am fat
I am a worthless piece of shit that contributes to nothing
I am nothing
I am disliked/hated or should be at least
I am not lovable
I am a socially awkward mess
I am depressed an in desperate need of help though I don't deserve it

I bother everyone I am so stupid its not funny . I can even barley fucking spell. I cant walk properly im a toe walker . I get teased an bullied an hurt all the time . I am an outcast .I am a burden on my own family . I am a burden on all my mga kaibigan . Im nothing but a complainer and I don't deserve to live . I HATE MYSELF

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mga panipi to inspire and help you part 1

posted by SaturdaySurpris

Reach for the moon. If you fall short at least you'll be among the stars.

We cannot always control what goes on outside, but we can control what goes on inside.

If you realized how powerful your thoughts are, you would never think another negative thought. (Peace Pilgrim)

Everything you want is on the other side of fear (Jack Canfield)
I haven't failed; I have just found 10,000 ways that didn't work. (Thomas A. Edison)

You see things and say "Why?" but I dream of things that never were and say "Why not?" (George Bernard Shaw)

There will never be another now. I will make the most of today.
There will...