uy guys, I just wanted to tell tu about my pag-ibig experienced and this story goes for the people that feels alone without a soul sister, so when tu want to stop falling in pag-ibig tu can remember this articulo and keep trying because somewhere in the world there is a person that is just as crazy as tu are.
This story starts in Mexico City, when I was 3 years old, I didn't know that I was going to meet with the pag-ibig of my life. Our moms were mga kaibigan from the unibersidad so we met in a meeting of our parents. I spent a good time with her but I was just a kid so I just see her like a friend. I went to her birthday parties and she went to mine so we didn't Nawawala contact.
Since the first time we met the years passed and we started growing up but the first time I started feeling that I liked her was when I went with my parents to a hapunan at her house when I was 10 years old because she looked at me in a different that the other girls did but I was very stupid and I didn't knew that I could have my first girlfriend in that age and I let go that chance and till this araw I feel very sad and stupid for being and asshole not taking that chance.
When I was 11 I forgot about the first girl and a girl in my school started to like me so I asked her to be my girlfriend but she dicho no, because she liked a friend that for many girls is handsome but he's an asshole with them so I was with a broken puso and one araw while I was thinking about her watching TV I started watching a movie called "Alpha and Omega" I felt just like Humphrey, a guy with many mga kaibigan and just searching for some pag-ibig but when he felt he found it it's betrayed so since that they I felt like a ugly person and to take the path of "lone wolf" just having mga kaibigan without falling in pag-ibig again because I learned that pag-ibig hurts.
The susunod año they gave me a phone because I was going to start 7th grade so I get all my social media and two days after having facebook in my phone, the first girl started talking to me again so we keep talking about different things and I started falling in pag-ibig with her so when our parents went for another hapunan I wanted to tell her that I loved her but she told me that her family was moving to Miami so I didn't want to have a distance relationship but we keep being mga kaibigan but I knew that I also liked her because in the car she hold my hand so I will wait some years to start a distance relationship. When she arrived to Miami she told me how was her life there and she was making new mga kaibigan so we stopped talking to me during a time so when I get to 7th grade I keep in the road of a lone lobo just making mga kaibigan and playing soccer, without pag-ibig in my life but the problem here was that I stayed with the idea that I will be alone during my lifetime, I was afraid about that and when she came back to Mexico she told me about her life in Miami and she played volleyball and she had an ex already but I didn't want her to stop loving people there just for loving me, it would be so selfish from my part but the time I spent with her was exciting, she was really my soul sister.
For her 15th birthday, she came to Mexico because here 15th birthdays for girls are different than all other birthdays and mexican people makes big parties to celebrate them. I was her best friend and I was the perfect man for her mother and father so when I dance with her I told her how much I loved her and that I wanted her to be my girlfriend so she told me she had a boyfriend but our relationship could be a secret so I was happy with that. After some days I took her out to watch a movie and in the cinema we kissed and I tell her I loved her she also did it. I also tell her every araw that she was beautiful.
January: When she arrived to Miami she started to missed her but she didn't because she was with her boyfriend so it didn't really matter to me because I knew I was very special for her.
February: I signed in this A&O club since December because this movie remembered me that even if tu fail in love, tu have the chance to be loved again. But when I she uploaded some bidyo with her boyfriend and stopped talking to me we have a fight and I stopped the relationship, por first I thought "Hey, it will be easy to get through it" but it was very difficult to forget her so I started drinking in the parties with my mga kaibigan but the pain didn't go away so I tried to fall in pag-ibig with another person and I did but I didn't felt like the first girl made me feel so I ended up. I read many sad artículos in this club about Humphrey being a lone lobo but there was one from TheCriZ1995 that made me cry a lot, I think it´s called "These are the lies" I cried because it always remembered me about her.
March: There wasn't a araw where I stopped thinking about her. All the things remembered me to her so I started hearing some sad songs to let the sadness flow till someday I won't remember her and many of these songs I take it out from AlphaWolfCurt.
April: I was very depressed, I didn't knew why I was living for if didn't have her por my side so I get the courage to apologize for being so jealous with her and she replied me so I felt a little better but I still missed her so I started watching different cine than Alpha and Omega but with the same pag-ibig story like All perros Go to Heaven 2 and Balto and I don't know why always I saw those cine I end up crying, maybe it was because I wanted a happy ending like that with her.
May: The last pelikula related with A&O that I watched were The Lady and the Trap 1 and 2 but finally seeing some pelikula with happy endings in pag-ibig will clear my mind and I started to forget her so I kept watching pelikula like Going the Distance or mga kaibigan with Benefits.
June: When June came I finished my school taon so I was in many parties this buwan so I get drunk many times so she wasn't in my head anymore and I was very happy for that because finally I could enjoy my life just being with my mga kaibigan and without thinking about her.
July: I was very happy because I was going on a cruise with my mga kaibigan to Miami but I didn't want to see her anymore so I just wanted to have a good time in there, but 3 days before going to Miami, she told me that she had been cheated sa pamamagitan ng her boyfriend so I felt very bad for her and I just wanted to help, not in the way of a boyfriend, just in the way of a friend because although we fought , she was still my friend. In the cruise I had a friend with benefits but I had the feeling in my head that I need to help my friend to forget her ex so when the cruise finished I went to see her and when I was talking with her about her ex I saw her eyes and I kissed her, I don't know why I did that, maybe it was because I missed her and I still loved her so I spent that night halik and hugging her and I promised to be loyal to her in our distance relationship. The araw I went to the airport I was crying because I didn't want to leave her, I loved her so much that I can't explain her so now I send a message everyday saying "Hey babe, I just want you to know that you're beautiful and I miss you so much, I pag-ibig you" but that isn't enough because I'm not susunod to her but I know she also loves me.

Well guys, I just want to say thanks for pagbaba this story and remember, it doesn't matter how ugly you think you are or if you suck in love, there's always a person that makes you fly and there isn't any long distance for pag-ibig because somewhere between this 7,449,399,000 people that are in this world, there will be someone who understands you.