She loved Freddie. She loved Freddie so much that she was scared of the pag-ibig so she was screwing Cook and ran away with him because she was so scared of her pag-ibig for Freddie. But I think that Cook loved Effy madami than she ever knew, he really fucking loved her and it tore him apart. But as much as I loved Cook and Effy together, it was Freddie that she loved